We gotta dance in the rain
Dance in the pain

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Namjoon pov

Namjoon sat on his sofa in his bedroom to answer his phone. He has missed several calls from Jia, and the last call was a text message.

He wondered what was so urgent. He hasn't been able to contact her after the meeting he had with management and the whole dating scandal that had the fans reeling.

He didn't want to cause more confusion in the fandom because there were mixed reactions. The press found out all the details about Jia, and the two fandoms were at odds.

Is Jia his best friend or his soulmate'girlfriend? The netizens had a field day and numerous photos of them together on different occasions were posted. But the one that was the nail in the coffin was the one during a vacation where Jia unexpectedly kissed him full on the lips with her arms around his neck and his arms around her.

Her publicist in LA was also trying to deny any "girlfriend or dating rumors". Poor Jia didn't know how to handle the situation as her new album was in the process of being released.

The ARMY fans accuse her and her agency of using the clout to make more millions in her association with the BTS leader. Namjoon felt bad because he knew the three weeks must've been hard on Jia, too. She knew Namjoon was going to break off their friendship, and she hoped he wouldn't give into pressure.

Namjoon sighed deeply as he read the text message.

Jia: Please call me back. It's urgent!

Namjoon furrowed his brows and wondered what could be so urgent. Bighit dealt with the dating scandal with her agent. Everything is under wraps. She doesn't have anything to worry about.

He dialed her number and waited until he heard her soft, croaky voice, "Oh Joon—-."

She sounded as if she was crying.

"Ji, what's wrong?" Namjoon inquired.

"Oh, Joon! I'm at a loss for words. I'm so sorry! "She wailed into the phone.

"Is it OK, Jia? Nothing will happen. Your album will be a success. You are talented, and as for the dating scandal...our agencies handled it, and we even paid the fines from the Soulmate system "He consoled her.

"Joon is not that...our lives will be changed forever," she sobbed on the other side. Namjoon felt dread in his stomach. What was she saying?

"Why?" he asked softly.

"We're going to be parents, Joon. I'm pregnant! "She finally put it all together.

Namjoon fell on his back on bed with open jaws, as if the air had been bludgeoned out of his stomach. What the hell? They were safe. Oh, my Gawd! This is a massive strike.

"Joon... Joon "He faintly heard her voice as he struggled to recover from the shock of the news. His face had been drained of blood. At the age of 24, he will become a father. How is he going to tell his parents, his Bangtan family...or that BangPD is going to murder him...ARMY...their beloved fandom?

They would be devastated if they discovered he had lied. As a result of this shocking news, he may lose fans. Global netizens will have a field day. The Antis will rejoice that the seemingly innocent Bangtan is not as innocent as it appeared to be. He is supposed to be the leader, and he must still go to the UNICEF conference in the United States to represent the Youth of the World. Namjoon felt sick to the stomach because his reputation will be ruined. Why couldn't he resist the urge? What caused it to happen? They were secure. He was protected, and Jia...

"I'm still here, Jia...how did it happen?" Namjoon wiped his face with trembling hands.

"What do you mean how did it happen? We slept together; that is how babies are made," Jia yelled. Get your act together, "Joon! I'm just as shocked as you are. What are our options? "

"I know Jia...but we were safe, and you said you were safe," Joon sighed frustratedly.

"I was! but I must have missed a pill or two during the vacation because I was too relaxed and excited. I didn't expect it to happen so unexpectedly, Joon. Please believe me." She explained with a pleading tone.

Oh my goodness! He remembered that they were so in love that he stayed in her bed for a few hours before dinner.

"Did you check twice? Did you take a test?" he softly asked.

Jia took a deep breath and said, hesitantly, "You've got so much to lose; we can get—-"

"Are you insane? Jia, I will never back down from my responsibilities... We're all in this together, and no one knows about your condition "Namjoon asks. He hoped she would keep it quiet for the time being.

"She sighs, "No one. I'm too scared to tell anyone. Don't panic. Nobody knows and no one will ever know. My parents are very conservative, and they will be very disappointed that I did not wait for my soulmate like my sisters in finding and marrying soulmates I'll be a lonely single parent, but I promise not to be a stumbling block in your life. I know you want to end things with me. I ruined your life. I don't want to get rid of it. It's a life, and I value life—-but what other options do I have? You'll find your soulmate, and you'll choose her, but what about me? "She started to cry softly.

Namjoon was filled with regret "I'm sorry, Jia. I will not abandon you. It's  also my baby. I will accept responsibility. Let's just wait a week before doing anything drastic. "He hoped Bang would not oust him from the band. He enjoys his time in Bangtan, and his brothers are his rock. That's what happens when you let your hormones take control.

"No, don't tell them now, Joon. Please. We'll talk when you come to LA. You'll have a concert in our state as well, and then you can meet up with me at Demi's penthouse. Gosh, this is massive. Your fans... my fans. Joon, what if I get a late whisperer mark on my upcoming birthday? What will I tell my soulmate? He'll reject me and our child as well?" Jia replied with worry in her voice.

"So don't get too worked up. We'll talk once I'm not going to let you struggle on your own. No child of mine will grow up without a dad. I'll be present throughout its life. So, don't get too worked up. You must take care of your health. Please relax, and we'll take care of it." he tried to comfort her.

"I love you, Joon. Thank you for not letting me get rid of it. I wouldn't have the heart to do it if you forced me to. Now I wish I was your soulmate. It used to be so simple, and now everything is so complicated," Jia laments.

"I know, Jia, and I love you as well," he murmurs.

Namjoon was still sitting after the call, contemplating what had occurred. He and Jia had created life. He's going to become a dad. That horrific revelation sent Joon running to the bathroom to throw up.

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Namjoon was very distracted for the next few days, and the group was concerned, especially Seokjin-hyung. He just smiled, but he couldn't bring himself to tell anyone. He and Jia texted frequently...just to cheer each other on. He is certain that he will never abandon his child, not even Jia. Devastating sacrifices will be made for which none of them are prepared. Namjoon knew he needed to sleep in own bed he made. Take the consequences like a man and make amends.

The band was getting ready to release a new teaser for their upcoming Love Yourself: Answer compilation album. They were extremely busy in the studio, preparing for the shoot of the new single "IDOL" mv. They'll also film a teaser sketch for the song.

The Army was ecstatic about the album and the upcoming world tour.

On August 12, the RIAJ certified their album Love Yourself: Tear as gold. The group was overjoyed. They are firmly establishing themselves in the pop world, not just in Kpop. Because of the overwhelming support of their beloved army,

That was not the only thing the group accomplished in August. BTS won choice international artist and ARMY won choice fandom at the 2018 Teen Choice Awards. The ARMY was overjoyed when they defeated Blinks' "Blackpink" and Swifties' "Taylor Swift." The ID Directioners and Harmonizers "Fifth Harmony"l Artist.

https://youtu.be/NIsHgr1vMCY

The group was socializing in their lounge. The soulmates were sitting around the lounge with them, and they were ecstatic after another day of rigorous dance and vocal rehearsals. Everyone was just sitting around. Yunra's "fun-size"  and Jiho, Taehyung, and Yoongis' soulmates were sitting on their soulmates' laps and cuddling. Jungkook and Jimin just shook their heads, amused by their Hyungs' contentment. Taehyung was over-loving, and Yoongi looked like a contented cat. They wonder if the two will not flee to one of the Hyungs' offices and carry on as usual.

Samiya and Jin were busy preparing the food in the kitchen. Hobi was lying on the heated floor with his head on the lap of his soulmate Akira, who was playing with his hair and focused on something on his phone They were cracking up at some tik-tok dance competitions.

Everyone was concerned about Namjoon's demeanor when he excused himself to his office to work on a track with Pdogg. They all assumed it was the decision to end his relationship with his beloved "best friend." He looked deflated, but he kept his demeanor subdued so as not to worry his brothers, but the Huyngs didn't seem persuaded. There must be something else going on. The Army acknowledges that the dating scandal was fabricated and that it is under control.

Jungkook and Jimin were laughing uncontrollably while watching a variety show called "Running Man on" on SBS.

"Oh my gosh, that was so funny." Jimin burst out laughing. It was a mission show, and Jennie from Blackpink was on the guest list, along with some of Korea's most famous actresses and K-pop idols.

A call came in from BangPD, and everyone was taken aback by Namjoon's obvious excitement; gone was that melancholy expression, and they were all looking inquiringly at their leader.

Samiya and Jin-Hyung simply moved closer by placing the food on the server table, while Jiho and the other soulmates assisted with table preparation.

"Why are you so excited, Hyung? "asked Jungkook, his brow furrowed.

"Well, I just got a call from BangPD-nim... guess what tickets for our first stadium-size Stateside show at Citi Field reportedly sold out within minutes. There are no tickets available for City Field. We brought NYC to a halt." Namjoon smirks, "I'm so glad we already booked The Ritz Carlton."

The group exclaimed with delight, Wow, their first stadium was sold out!

"Oh, my !" Jhope exclaimed excitedly, and Akira just smirked at her soulmate's excited demeanor. He was dancing around with Taehyung, and their soulmates chuckled.

"I can't wait to rock in New York," Jimin said, laughing. The group just shook their heads. Jimin appears to have moved on from his pain, but no one knows it's all a ruse. He was still missing his "Red."

"So, Bandpd, have already conversed with hotel management about our soulmates' security and privacy? "Seokjin is not willing to put Samiya in danger.

Jhope is overjoyed because he will be with Akira, and Bighits' management is on high alert for overzealous fans and saseangs. His girl will be safe in his care. He was more at ease because the obsessed saseang had died a few months before after an altercation with the police. He and Taehyung couldn't be extremely happy to get on with their lives.

Suga looked up from where he and Jiho were kissing each other sweetly, "So the International Army won't be able to get seats, which is unfortunate because we only had one day in City Field."

"I heard that the South Korean army that didn't get tickets for our opening show in Seoul bought flight tickets to go to the American shows," Jungkook says with wide eyes, expressing his desire for all of their fans to enjoy their shows.

"Yeah, I heard that too...but I did try to buy tickets for our show once just to see how difficult it was to get them. It was a rat race, I said to Funsize. We sat for two hours and finally gave up. I feel sorry for the army  who sat up to only get ticket seats." Taehyung exclaimed regretfully.

The group was overjoyed that everything went exactly as planned. Not only that but they will be joined on tour by their soulmates. Fortunately for Jin, Taehyung, and Jhope, their soulmates were part of the crew, but Jiho of Suga always pretended that she and Yunru were best friends from their modeling shoots for the same fashion houses. Jiho was a Dior ambassador for Korea, and Yunru was a Dior ambassador for China.

The ARMY is aware that Blackpink's fifth unofficial member and model/actress is also an ARMY. When they asked who her bias was, she simply stated SUGA and the maknae-line as her wreckers.

After a hearty lunch, the group was driven back to Presidential Hill by three black vans. The four soulmates were staying with their soulmates, occupying the Bangtan Bells suite.

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The group would be shooting their "lead single IDOL" at a nearby studio for the next three days. The day was scorching. The practice paid off.

The new comeback hairstyles were extremely daring. Their leader, RM, chose his favorite color, a slicked ash gray. Jungkook's mane was a fiery dragonfruit red. SUGA chose blackberry, a deep maroon color that suited him perfectly. Mr. World Wide Handsome chose to return to the golden blonde color, Taehyung was the most daring with a two-tone color, blonde and bubble pink, and their sunshine Jhope had dark hair styled in a comma. Strange. They looked fantastic in their new designs, and the army was extremely happy.

Bangtan Bomb, as usual, was filming special behind-the-scenes segments for ARMY as well as some memories for the group. Yunru "Funsize" was elated to be one of the film's cinematographers. She enjoyed documenting the boys. It's entertaining to ask them what they think of the shots, etc.

Jimin, as usual, was the first to greet the army.

He was dressed in the clothes from the first scene. Their clothes were very expensive, from designers such as GUCCI. He was dressed in a Gucci t-shirt sweatshirt and wore a Yankee snapback. He was adorable.

"We're making a music video for our latest single, "Idol," which is a first for us, right? "he grinned as he gestured at the set.

Yunru shook her head at the adorable maknae-lines eldest.

"This is a one-of-a-kind piece. The song is upbeat and entertaining. Let's get started! "As he was called over by the director, he ended with an adorable laugh.

It was the scene in which Jungkook and Suga had to sit on top of a yellow prop, which unnerved Suga.

"Gosh, it's so scary," Jungkook exclaimed.

Suga was looking down, concerned. He shuddered at the height, but on the other side, he saw Jiho give him a thumbs up. He felt the calm emotions she sent him right away.

Jin smirked widely as he observed the duo from that vantage point. "Whoa, it's so high," he exclaimed to the Jungkook, who smirked and nodded, giving his Hyung a thumbs up. Suga appeared to be unimpressed.

Suga and Jungkook were waiting for the beat to begin filming. He and Jungkook had a lot of swag. Bangtan was extremely gifted. They were able to improvise the choreography and acting. Jimin took his turn in front of the camera, freestyle, while Suga and Jungkook were on top of the yellow prop. They are unsettled because they are so high.

"I want to go down now," Suga mumbles softly.

"Jimin wants us to give him more time to reshoot the dance scene...just ten more minutes," Jungkook chuckled.

"I'm dying here!" exclaimed Suga, "Is he going to do his dances ten more times?"

They were waiting for Jimin to finish his solo dance performance in front of the moving cameras. 

He was doing some kind of drunken style. a truly sexy and talented guy.

Jimin eventually got the perfect shot, and the duo was able to climb down from the prop. Jimin kept his sexy appearance after he was finished.'

"Perfect! Great job, guys...next scene!" says the director.

Suga stepped down the ladder with a sigh of relief. His expressions drew the attention of  Bangtan and the Hobi and Jin were snickering in the corner.

"Thank Heavens we're returning to Earth!" he exclaimed.

"I miss being on the ground," Jungkook said with a smile.

Jimin laughed excitedly, "whao I had fun... it's so cool." Suga, on the other hand, appeared tired. When Yunru asked him how he felt, she couldn't help but smirk. He simply shrugged and exclaimed, "Fighting!" with both his hands.

The inflatable ad doll was used in the final Jhope scene. He was wearing a Bugs Bunny sweater and geeky glasses.

As he looked into the camera, Jhope smiled. "I look like a good student, but this song's title is quite embarrassing, singing about being an idol..." he chuckled.

Jhope was a natural improviser. He was optimistic and full of smiles.

Taehyung performed a scene behind a massive purple frame. He had a dance scene with Jimin as well. The soulmate twins had a great time behind the camera.

The cutest scene, however, was with their leader. Namjoon, alias RM, could only smile shyly. He felt so awkward at first. He resembled a cute little boy. His set had a fantastic vibe. Namjoon enjoyed the song and told Yunru on camera that it is a great summer bob.

He made every effort. He was a professional who put his melancholy feelings aside. He has work to do.

The entire video took three days to film. The following day was the Bangtan back-up dancers' group dance scene. Jhope gave Akira's twin brother, his "brother-in-law," a high-five.

Jin and Suga were already exhausted before they even began to dance.

"This is going to take all of my energy," Jin says, adding, "I'll need a massage after this dance scene."

"Well...at least you have someone to give you all the massages you need," Jimin smirked.

Jin made a stink eye at Jimin. "Shush you! Do you want the entire world to know about my private life?" he scolds the maknae. Jimin simply shrugged and moved over to where Jhope and Suga were conversing, waiting for the cue to begin.

The world is aware that BTS dances are among the most powerful group dances, requiring tremendous physical stamina.

They had a great time with the backup dancers. They can't wait to see the finished product.

They shot at a golden pavilion on the final day, and they used a lot of Korean aesthetics.

On August 22, the group announced the single "Idol" through a teaser video. The audience was excited by the fun, colorful, and energetic teaser.

It even trended to No. 1 on Twitter. Two days later, the group also released Love Yourself: Answer and "Idol," along with an alternate version of the single featuring Nicki Minaj.

The same day, Bangtan released their compilation album Love Yourself: Answer with the lead single Idol. The album becomes the group's second one to reach number one in the US market. They were on their way to world domination.

Namjoon could take a break after a hectic week. Because of the crazy busy shooting schedule, he didn't even have time to think about his new dilemma. Jia's new album was a smashing success, and he couldn't be more grateful for the miracle of a little happiness in her life. She appeared on several TV and variety shows in the United States to promote her new rap song with Nicki. It was fantastic that BTS and Jia collaborated with Nicki Minaj. Her rap song was well received in the US market, earning her a spot on the Billboard 200 at number 112 on the list. The highest entry for any of her songs.  Antis claimed it was due to her association with the world-famous Bangtan Boys- charming leader. That is why there has been so much buzz.

She appeared sad and depressed as she exited the airport following her appearance on a radio talk show. There were a lot of BTS fans there, and she was confronted with questions about why she used RM for clout. Among the jealous antis, her fans waited for her to enter to greet her.

She just walked beside her Asian bodyguards and managers, looking down. She enlisted the assistance of some of her people while remaining true to her Korean heritage.

She was depressed, but her fans stood by her and said she was a natural talent. She missed Namjoon, but they had to split up, and they will have a baby in a few months. How will she explain her pregnancy to the rest of the world? There is no way she and Namjoon can deny their involvement after their dating scandal. Worse, and this counts against them, they went on vacation together.

Her agent and close friends were concerned about her mental state. She was constantly tired and nervous. Nobody knew what had caused her mild depression amid her success. Her producers are already planning a tour with Nicki and a few other female rappers for a women's festival once. How will she do her rigorous dance performances in two months on a world stage?

She already ruined the life of the man she loves with all her heart. He must hate her right now.

Namjoon couldn't hold it in when his Hyung confronted him in his studio. He pressed the buzzer, and Namjoon opened the door. He looked a little dejected. Jin furrow his brows but entered cheerfully.

Jin smirked as he entered through the open door, "Why is it so dark in here? Do you like dim lighting? It looks so romantic."Jin was looking at him with concern.  

Namjoon avoided looking him in the eyes and kept himself busy with the mixers in his Mon studio.

"It helped me relax before we went home, and I was napping a little," Namjoon said, gesturing to his sofa.

Soekjin grinned as he sat on the soft leather sofa, looking inquisitively at his younger brother. Namjoon appeared nervous, and he wondered if he was still upset about the breakup with his girlfriend.

"You appear nervous, young...what is it? I've observed the same emotions for about a week. Spit it out. What bothers you? "Soekjin appeared solemn and stern.

"I have a serious issue... hyung, and I'm afraid no one will be able to help me," he confided, looking wary in his Hyung eyes.

"What is so heavy that we can't solve it?" Seokjin tries to console his leader. "We are brothers; if anything hurts you, we are here for you."

Namjoon inhaled deeply as he sat on the sofa next to Seokjin. How is he going to tell his Hyung, let alone the management?

Namjoon wiped his face with his hands as he looked at his hyung with moistened eyes. Seokjin was taken aback by Namjoon's emotions. Their brother was not an overly emotional person. He must love Jia if the breakup upsets him so much.

"Joon...talked to me...please...something is wrong with you," Seokjin patted him lightly on the shoulder.

Namjoon closed his eyes for a moment to gather his thoughts. He turned around and looked into Jin- Hyung's eyes with tears in his eyes, his heart was sad. He will have to admit that he made a huge mistake and that he is no longer a good role model for them. His heart was broken for the disappointment he would cause the younger Maknaes. fathering a child with someone who is not his soulmate FATE will roast Jia again.

But he trusts in Hyung and decides to come clean.

"I...I'm going to be a dad..." he strangled it out.

Seokjin's eyes widen with surprise. Oh my goodness!!!!

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A special update to celebrate our charming leader's birthday. I hope you enjoy the shocking revelation.

A huge shout out to all of the new readers, voters, and commenters. Kindly don't stop supporting the Soulbound Series. I know it has been forever. But I currently have 16 books that need to be completed. So while you wait, kindly check out the next book that follows Moonchild.

Questions

1. What do you think about the shocking revelation?

2. What would you suggest they do if you were in their shoes?

3. Do you think Namjoon must come clean to management or wait?

4. Do you think Namjoon will choose the mother of his child or his soulmate if she comes along?

5. Do you think BTS fans were too hard on Jia?

Watch the final IDOL MV

https://youtu.be/pBuZEGYXA6E