ཾ. ·˚ ༘  𝐋𝐔𝐕 𝐈𝐒 𝐃𝐑𝐎 . ➶°⁂🍼
𝑎 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 -ˋˏ 𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝑒𝑒 ˎˊ-

ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: Both Sides Of A Smile — Dave & James Blake
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❝ 𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚎 𝚞𝚙
𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚢𝚙𝚎 𝚖𝚎, '𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗' 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎
𝚠𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚗' 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎
𝚖𝚎, 𝚍𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚍. ❞

❝𝕬ll that shit is long. i just need answers to my questions. and that's it."

it was a saturday night; dave thought it would be nice to take sulayma out somewhere to eat. to try and apologise for it. in her mind, all she saw was a pathetic attempt at trying to get back into her good books after missing something so exceptionally important.

"i don't wanna argue in the car right now. we can go inside, talk it out there. but right now," dave blows a raspberry and shakes his head. "no. 'cause as soon as we're done, i'm going home without you. now listen up 'cah i'm only asking once, innit?" she lets him know and her tone let him know that she wasn't fucking around.

"do you care about me?"

"sul', ofcourse i care about you. you're just taking everythin' too—"

"stop fuckin' sayin' that! i'm tired of you sayin' that. if you truly cared, you woulda dropped everyting to turn up to my trial. you're 'posed to be my man. my rider. yet here you are bein' late 'cause of sum shitty party your niggas was tellin' you 'bout," she shouts.

he was in the wrong and he knew he was in the wrong. he desperately wanted her to forget about stuff, move on. he thought the shower of gifts, the expensive dinner, the late night drive would make her forget. but one wrong word slipped out and it lead to arguing again.

"why? just tell me why you didn't turn up? that's all i need to know," she pleads. there was silence. nothing ever comes good from silence. it sent a ringing to her ears, making her head drop so she could try block it out.

suddenly, it was interrupted by multiple notifications going off on her phone. she didn't want to check it but when she saw a flash of dave's name, she thought she might aswell.

but it broke her heart when she did.

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ukgossiptv Wow, guys. #Dave was seen partying with another girl today in London, Love Island's #KazCrossley. Later on in the night, the two were spotted kissing and entering a hotel room together. Quite messy seeing as though he is dating singer #Sulayma. Thoughts on this guys? ☕️😬

𝖵𝗂𝖾𝗐 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌

user1 fucking scumbag lol bye dave!! 👋🏽
⤷user2 nah i don't think you understand how MAD I AM BRO

user3  peep how she's a lighty too-
⤷user4  WOWWWW 🤭
⤷user5  why you bringing race into everything you girls man omdsss if she's clapped she's clapped kaz is better anyways 💀

user6  he's a piece of shit @user6
⤷user7  innitttt sum fucking boyfriend fam 🤣

user8  wtf... during everything that sulayma's going thru aswell... 🥺🥺🥺
⤷user9  wait what happened??
⤷user10  her sexual assault case she didn't win it and now she's finding out thru fkn uk gossip she's got cheated on mannnn 💔💔
⤷user11  dave is a cunt!!

user12  and ofc she's lightskin... said it bare times we love dave but does dave even love us?? 🤷🏾‍♀️
⤷user13  YEOOOO YOU SPITTIN RN ICL
⤷user14  deepin it for no reason 😴
⤷user15  no we're not... imagine your bf (whos exes have all been lighties) cheats on you w a lighty and you're darkskin. yk how that fucks w someone's mental blud

the tears brim up in her eyes. paired up with a sinister smile. she could feel her heart physically cracking. is it constant now? constant for her to get humiliated, dehumanised, irritated?

dave peers at the phone, as it illuminated the dimly lit car. panic seeps into his fears and he turns his body fully to her. quickly, he began pleading with her.

"is this where you were?" she questions tearfully. "sul', i'm so sorry—" "is this... where you were, david?" her voice was too stern for him not to listen. sheepishly, he nods, not finding the courage to own up to his actions.

"hmm. d'you care about her more?" her question comes out in a murmur, looking at her phone and the tears that splashed on the screen. his rebuttal was in a flash, hopelessly convincing her she was nothing. "no! no, she was never as important to me than you were. baby, i promise."

"i can't believe you, david! you know i can't! look at her, look at me! this gyal my polar opposite!" she sniffles, getting the screen back up and pointing profusely at her picture.

again, she stares at the girl. lighter skin, straightened hair, petite body with curves in all the right places. like what she used to be. the smiles they both had in the picture they posed in together; they seemed so happy. did he even smile like that with her?

"d'you ever think... about me? please, man. answer honestly." she wipes her tears as she didn't want him to see her like this. like last time since he was too strong in his cowardliness to admit to hurting this girl, he shakes his head.

she lets out a breathless laugh, looking up at the ceiling to trap more tears from falling. "i let xia build a bridge with you. i let you hold her. allowed you to see that part of my life and you just-" she laughs again, "fuck's sake, man."

without even giving him a second look, she walks out the door. once in her apartment, she lets it all out. her body felt like collapsing as she cried profusely. her eyes looked red as if she was high.

"hey hey hey... babe," nella came to her immediately, hugging her tightly and cradling her. "i'm so sorry, sully. je t'aime, it's okay je t'aime..." she constantly repeats as she cried with her little cousin.

she felt defeated; in many different senses. she wanted to feel loved, she wanted to feel strong, she wanted to be a good mother.

but how, when the people around her didn't even see her as human?

𝐇𝐄𝐘, 𝐕𝐒𝐀𝐔𝐂𝐄 ! 𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐒𝐊𝐈 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 .
WOW i am putting sula thru hell for
no real reason except the next
chapter. you'll see 😈 don't worry
guys 😁😁😁 also as much as i luv
dave this is literally him. he can say
black is beautiful but if you do a crb
check on this man you'll find out he
won't ever like to date one 🤭
unless they're a lightbright 😍 nice

as much as i love
his music, it's acc
a problem. and ppl
try defend him &
say it's a preference
but can't tell me
WHY it should be a
preference. if you
listen to the song
'black' that he made
you'd think he's pro
bw but nahhh he's
not styll EL OH EL
🤭 (stream clash
tho onna real i'm
not knocking him
but i still am)

anyways guys don't
fret too tough this
is the end of sul's
tragic era she gets
nothing but good
vibes and dick all
day <3333