Hey, everyone, I just thought I'd write another announcement to let you all know why I've been gone.

If you're triggered by self harm, suicide, or depression, you might want to dip.

So firstly, you may not know, but I suffer with depression. Recently it's been worse, and my mental health overall has been weakening. I have good days, but then two or three weeks ago, I relapsed after being clean from self harm for two years. If anyone's concerned for my safety, don't be. I'm alright. I have way too much to lose to even attempt suicide.

I get little to no sleep, and I'm usually always drained, emotionally and mentally. Everything in my life always feels like weight on my shoulders and I'm constantly crumbling underneath it.

That doesn't mean I'm giving up.

I have friends and a girlfriend who I know bad things to if I were gone. So I'm going to try to keep pushing on, and I know i have the support of said friends, so that's good. Updates to this book will be extremely non consistent. I'll try to get something done this weekend, but emphasis on the try, lmao.

I'm sorry this is like the 4th A/N, I just figured you all needed any explanation.

Take care, and be safe

-Maya