Earlier-

The backstage area was like always a whirlwind of activity. Artist who got their awards ,waiting to go for their short interview and photo opp with the press,  and crew members moved swiftly, their faces set in focused determination.

Fanqia felt a sense of urgency as she spotted BTS's dressing room just a few feet away from Urban Pulse's door. They got one opposite theirs. All the dressingrooms got the names of the performers on specific doors. She saw an opportunity and decided to seize it.

Fanqia used her swiftness and with precise calculations,  she quickly packed the girls shoes in a little heavy container

 Urban Pulse had finished performing, and some of the stylists were already taking clothes back to the vans. Their dressing room would soon be vacated. She kept the door a little open to check for any movement from the dressingroom across, Fanqia's heart raced as she overheard Seokjin telling Sejin, the manager, that he needed to use the restroom.

Seokjin, accompanied by the maknae line, walked past their open dressing room. Knowing she had little time, Fanqia hurriedly packed the remaining items into the container.

Blackpink was scheduled to perform, and Yuqi had mentioned she wanted to spend time with Fanqia in the dressing room since the young Cube crew had permission to watch the show from the backstage side areas

Fanqia saw the maknae line returning and grabbed the heavy container. She peeked out, not seeing Seokjin yet. She waited with the container in front of the closed dressing room door. When Seokjin finally appeared with his manager, she pretended to struggle with the container. Seokjin noticed her immediately and halted Sejin, who was about to assist. He was nearer.

Seokjin noticed her struggling and stopped Sejin from helping, "Dont worry ...I got this," he said.

"Let me help you with that,' Seokjin said, stepping forward and lifting the container with ease. She open the door.

Fanqia looked up at him, her expression grateful. When he saw her glowing face, recognition flickered in his eyes, "Do you know Urban Pulse?" he asked hesitantly curiosity was lacing his voice.

Fanqia smirked slightly, mentally patting her back for her almost successful mission,"Er yes, I'm Yuqi's sister, Fanqia," she replied. His eyes widen for a moment. Then she leaned in, whispering, "I need to tell you something important about Yuqi follow me in."

Seokjin's eyes narrowed with concern. He nodded to a surprise Sejin to wait as he continued to help Fanqia with the container. Fanqia took a deep breath and began to explain everything.

"Yuqi went through intense depression," Fanqia began, her voice low, "Yuqi was heartbroken after the breakup, deeply depressed after losing her position in De-N-im.

She was in the final lineup, but when the scandal broke, she was told at the disciplinary hearing that she'd be eliminated permanently. Her only chance was trading. But she and my dad had a contract. No debut -No trading. She let go of her dreams , but she actually never let truly go of it.

His emotions were playing on his face like a mask, "Tell me---" he asked Fanqia to informed him. He was shocked to the core. He could even imagine poor Bunnys' pain. And that was because of their connection.

She wasn't truly safe,

"The pain of losing the loves of her life drove her to do the unthinkable. It was too hard to bear. She suffered from severe sorrow, Seokjin. Being a kpop star was all she wanted to be. She is born for the stage. Then she decided to go for hypnotherapy, but instead of suppressing the pain of the lost, she suppressed the source of it—you, Seokjin. She forgot you ever existed, forgot she met you or even dated you, " Fanqia looked regretful in this handsome idols face with a sad emotion. It's so surreal that he dated Yuqi secretly.

Seokjin's expression hardened, his jaw clenching, "What must I do...to make her remember.  I love her Fanqia. I never fogot about her...she is 'it' to me. And I know I've hurt her, but it was to protect her---?"he looked regretful. 

"Seokjin I know there is a piece of her that is so drawn to you. We tried to subly made her remember but to no avail. Just be gentle," Fanqia warned him,"Don't trigger her memories too suddenly. It could be devastating , the doctor warned us...but it is almost two years---"

Seokjin nodded, determination evident in his eyes, "How can I see her discreetly?" he is not going to leave anything to chance. He needs to speak to Yuqi.

"She'll be with me during Blackpink's performance. I'll give you a cue by standing outside before your performance, but be just be very careful and discreet."

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Now...

Now, Seokjin was standing in front of you , with a intimidating and very intense aura. The atmosphere around you were charged.

His dark eyes were filled with desperation and sadness.

You didn't understand.

You wanted to talk to me why," you asked cautiously,  withna little wariness in your eyes.
He was beyond attractive and you felt your heart race at his close proximity.

He furrowed his brows as he took a step closer , those eyes so intensely piercing into yours.

Bunny, why did you just decide to erase me from your memories, you blocked me out of your life, just like that." Seokjins voice was low in a whisper,  but it had so much weight in it. You looked utterly confused.

" You call me Bunny? Why?Do you know me personally?" Your beautiful face was laced with confusion. What was happening?
" I... don't know what is going on...please let me understand."

You furrowed your brows as you asked him the most pressing question," Where and how did we meet?"

Pain flashed through his eyes as it softens in your confusing ones, " Let say we were very closed...Something  happened and you just decided to block me out, Bunny. Completely...but I can make you remember," he nodded, his eyes glinting as he abruptly pulled you against his chest. You gasped in total shock as his arms gripped your waist . Your hands flows to his chest and you could feel the hard muscles against his white silk shirt.

Your eyes were wide , more shocked into stunned silence.

" I want you to kiss me, he silently whisper against your ear.,"You will truly know how close we were." Cold shivers  run up your spine.

Seokjins hands suddenly were behind tye nape of your neck and with one movement his lips were pressed against yours.  It was filled with yearning.

You stood there with wide eyes, speechless as his mouth move over yours.

A familiar warmth spread through your body as you stood there in his strong arms, your eyes fluttering closed as you gave in and your lips hesitantly succumbed against his hot mouth. Your arms slowly snaked around his torso as you unconsciously pulled him gently against you, caressing his back while you gave yourself over to the moment. You don't know how it happened but your breath.The was both labored and you were panting against each other. You couldn't believe you just stood there kissing the idol back, with no shame.

He was skill full. Your heart was sent racing and you scared you'll get a heart attack. His cologne was tantalizing and he taste just as sweet. Everything, faded away...nothing mattered.

Your hearts were beating insane at the intensity of the moment. He gave your mouth few more pecks and you stood there, foreheads and noses touching.

He looked deep into ypur eyes," There is no way that I will allow you to forget me ,Bunny," he softly uttered against your lips.

He said something that blew your mind," I'm still inlove with you !Bunny girl. Even thought you chose to forgot me."

You shook your head in confusion. You couldn't fathom your position in his arms right now.

Tears sprung up in your eyes," Why do you say that? How can you claim you're inlove with me ...we never met. I must be crazy or this situation is crazier." You muttered

Bunny, there is a reason behind everything," his eyes were sad, but then a strange light enter his eyes," You know if you want to desperately know our connection. We'll, in my penthouse there is a chocolate  brown silk pillow with your name on it. Screaming for you to come back."

"Your breath hitched," Excuse me! I never went that route with a guy before, "you whispered shocked. Lone tears fell from your cheeks.

Seokjin smirked and waggled his brows, "Baby ...don't you know I'm not just any guy," he walked to the door, open it quickly and slipped out.

He left you with a lot of food for your thoughts.

Fanqia found you standing dumbstruck, your eyes fixed on the door, where Seokjin just slipped out. Nothing make sense.

" Qiqi why do you look so dazed, What happened just now?

You looked spooked. Gosh, she told Seokjin to be careful.

You looked at you sister, touching your lips, tears brimming in your eyes.," Fanqia...he just kissed me. And I respond to his kiss. Oh my gosh! I kissed him back...now I'm more confused than ever. Fanqia  help me please. What is going on here. He said he is inlove with me...how? We never met before and omg!how close where we really Fan," you voice was cracking under the mental stress and overload.

Fanqia sighed, but intrigued by the revelation,"Wow! He gave me something to give to you, but I'll give it to you at home. You have too much to deal with now. I also brought stuff from home to...help you remember, but it wasn't the right time."

You nodded, still in a daze. Everything is so confusing.

"You can go watch BTS's last performance before the last presentation of awards---I'm going to join Sia and Hyerin watching the show from behind the stage." Fanqia said gently, helping you look presentable again. Your lips were swollen by the fierce make out session. Your heart raced again, thinking how you hold onto the idol. You must be crazy, there is no other explanation. You are officially declared mental.

Nervously, you returned to your seat.

The audience  cheers was overwhelming and deafening, when you got back to your seat. Your group was joyous and when they saw you, they were elated.

Minnie leaned over and whispered, "You just in time, BTS I'd going to perform. It will be mesmerizing. All theor performances are in." She smiled blissfully.

You just respond with a nervous nod. It was during the groups performance,  that your eyes could only drift to the hyjng of the group.  You couldn't believe that he had confidently kissed you just like that. Those memories returned fiercely back that made shivers return to your spine.

They were performing Airplane 2. Seokjin was ,mesmerizing and they were slaying on stage. You could just shook your head.

Today was a very strange day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cM8amqCshEc

Army went wild like always, mingled with the energetic  crowd.
The girl groups sat with big smirks on their faces , like Blackpink, De-N-im and Twice.  After that exciting performance that hyped up the crowd.

Bts were breathless when they return to their seats. When you met Seokjins eyes briefly you notice the discreet smirk he gave you. You quickly looked down, flustered.

Your senior unnies, eyes where just darting to and from the boys who sat again in their seats, comfortable. It was too fantastical to think about your hot make out session a while ago. You can understand the allure they have and why the unnies are mesmerized.

You don't know why your eyes constantly dart to him. When he saw you looking at him, he slowly licked his lips whenever your eyes locked.

Oh my goodness, What is wrong with Seokjin? You were so embarrassed as you slowly cast your eyes down or away from the group. You were too afraid that the cameras will pick up on your interaction.  You know it will be an epic disaster.

That memory of the kiss was etched on your mind. You already felt breathless, thinking about it.

After the exciting evening where BTS bagged seven awards, including Artist and Album of the Year, Urban Pulse were highly energized. Their management and bodyguards had their favorite food prepared at their home, and Fanqia was staying for the week in Seoul, spending time with Urban Pulse.

They enjoyed an array of food and were having a great time on Vlive with their fans, the Urbanites, who were super hyped about Urban Pulse winning Female Artist of the Year in their debut year.

During the Vlive, some fans noticed that the usually cheerful Yuqi looked unnaturally sad. Minnie explained that the excitement was too much for Yuqi and she had migraines the whole night. Mi-yeon added that Yuqi hadn't felt well since the start of the event, but she tried to be happy and cheerful. Urban Pulse thanked their fans for all their support.

After the Vlive, Yuqi told everyone that she was going to refresh and maybe go to bed early. Fanqia told her she would see her after her relaxing bath and stayed to enjoy time with the girls.

Fanqia looked at the girls and sighed. Mi-yeon and Shuhua approached her where she sat with a deep calculated expression ,their faces filled with concern.

"Fanqia, why does Yuqi look so sad?" Mi-yeon asked gently, as she took a seat next to a worried Fanqia.

"She seemed almost melancholic during the Vlive," Shuhua added, concerned.

Fanqia took a deep breath, she looked at the other girls who also entered the lounge with snacks, "I need you guys to have an open mind for what I'm about to tell you, and you must promise to keep it a secret. Yuqi is still very emotionally fragile despite her cheerful demeanor...it might bring some clarity to her mental state."

" I don't know if you recall the biggest internet meltdown that raved on for weeks about  a dating scandal .The girl who was exposed almost two years ago with Seokjin was actually Yuqi, She was the trainee from JYP" Fanqia revealed softly, "She was secretly dating Seokjin when they were exposed."

The room went silent as the words sank in. Then, all at once pandemonium struck. Soyeon, Minnie, Shuhua, and Mi-yeon reacted with shock and excitement. They all jumped up with their hands on their mouths. Shock was an understatement. 

"No way!" Minnie exclaimed, her eyes wide.

Shuhua gasped, "Yuqi... with Seokjin?!....BTS Seokjin...World wide handsome!?""

Soyeon shook her head in disbelief,"I can't believe it. Our Yuqi and Seokjin? How did it even happened!"

Downstairs, the excitement grew louder, with squealing and fangirling erupting, though Yuqi, in the bath with her earpods on, remained blissfully unaware of her secret being revealed.

"Do you remember how Seokjin bumped into Yuqi backstage?" Mi-yeon said, her voice filled with excitement, "The chemistry between them was undeniable!"

Shuhua nodded smiling, "Seokjin's eyes were constantly on Yuqi. She seemed so nervous and unsettled during their performances."

Fanqia intervened but sigh deeply, "It's not that easy. Yuqi underwent intense hypnotherapy to forget the pain of losing a place in the final -line up. She was already chosen, but because of the scandal. JYP eliminated her. But with this intense therapy it made her loose some memories and she forgot her dating history with Seokjin and their forced breakup."

The girls' faces fell with sadness and sorrow as they contemplated Yuqi's suppressed pain.

"Poor Yuqi, no wonder she got so defensive  when Jackson even asked about her involvement with Seokjin," Soyeon murmured. "She must have been through so much."

"And to think she captured the sole attention of Seokjin, the most unattainable idol," Minnie said, her voice filled with admiration, "Everyone knows BTS has high standards. Netizen are eager to know who will win BTS hearts. They were never really involved in dating scandals until their Hyung got implicated. So it means Yuqi might have met the group."

Soyeon added, "So many unnie girls are in love with Seokjin, but he chose our sweet, adorable Yuqi. He doesn't even show interest in award events, remember how the most beautiful idol girls like Irene or Karina would passed them, but he wouldn't even react, just nod or greet cooly,  Even his co-star Janine Nunez was inlove with him, but he managed to capture the heart of the most charming and talented member. We could all see how mesmerized he was that moment when he help her from stumbling."

Shuhua chuckled," This is still too fantastical. Yuqi and BTS hyung...Urban Pulse hot BTS attention.Not Blackpink, Twice or even the beauties from De-N-im"

Minnie looked dreamily," Gosh, Yuqi shared kisses with Seokjin...and she has no memories of it!"

Fanqia smirk," Well, let's hope she remember him and you could potentiallyhang out legally with BTS. Oh, Yuqi was chat buddies with the maknae-line. Why do you think they always greet Urban Pulse so friendly.."

Miyeon eyes widen,"Wow!"

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You put on your silk pink Victoria Secret pajamas and sat on the bed, noticing a cute brown box placed there by Fanqia. You furrowed your brows deeply as you opened the box. Your breath hitched painfully when you saw the note on top. You took the note and scan the contents.

"Qiqi, please have an open mind for what you are about to see. It's not everything. The rest are still at home. Maybe it will help you to remember. I'm so sorry. I love you. - Fanqia"

You narrowed your eyes as they widened upon seeing an old  Huawei cellphone. Your family bought you an iphone with your 18th birthday. You've always wondered what you had done with it and tried to switch it on, but the battery was stone dead. Frantically, you jumped up in search among your technology boxes for a fitting charger.

Your eyes saw a silver gift box. Your heart almost stopped when you open it and peeked inside. There lied the most exquisite platinum charm bracelet. It was adorned with different charms with gemstones in different colors.  Wow, so cute but it looked super expensive. Younwondered how it got into your possession.  Who gave it to you? Because it might roughly cost 5 million, Korean won.

Your curiosity was piqued. You saw a little black velvet pouch, when your trembling fingers felt the jewelry and lift it out. Your eyes widen.

It was a beautiful locket. In gold with pearls adorned.

When you open the locked, your breath hitched in your throat. A pic with you and a very smile Seokjin. You look so happy. Oh my goodness! How?

Than like a tidal wave, memories started to overwhelm your tired brain. Your mind was still so fragile. The onslaught of raw emotions came so swift that you started to cry, wailing loudly. It was like  a violent storm. You fell down on the bed ,coiling yourself in a fetal position.  Your cries could be heard even downstairs.

Fanqia heard your loud sobbing and quickly rushed into the room, followed by the shocked members of Urban Pulse, "I'll speak to her," Fanqia said firmly as she turn to their wide eyes, "I need to be there for Yuqi. Girls give me a sec with my sister. I'll let you know when we are done.okay."

The memories of your break up brought intense pain to you, your heart couldn't handle it. You were crying uncontrollably, looking at Fanqia, who tried to soothe you," The pain doesn't stop Fanqia. Let it go away please? " You pleaded. It felt your heartbwas about to burst.

Your sister, tried to console you in comfort. You sniffed when you brokenly confessed,"I remember Fan. I love Seokjin so much and he broke my heart, Fan. He just left me. Oh Fan, I can recall every single thing. But it hurt so much. Why?"

My sister, just cry...let it out. You haven't even show this amount of emotion since two years ago. Everything will fall into place." She consoled you.

Your sister, open 5ye bed for you to get in. She slipped next to you holding you tightly against her, as you let your emotions reigned.

You could just slumber in very late after midnight.

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The next morning, Yuqi was still asleep. The members of Urban Pulse gathered in the kitchen, concerned.

"A gift from Seokjin's triggered her," Fanqia explained concern deeply etched on her face, "She had a mental overload last night. My sister almost cried the whole night. I think she will stand up with a severe headache this morning."

Minnie hand a coffee latte to a very tired Fanqia, she took the hot beverage and sip on it.

Soyeon nodded with understanding,  "I'll tell management Yuqi got sick last night. She needs a day or two to recover."

Shuhua smile," We will be in studio working on another comeback song."

Minnie added, "Yeah, look after her. You don't have to cook. We still got lots of snacks of yesterday but I'll buy you some takeaway food and send it home. Let Yuqi rest.She needs it."

Fanqia smiled at their love and support.

She took another cup of coffee to go check on You if you woke up already. But you were still asleep.

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You stood up after two hours with red-rimmed eyes, went to shower, and immediately plagued by memories of Seokjin's kisses and his declaration of love. The pain of the breakup was too severe to handle.

Your mom called and your band members were supportive during your two off days.The next day they also insisting you come with them to the mall. Fanqia accompanied the staff, making sure you were not left alone.

You were so afraid to open you old cellphone, knowing it contained previous text messages and countless selfies with your time with Seokjin. You asked the group not to mention BTS or Seokjin in your presence as you dont want to talk about it.

"It's my hurtful past," you said quietly. "I just want to focus on my career and not jeopardized again for a guy." You were sitting in the studio lounge. You sat on the window sill watching the buzzing outside.

"But why Yuqi...just make up with him. He obviously still has feeling for you, "Minnie pleaded.

You just shook your head," We are two different people right now. I was stupid and foolish. But I'm no longer that...girl."

The group was very disappointed they want you to pursue Seokjin.

"No dating relationships with idols," Yuqi continued. "I still have feelings for Jin I would lie, but he's too globally famous, an the media wants my identity with red eyes. It's too risky and I'm busy on my solo mini album. If my name gets linked again, it will sabotage my solo. I dont want it to be critized for clout. I can't risk getting exposed again."

Soyeon nodded, "It's understandable...but gosh, Seokjin is so hot. I would eagerly jump him."

You snort a little," I thought you like Suga."

Soyeon scrunched up her face," He doesn't even look at me. I pray to have a collab with him...but he obvious choose whom he like to work with."

Miyeon giggle," That is one savage dude. He scares me big time...but seriously Yuqi. Don't miss your chance with that BTS hyung."

You just shrugged quietly," If we are meant for each other...we will make up. But right now our schedules will clash and I don't want to get hurt again---"you don't want to
tell them how you miss Seokjin, his jokes, his love declarations and his caring nature. You too scared to unblock him from your old phone although you add his number on your IPhone. You don't understand why you did it, but you know you still love him.

Later in the privacy of your room, you and Fanqia was sitting on your bed, face timing your mom and brother Xuanjuan. They were so proud of your accomplishments and Xuanjun told you that he got a lot of attention at Uni and even got business cards of modeling agencies, but he he decline. Strutting his stuff and be subjected to all types of harresment is not his style. You and Fanqia just laugh. 

Fanqia told him that celebrity life is so exciting. She experienced all tge perks because of You. She got to go tour no and then with you. Work with your famous stylist and even gave Cube her insights on good skin care. They even asked Fanqia if she would like to be their in-house dermatologist and skin care expert when she is done studying.

You all encouraged her to take the post one day. You are still engaged in your studies and you made sure the good diets and meal plans are religiously followed by the group. All of you have very healthy bodies. Even Minnie is totally healed from her eating disorder.

Cube even asked you to plan healthy meals for their trainees, which you did. And some other smaller agencies even the big3 wanted to know the secret to Urban Pulse healthy body proportions and their glowing and healthy skins.

 
A fashion brand approached Cube Entertainment and wanted to lure you to sign a lucrative ambassador deal with them. You already graced few well known magazines which sold out asap.

Your trendy and unique looks mesmerized teens and adults a like. You won't exchanged your life for another.

Fanqia will be gone the weekend and you almost felt lost with her upcoming departure. She hopes to see you for the festive season in Beijing. But the whole family will enjoy the holidays at your grandparents Mansion.Everyone is super hyped up to see their celebrity cousin who made waves in South Korea.

You group will perform the next week at a Yonsei end of year festival. You so excited to perform for thousands of students in the open air. You remembered how Blackpink also performed there and the awesome reception.

You had to get rehearsals for the festival in as well as your own solo rehearsals for your upcoming mv shooting. You are so nervous and hope people will like it, but your concept is smashing and Soyeon is producing your album.

You were brushing Fanqias hair after you were done ensuring your mom and Xuanjun that you are okay now, you remember,but you and Fanqia didn't tell your mom Seokjins identity. Your family will faint.

Fanqia looked intently at you through your mirror reflection," I'm so glad you are well, Qiqi. I was so worried. I'm sorry for bringing those triggers, but you know now."

You just smile, "The sooner the better. I know at least the guy in my dreams was Seokjin."

Fanqia, in a quiet moment, smirked and asked you about your relationship with Seokjin, "So...you two. How far did your relationship go if you had those sensual dreams? "she had a glint in her eyes.

Blushing, you looked down while brushing her glossy brown hair and confessed, " Promise you won't tell our parents especially mom and definitely not .U.pulse, I won't hear the end of it---"you said a little urgently.

Fanqias' eyebrows lift super high," Oooh...please don't tell me what I'm thinking right now.Aaaaaah nooooo!!! when she saw your blushing expression, she fell side ways on the bed and giggle.

You chuckled, hitting her softly with the brush and then softly confessed, biting your lips,"Okay, promise not to judge... Seokjin and I shared a bed but not like that---" You trailed of waiting for her reaction which didn't disappoint.

Fanqia was shocked to the core, she was fanning herself furiously as if she was on fire," Oh my goodness! This is too much...their fans could only hold his hand during fanmeets but you...you---"

You lift your hand and stop her mid sentence," Yeah yeah okay! Before you asked me uncomfortable questions...Seokjin is well built end of discussion.."

Fanqia groans," Oh common Qiqi...your life is like a y/n novel---spill the beans on how good he is---"

Your eyes widen as you push her back on the bed," I knew you won't let it go. And this y/n has a life and a name and BTS doesn't feature in my book. So just use your imaginations like all their ARMY fans."

Fanqia just throw her arms around you and hugged you tightly, p,anting a big,wet smooth on your cheeks, showing her affection for her little sister but her respect for you only deepened, because of what you went through.

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Two months later...

Reluctantly, you unblocked Seokjin's number, feeling a mix of anxiety and anticipation. Almost immediately, your phone buzzed with his messages, each one more eager than the last. Seokjin's elation came through in his first text, though he retained his characteristic sass.

Seokjin:Finally! I thought you forgot about me. What took you so long, Bunny? 😏

You: Don't get too excited. I'm still angry with you. Maybe I must block you again?

Seokjin: Angry Oh, Why? You know you can't stay mad at this face forever. 😘

 You :rolls eyes: Then will you stop being so sassy and realize you broke my heart?

Seokjin: I've realized it every day for the past two years.I've missed you Bunny. So, when will you forgive me and stop giving me the cold shoulder?

You: It's not that simple. I'm too scared to get involved with you again. My career is at risk, and you chose yours over me. Now, it's my turn to look out for myself.

There was a brief pause before his next message.

Seokjin:Are you seeing anyone?😢

You: It's been almost two months, Jin. Do you think I would respond to your millions of texts if I was?😉

Seokjin: Just making sure.😍 I'm still in disbelief on how beautiful you become. But I'm proud of you, Bunny. The fact that you didn't give up...it makes me love you even more. I'll wait for you, no matter how long it takes. You're the only girl I want...you own my heart, Bunny girl. Do you even miss me?🥺

You felt tears prickling at your eyes as you read his words. You wiped them away and typed your response, your fingers trembling.

You: Even if you broke my heart by not fighting for our love, I still love you so much Seokjin. But I need to heal first...finding myself and my identity first. I lost a year of feeling authentically.

Seokjin: Please don't date other idols. I don't think I can handle that.😱

You couldn't help but laugh at his plea.

You: You mean blonde Felix and sexy Jackson? They're successful idols too, you know. I won't, although Jackson seemed to really want to pursue me.

Seokjin: Yes, them. You're mine, Bunny. 😘You know you'll be Mrs Kim one day.I'll wait if you can give me hope.🥰

You: We'll see about that part. 😂 You  allowed to chat with me anytime, but promise me not to bring up our past relationship. We'll talk seriously after my solo debut okay.Then, I'll tell you if you're completely forgiven.

Seokjin: Deal. Good luck with your solo Bunny. You an ace. I know you'll be amazing. 😊 Remember I love you with all my heart.

You:I know and I love you too, Seokjin.

Despite the emotional conversation, you felt a small sense of relief and hope. Your love for each other never died. You knew it wouldn't be easy, but perhaps, in time, you could heal and figure out what the future held for you and Seokjin.

Now you just need to get through a successful solo debut and group comeback.

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BTS was gaining momentum in their career. They break records left and right. You and Seokjin made time to chat daily but you make sure no one knew about your renewed friendship with Seokjin. You kept it friendly although your feelings for each other is still evident in your chats.

The yearning to be with each other was there but you kept tye boundaries. Seokjin was content because you promised him that you'll seriously talk after your solo debut and your groups new album released.

Your group went to different Asian countries touring. You appeared in numerous commercials, your brand commitments, variety shows. You couldn't believe that a Chinese film production company invited you to appear in an episode of a popular C-drama. 

When Fanqia at last told your family about the identity of the idol they were flabbergasted and amazed. When your grandparents found out that the Kims were very wealthy Ceo in Seoul, your granddad joked that he might arranged a marriage with the Kims for your hand.

You were shocked and told them that you can find your own husband and Yutai your older brother got married tohis long term girlfriend and your photos of you and Fanqia became viral a bridesmaid 

BTS is busy completing their 'Love yourself, Speak yourself world Tour'. You are so proud of Seokjin and his solo made you fall in love with him all over again. You and your group were tirelessly working hard for your new comeback.

You performed at the Yonsei University festival it was a blast. The reception was magnificent.  Your fame was growing daily. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByC-2k9G4Ak

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You were immersed in rehearsals and preparations for your solo debut, the anticipation building with each passing day. The support from your group was unwavering; they hyped you up constantly, sharing in your excitement and nerves. Every practice session was filled with their cheers and encouragement, making the anxiety a little easier to handle.

"Yuqi, you're going to kill it!" Soyeon said with conviction, her eyes shining with excitement as she was involved in producing your mini album.

Minnie hugged you tightly, "We believe in you, and we're all here to support you."

Seokjin's support was an unexpected comfort. Despite the distance, he made sure you felt his presence. One day, a massive package arrived from the USA. It took you a long time to carefully open it; what was inside was the biggest Pink Panther ever made.

Inside it was another velvet case with a small present. When you opened it, your breath stopped at the marvelous sight of a tiny charm silver ring set with sapphire.

Engraved inside were the words, "You promised me forever and I'll keep you to that."

Tears welled up in your eyes as you clutched the charm, memories flooding back. Seokjin's thoughtfulness touched you deeply.

Excited shrieks erupted from the living room when your groupmates saw the massive pink panther that arrived with a courier.

Minnie, Soyeon, Miyeon, and Shuhua couldn't contain their delight and fangirling.

“Oh my gosh, this is from Seokjin right?” Soyeon cried out excitedly. She can’t believe you and the hot bts hyung is still in contact.

Minnie hugged the plush tightly against her, giggling, "This is the cutest thing ever! He really knows how to make a grand gesture. That guy loves you---"

" Oh my Goodness, this is so cute!" Shuhua exclaimed, coming and  hugging the pink panther and Minnie tightly

"Such beauty!” she read the inscription and then her eyes grew wide.r

Shuhua clapped her hands,”I can’t believe you two rekindled your friendship. This is amazing!”

You laughed trying to keep your composure but they could tell that happiness radiated from your eyes,”It’s not like that. He promised he would wait for me. I told him I need to heal and focus on my solo debut first. We’ll see what happens after that.”

“Still,” Soyeon grinned “we can't wait for you two to be together in reality. It's like an Asian fairytale.”

The girls were practically buzzing with excitement, “You two are so meant to be together” said Miyeon in an authoritative voice “oh my gosh! We can’t wait to see you both happy and together for reals.. A marriage between U.pulse and BTS!----'Yeokjin ' in the house."

The girls just cracked up.

You smiled softly. feeling a mixture of hope and determination. Seokjin's promise to wait and the support of your friends and family were giving you the strength to push through your fears and doubts.

You and some of the six lucky pre -debut dance trainees of Cube were rehearsing every day till late on your debut performance. You wanted your performance to be perfect. You also worked on your official mv which created a lot of excitement with your choreographers, editors, creative directors.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dyFGwGFerAc

Your agency stylists chose a vibrant  cherry red hair colour for your debut and groups comeback. Seokjin was amazed when you send him a pic of your new hair colour. You and the maknae-line resume your chat friendship again and they were teasing you for looking better than Taehyung with that colour.

That this was only the start of your debut , You knew this much, which gave you strength and conviction against whatever lies ahead backed by their love .

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A/n : Seokjin wants his girl back and Yuqi got an unexpected trigger.

Thank you to all the loyal readers, your votes, comments and support are highly appreciated.

Only one more chapter and than the epiloque. Thank you for your motivation to complete this gift to you.

1.  How do you feel about Fanqias' plan to get Seokjins attention?

2. Do you think Yuqi is right to just be friends for now even if they loves each other?

3. What do you think about Seokjins' way of bringing her to remember?

4. How do you feel about Seokjin confession to wait for her?

5. Do you feel they must date again?

6. Why is Yuqi scared to be exposed again?

7. Do you think she forgave him for breaking her heart?

8. Do you think that Yuqi is emotionally healed?