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(y/n) grabbed the oven mitts and slid them on. She grabbed the pan out of the oven and placed on top of the stove. She quickly took the oven mitts off and grabbed two plates.

"Hey Ness?" (y/n) called out walking into the living room where Nessa sat on the couch. When she looked up and saw (y/n) close to her, she immediately hid her phone screen away from (y/n)'s view like she had been doing all night.

"Yeah?" She asked. (y/n) frowned a little taking notice of Nessa's suspicious behavior.

"Dinners ready." (y/n) said giving her a small smile. She turned around walking back to the kitchen. She heard Nessa get up, and walk to the table. She brought the pan to the table handing Nessa the spoon to scoop out the food.

"Thanks." Nessa mumbled. (y/n) nodded, and grabbed napkins before sitting down with her.

The two day in silence while they ate. The only sounds heard were the silverware scraping the plates. (y/n) attempted to make conversation, asking Nessa about her day or anything to fill the silence, but showed no interest.

(y/n) wondered what could possibly be wrong. Did she do something? Did she say something to upset her?

"I'm gonna use the bathroom real quick." Nessa excused herself from the table. (y/n) watched as she walked away before focusing back on her plate, but her eyes darted to Nessa's phone when a ding went off and the screen lit up. She ignored it and continued eating. When the phone continued to go off, (y/n) rolled her eyes and reached across the table. Her eye furrowed in confusion when she saw Josh's name pop up. Since was she still talking to him?

Josh
you should totally come over tomorrow
jaden, mads, and everyone else will be here as well
and you'd make it more fun

(y/n) felt herself choke on her own breath. Tears began to form in her eyes. Nessa said she was done with Josh. She lied straight to her face. She heard the bathroom door open, and she quickly wiped her tears away putting Nessa's phone down.

"What's wrong?" Nessa asked seeing her red eyes.

"Do you still think about him when you look at me?" (y/n) asked, her voice cracking.

"What?" Nessa asked tilting her head.

"Josh. Do you still think about Josh when you look at me?" She asked.

"What are you talking about?" Nessa questioned.

"Come on, Nessa." (y/n) shook her head. "Please don't lie to me. Just tell me the truth." She said practically begging. Nessa stood their silent for a minute. (y/n)'s heart sank realizing it was true.

"I'm so sorry." Nessa apologized starting to cry. (y/n) wiped her eyes before her tears could fall.

"Okay." (y/n) let out a shaky breath. "I, I'm gonna go."

"Wait, can we please talk?" Nessa asked grabbing her hand.

"No." (y/n) shook her head. "It's okay. We just need to take a break from each other then we'll decide what to do."

"I don't wanna break." Nessa said.

"I do." (y/n) said softly before walking towards the door.

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