My mental health has been deteriorating fast the past few days, looking at my friends, wishing I was like them in every aspect.. I hate the way I look,dress,love.

I hate everything I'm so envious of my friends.. and their beauty.. my friends who know me so well haven't noticed or maybe they just don't really care.

And who could blame them.. they always go off with their other friends, say they're busy then hang out with other people.

So I'm trying to hang on for the people who actually care but it's getting harder and harder everyday.

I'm feeling so lonely, all of my straight friends finding love and there's me the third wheel.

I f!cking hate myself