it grew on me that i shouldn't be mad at him anymore. i actually thank him, StarClan is a better fit for me. i have a purpose here. watching over him is one of the most important things to me. he's had two litters of kits, and in honor of my death, he had named one of them Tawnykit. which i think his intentions are in the right place, but it's not a fit for the situation. he became deputy of FireClan, and i'm so proud of him. i'm going to do my best to guide him to his full potential. one day, we'll be reunited when he joins StarClan.

I love you Mousenose.