June 2015

"It's hot as balls." Amir muttered leaning back in the lawn chair. He lift his shirt a little wiping his forehead.

Music was being played and he bob his head a little to it. School was finally over and it was officially the beginning of summer. Onest mom ended up having a little party for them for completing yet another school year. Some of the kids that was here were kids from the neighborhood.

Onest mom was friendly, so she invited any and everyone. She just wanted the kids to have fun after being in school for eight months or so.

"I'm tired of my mother." Onest remarked walking over. Amir shook his head as his sat next to him.

"Whatchu pissed about now?" Amir asked his friend and Onest smack his lips.

"She talking bout I can't touch the water balloons which is some bull if they for everyone." He said and Amir shook his head laughing.

"You must've did something for her to tell you that." He told him and Onest nodded his head.

"Yes, I threw it at some kid and made him fall and I also threw it at some lady, but that was by an accident since she was in my way." Onest admitted, shrugging his shoulders.

Amir shook his head, "Why you hitting a kid?" He asked, laughing.

"Cause he dared me to, so I did it. Don't dare me to do something and think I won't, simple." He answered.

"Your stupid." Amir told him, his attention falling on Amaya and Kalyan. He kept looking at them until they all made eye contact with each other.

"Y'all all ugly you know that?" Onest asked, Amir smacked his lips.

"Onest!" A little kid ran over. Once he approached, he threw a water balloon in his face then ran off. Amir started laughing while Onest face was now wet and his lips tucked in.

"I'm finna murder a kid." Onest said getting up and walking away. Amir shook his head watching leave just as Kalyan and Amaya came over.

"We need to talk." Amaya told him making his squint his eyes.

"About?" He asked hesitantly.

"Just come on." Kalyan grabbed his hand, pulling him up. She pulled him in the house, Amaya following behind them. Going in the living room, Amir sat down on the couch and the two girls stood in front of him.

"Before y'all go crazy, I know that I had sex with the both of y'all. And I know that might sound fucked up or y'all might think I'm using y'all, but I'm not I promise." He spoke before they did.

"So, your not using us?" Kay asked and he shook his head.

"So, whatchu like the both of us?" Amaya asked him and he nodded his head.

"Can you please speak instead of nodding your head."

"Sorry. No, I wasn't using y'all and yes I like the both of you." He answered their questions again. Kay and Amaya look at each other then back at him.

"Amir, we been messing around for months now. We may be young, but is this isn't going nowhere then there's no reason for us to be doing anything with each other." Kalyan told him, Amaya nodding her head agreeing.

"So, what are you trying to say?" He asked, glancing back and forth at the two girls in front of him.

"You know what we're trying to say." Amaya answered. Catching on, Amir let out a sigh rubbing the bridge of his nose.

"Who are you going to choose?" Kay asked him, crossing her arms.

Amir look back at up, his lips tucked in. He look at both girls and examined him. Kay was the mean one, she was aggressive but was very caring and overprotective. She made sure the person she was with was straight and Amir liked that. She the one he would call on if he wanted to vent and she would be down to fight anyone.

Then there was Amaya who was the nice one, but wasn't naive. She was shy at times, but once she got out her comfort zone she was goofy and fun. If Amir wanted to laugh, she would his go-to always. He could have those weird, deep conversations with her about aliens, space crafts and all that. She never judged and he liked that about her.

He couldn't choose one over the other. They both played a part in his life and he actually wanted both.

"Amir!" Kalyan shouted, snapping him out his thoughts. "Have you got your answer?" she asked him.

He let out another sigh, "To be honest with y'all, I can't choose." He told them, shrugging his shoulders.

"Kay, I love your aggressiveness and how your always down. Maya, I love how understanding and nonjudgmental you are. Y'all both are caring and loving towards me, showed me love that my grandma can't give them and my mom didn't give me at all. I like the both of y'all and I don't want to choose one over the other." He admitted truthfully to them.

Amaya nodded her head, taking a seat next to him. She put her head on his shoulder, grabbing his hand and holding it.

"Since he can't choose then why not have both." She spoke, his attention landing on Kalyan.

"You want us to share?" Kay asked and Amaya nodded her head.

She stare at the two of them, debating on her answer. A part of her didn't think them sharing Amir was a good idea. She had known Amir first and longer than Amaya. She didn't like sharing and even though, Amir claimed he liked them both, she had a feeling he was going to like one of them better than the other.

But, then again, what could possibly go wrong?

She sigh, rolling her eyes. "Fine, we'll share, but the moment favoritism starts to happen I'm going to murder you Amir." She agreed, sitting on the other side of him.

"There won't be any favoritism, imma treat y'all the same way." He said, Kay hummed shaking her head.

"Well, it looks like you have two girlfriends."

Amir nodded his head, a smile on his face. "I have two girlfriends."

i'm finna end this book quite soon