"𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒚𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒔, 𝒅𝒐𝒄𝒕𝒐𝒓, 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍"

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Jungkook's POV:- 

Seeing the white immaturely designed restaurant business card I thought to anyways try it, thought it was new to try around this town and this was one of the nearest restaurants I actually could peacefully walk to without having to trip in an alleyway because of the crashing headache and my tiredness from last night.

I entered the restaurant which looked like it got opened just now, though it didn't have any fliers or even ribbons around not even confetti's feels like I am entering a haunted restaurant that will get me captured inside it, better way to escape 'him' at the least.

I heard the bell trickle its sweet sound behind me and I saw no one, as was expected, I looked around and my eyes flashed with the idea of sitting at the end of the restaurant.

I sweep my legs in a lazy manner over the floor and just took a comfortable seat on the new chair, as it seemed to me by seeing the shine it was giving, I put over the hoodie and hid my face, and just bowed my head to stare at the crystal clear table in front which showed my horrible state and my reflection.

I looked as though I have came to break into this restaurant, feeling the millisecond of a ring from my cell phone I pulled it out from the pants given to me by the stranger who actually fucked me.

Seeing it was Hoseok who has sent me a text I just wanted to call him and scream my lungs but maintaining the ounce of dignity I have in myself I switch to typing a long lecture over Kakaotalk for him, he would surely see it in minutes because he literally lives in the internet in real-time.

I was hungry and I was angry, maybe I was Hangry at this moment, but I didn't care I just swiped my legs in a repetitive motion biting my lips and moving my slender fingers over the small keypad of my phone to send a message to Hoseok.

I may have heard a noise of a door opening but who would give attention to the slightest of the noise when you are really and mammoth busy scolding your friend who also happens to be your manager sends you without your permission in two-piece lingerie in a bar and make you have the best sex of your life after four years or so I don't really remember.

My heart still feels a lot constricted and I smell a very strong cologne, a cologne I used to know when I was just in my early twenties, then I heard the voice of the guy or the man I left a long time ago reverberating through my ears "What would you like to order sir?"

I saw up widening my eyes and a small my mouth forming a small oval shape in shock and overwhelming passion of my unfeeling emotions that the man I actually thought was standing in front of me, in reality, in a whole one-piece condition "Jungkook Hyung?" I heard my whisper his eyes widening the same as mine but not as wide as mine, as though he really expected me to come here.

"Seokjin?" I spoke, my voice was not in a whisper but rather in a thrilling shock that might have come out like a shrill noise.

"Long time no see hyung" I saw his face arching into the beautiful bread-cheeked smile I actually fell for but who knew he wasn't surprisingly the angel I thought of him as "Yeah long time no see" I just gave a small reply and lowering my eyes to my laps seeing his smoldering gaze.

Maybe I was to be blamed a little too, for what I have done with him in the past, maybe I shouldn't have left him naked inside the car and should have left him a note that I will not have any relation with him "You really have your way dont you Hyung? You come and go from my life without notice and it always surprises me" yep, he still resents what I have done, I was a coward in my early twenties and left the guy who actually took my virginity with so much care.

"It was a long time ago Seokjin" I had to face him and I knew it but I thought he would have gone to America and never would come back, it would happen so fast I didn't know, if fast I meant literally nine years then so yeah, it was a long time ago.

"We need to talk hyung, but first your order" I stuttered with my movements not knowing what to do and I saw from my side view that he passed me a glance which showed me that there was a menu card just beside me which evidently I didn't see because I was engulfed in the pit of my own anger and was over-occupied in typing a lecture which unfortunately I didn't get to complete. 

Seeing through the menu and contemplating inside my brain about the workload I have and photoshoots in the upcoming days I guess I might choose a light meal, I dont want to add a few calories to my stomach "White sauce pasta with grilled mushroom would do I guess" I saw him nod yet subtly and with a small forced smile he went away inside.

I pulled on the soft puffy periphery of the hoodie more to cover my face and bite onto it, I was embarrassed and far more worrisome about what he actually is going to talk with me, just then I felt another ring from my phone, and seeing the upside down the momentum of my phone I placed it back on the top and saw Hoseok has tinged me another message.

I didn't what to actually put my mind on right now, should I be angry about what Hoseok did to me? Should I be anxious about Seokjin might possibly want to talk with me or Should I just possibly feel nothing? I was scared that I cannot choose a particular emotion to settle myself in.

I roamed my eyes all over on the still messages between me and Hoseok and the bright wallpaper of a cartoon I forgot the name of, even though it was pretty early that I was getting impatient with my food I was anxious and it was inevitable.

I heard the sizzle and the clanking sound of the utensil a little late to five minutes which got me in an upsurge of my own emotions yet again I had questions swirling through my brain like What took so long for the utensil to actually clank and to hear the sizzle of the burning fire? Was Seokjin gripping the restaurant bar with an emotion of his own anger rising to see me? Or Was he busy planning in what ways he could kill me and dispose of me without any notice? 

I was scared out of my wits, apprehensive concerned feelings rising inside my heart, that smile, the way he spoke to me didn't look like he got much over the past and I have to face I rubbed my face vigorously and yet again I did not hear the kitchen door opening and someone strutting their feet to me "Here is your order hyung, now we need to talk" 

I heard his voice and I saw how he bowed respectfully while giving me small glaring glances, I gulped and yes the time actually came where I have to literally face him and the past I supposedly thought I left behind.

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