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Jasperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Hi

Hellooooo 

If I get one more "hey"  "hi" or some other greeting imma start coming up with weird responses or something lol

I feel happy but not If that makes sense Im only really happy when im on wattpad at this point Its weird to me because wattpad used to make me fee like crap Well it was the people but like now i feel super comfortable i guess ive just surrounded myself sith better people Its weird to think that so many people like me and actually talk to me I dont want to say the wrong thing and upset someone and i have had people get upset with me because i asked them not to call me a nickname and they got defensive but as anyone else i have boundaries on what people can call me its not a free for all I guess im just scared im going to lose the people that ive rpcreated relationships with

Yeah I get what you mean about feeling happy but not. And yeah wattpad is one of the few things that make me happy lately too so I understand completely. 

Also don't worry too much about it, those who matter will understand if you explain,  even if at first they might get upset. 

Life is too short to worry about every single little thing you say,  we all make mistakes, we're human, no ones perfect. Those who get upset need to learn to be more understanding of your wishes as you are of theirs. But more people are understanding then you might think, so don't stress too much about it. 

But I do understand, I too worry about it sometimes, it's hard not to. 

I dont know why i feel like i can talk to you so freely its probably because im anonymous even though you can probably guess who I am I want to tell this one friend but im scared that hell judge me i mean he hasnt judged me yet but you never know when its the last straw until u break it

Idk it might be because I'm an empath and most people feel comfortable talking to them. but I'm glad you feel comfortable talking to me,  we all need someone we can talk freely to.

I won't say if I do know who you are or not if that makes you feel comfortable. 

That's understandable, but if he hasn't judged you yet there's a good chance he won't.