Shivaay's Pov

"Shivaay", I heard Anika calling me. I looked up from my laptop and found her sitting in front of me. She looked quite nervous.

"Yes?", I answered while looking at her hands which she were fiddling with.

"I want to join college", she said and I just kept looking at her.

"So?", I asked her confused on her behavior.

"Can I?", her question stunned me and my eyes widened a bit.

"Of course you can, baby", I shut my laptop and told her.

"Thank yo...", she replied and I shook my head. Putting the laptop away, I grabbed her hands.

"You're a free person, Anika. You're allowed to do whatever you want. Never ever think that you have to ask my permission to do something that is your right", I told her and a smile crept on her beautiful face.

"You are the best", she whispered and kissed my cheek softly.

"I think, I need a bit more than that", I mumbled and pulled her closer. Anika shrieked and I busted into laughter.

Anika didn't laugh but stared into my eyes, which made me stop in my track and my heart skipped a beat.

* mature content *
(which wasn't even planned lmao)

She cupped my head and I looked at her, like a kid. Anika's head found a place in the crook of my neck and I closed my eyes.

"More?", she asked me and my whole body felt wobbly. I nodded, and even with my eyes closed, I could feel her grinning.

After that she left a trail of kissed on my neck and started unbuttoning my shirt. Her hands traveled to the hem of my shirt and I gasped.

"Say you want this", she ordered me and I felt so little beneath her. I was sitting on the armchair and her legs were resting on the side.

"I-i do", I whispered and she pulled the shirt of my shoulder. Anika's cold hands started wandering all over my chest.

I opened my eyes, only to find her lips pressed against my chest. I opened my mouth to say something, but she bit me and I somewhat hissed.

Anika started sucking it, and I grabbed her hair. What were we doing? This wasn't how our conversation started. Why did we always end up like this?

"What are you doing to me?", I asked her in a vulnerable tone.

"A lot of things", she answered cockily.

"Mhm", I gulped. The thing with Anika was, that you never knew when she'd turn into this bold version of her. Even though she has a shy personality.

Anika pressed her mouth against me and I kissed her back, as hard as I could. She grabbed my hair and pulled on it. My nails were moderately digging into the skin of her waist.

She pulled away and started kissing the area around my ear. She was doing to me things and it was driving me insane.

I grabbed her thighs, picked her up and started walking towards the bed. I pushed her down and Anika looked at me with a smirk.

She was wearing some sweatpants and a v-neck black top with buttons. Which were kind of opened, exposing a bit of her.

I hovered her and she grabbed the opened collar of my shirt. Anika pulled me closer, and licked her lips. I just couldn't stop staring at her.

"Do something", she said with a smile.

"What?", I asked her. I mean, I had done this with some girl, but they didn't mesmerize me the way she did.

Anika came closer, until our noses touched.

"Anything you want", she answered and I grabbed her shirt, tearing it apart. Anika encircled her legs around my waist and pulled herself up, so that she was sitting on my lap.

My hands tried to feel her as much as possible. And my face found her soft spot immediately. I started bitting around her navel and she grabbed my hair again, trying not to leave loud noises.

"Say it", I looked up, which puzzled her a bit.

"My name", I told her and her hands buried into my hair.

I slowly pressed against her and her eyes widened due to my sudden act. After that I started moving slowly, teasing her. Aniks bit her lip, until it hurt her and she opened that smart mouth of her. Whispering a name, which was music to my ear and the rest varnished.

All I remember was us. How she felt, wrapped up against me. And all those things she'd done to me in that single night. She really was something. Something special!

* end of mature content *

When I woke up, I found the most gorgeous girl sleeping beside me, and to say that it warmed my heart, was an understatement.

I stared at her, something which I found myself doing a lot. I wondered if she found that creepy. Not being able to resist, I gently placed a kiss on her head.

Which made her move and her grip on me tightened. I smiled. She seriously had me whipped for her.

"Don't you dare move", she ordered in a raspy voice.

"As you say, madam", I replied and she chuckled in return.

"I like a submissive husband", she whispered and snuggled more into my chest.

And she hadn't failed to show me that yesterday. Last night was like a dream coming true. I mean, I never dreamt such things but it felt so unbelievable.

I didn't deserve her, after everything that I put her through but I was willing to change for her. To be what she deserves. Even if that meant, breaking down the old Shivaay and building a new one.

She was one in a kind. Maybe because nobody else had ever shown me this kind of affection. She looked after me, spent time with me, always tried to understand me. And that meant a lot.

So, now, I want her to feel how I feel.
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Amna xx