Having anxiety is like having a stalker.

No matter where I go or who I'm with.

I always have the feeling like someone's watching me.

I apologize for everything even if it isn't my fault.

I sweat a lot and I don't handle confrontation well.

I stress myself out to the point of sometimes being physically sick.

I'm terrified of first impressions.

I care too much about what people think of me because if it is anything like what I think of myself I don't blame you for not liking me either.

I'm sick of my anxiety but honestly I'm afraid how my life would be without it.

We have this toxic relationship and most of the time I wanna break up but I'll stay with him because my anxiety is one of the few things that hasn't left me yet.

I think that's why I love so much.

Because I want to give people that kind of love I'm afraid I'll never find.