Hello, I am Raneem since everyone is wondering what is my life exactly well my life is kinda based on painful scars that I have been facing in this past year.  I don't know how to start my story but this story isn't about my love it's about how I try so hard to survive from my sickness and it's so difficult and risky to try to never care about it a lot. Well, I told my boyfriend for the first time and he wasn't happy about it this how it's gone!

I and he did a video call and I told him that promise me you never get sad or mad about what I am telling you he responded Sure, I will not... I mumbled.  I said listen I'm sick and I have never told anybody not even my friends because I  know they weren't there when I needed them, First I have low red blood (anemia), I don't have enough white blood cells to protect me from any disease and I have a panic attack and my heart pulse doesn't beat in irregular pulses. And I forget something since my heart can't reach the oxygen through my lung I use the inhaler for that! It's kinda annoying how you tried so hard to be strong then you remember yourself that you can't do anything.

My boyfriend *burst into tears* My boyfriend and I cried.

He doesn't know what to do next because he is lost and crashed because he doesn't want to lose me and I don't know every time I tried to think what shall I do to make him happy and try to live my life slowly never bother about my sickness but then slowly I remember those tears that slide down through his eyes. I know that you love me and I love you more than my heart and I know that I can't imagine those beautiful nights we had together when we play Truth or dare and the moment you look at me and I  asked you,   Why are you looking at me, he said: "Because I'm glad that I dated a white heart girl and sweet amazing intelligence and mostly crazy girl like you and I don't want anything from you I just want you to be happy and safe because you don't deserve those boys who have to manipulate your heart and you are trying so hard to live your life after all the scars and the painful memories they caused you. ❤️😭😭😭💔💔💔

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