Chapter 30 - Be Mine

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Jimin's P.O.V


"Oh dear comet, I don't know if it will work or even if you're listening to me. I want to make a wish to you. You see, about 4 years ago, a comet like you made the wish of a girl come true. That girl is...my wife. She left me here all alone. And I know for sure in the other universe, she's been crying every single night for me. She misses me like I do. Oh comet, just how you united two souls from two different universes, please...let it happen once again. Let me go to her. I hurt her in the most painful way. I need to ask for her forgiveness. I need to give her happiness and love she craves for. I want her to be my wife, Swan Comet. Please... please take me to her. She's alone there. She needs me like I need her. I want to marry her and have beautiful children. Without her, there won't be any Park Jimin. Please let your magic work again. Please let me go to her universe. Let me find her and make her the happiest woman in the world. I want to live and die with her. All I know is she is waiting for me. She's waiting for my apology. So please have mercy on us like you did. For the sake of Almighty, listen to my pleads and take me to her universe. I promise.. I'll never let her cry again. Please..."

The next thing I know is I'm standing in the middle of a busy road. And I knew my Myeong Jo wasn't lying. The comet indeed granted my wish.

A week has passed by. Glad the money here is the same as my Kingdom. I managed to take a hotel room for myself. I must say being independent is really fun. Here no one knows me. They just see me as Park Jimin, the character of her book. I have to buy her whole series book too. I can't believe she wrote a novel about our love. I'm very happy that she is a successful author now. Now I must find her though it'll be difficult.

Being an author is as same as being an idol. She isn't seen anywhere. She doesn't come out in public that much; from what I heard. I have been looking for her since the last few days. All I know is she lives in an apartment. But which one?

Just like ever day, I failed today too. Night has fallen on me. Tonight was a bit different from other nights. The Swan Comet was brightly visible in the sky tonight. I watched it too with others. I wish I could've watched it with the girl I love.

I didn't feel like going back to my hotel tonight. Just wanted to have a walk in the cold breeze. This bridge is called Han River Bridge by people around here. It's quite popular for some reasons. I just walked on that.

It was almost midnight so no people were in my sight. Except for one. For a long time, I've been seeing her standing there; looking at the comet. Is it safe for a woman to stand there alone so late at night? And why didn't she come when others came? Why now at midnight? She must be brave.

I almost walked passed her when I suddenly felt my heart stopping me. I walked again but my heart just hit me. I swear it hit me! I looked back at the girl unknowingly. Is it her?

My heart thumped inside as if it wants to jump out. She didn't seem to notice me so I walked back to her and stood behind her. It was her. The figure was same. She has grown taller. Her hair is cut to her shoulder length now. She looks so amazing.

A smile bloomed on my lips as I let out a deep sigh. I think my waiting has come to an end. I found my beautiful cute silly wife of 149 days again. I did many mistakes. And I'll make it up for her. I know she'll forgive me. She has the kindest heart ever. It's my duty to reform her broken heart again.

It feels wonderful to see you again, Myeong Jo. My Darling.💕"



Jimin's P.O.V ends.






"I-I am a very cruel man, aren't I?"

"That's not incorrect."

Currently both of them are sitting on the white sofa side by side; in a cuddling way: with her head over his left shoulder and holding hands.

Jimin widened his eyes. You do realize when you want something with all your guts and heart but never can get it; until at the last moment it suddenly comes to you? That's how he felt. She kissing him back was far away from his mind. He was this unsure if she would even will to love him again.


Him feeling her lost love for him eventually shed lonely tears and held her painfully close. He kissed her back with every hint of the sentence that he loves her so much. Myeong Jo the same woman who hated him 30 seconds back; now wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him passionately. His hands went to her back waist as both of them felt the urge to confess everything through their wet lips.

He pulled away and before she could see him on the verge to cry; he hugged her by burying his head on her shoulder. She felt his soaked eyes and knew he was crying. So she hugged him very tightly. So that both can feel each other like their broken lost heart.. wanted. The sounds of their heartbeats felt very loud, throbbing and similar as if they were happy. Bodies mixed made them realize how both of them longed for this comfort. A hug is perfect for lost souls to relax down and feel like they have existence in this earth. It is one of the best feelings ever found.

Then they sat on the sofa and just stayed close to each other. Maybe being with each other is all they want now. Jimin was very happy that she willed to let him touch her. And now looks like, she's the one clinging into his body.

As time passed in silence and their breathing in sync, Jimin happened to glance at her face that is resting over his shoulder. He smiled to see this peaceful cute face of hers. His eyes travelled lower and his eyes fell on the faint red stains on her neck. He furrowed his eyebrows and looked closer. That's when he realized those stains were the same marks she got from him years ago.

He became completely silent and numb. His eyes were fixed at her neck. Myeong Jo feeling his silence: rose her head, looked at him and found him staring at her neck. She realized she removed her scarf not too long ago and she shouldn't had done that.

He looked more like scared and guit was written all over his face. Before she could say something, he looked at her face and within 2 seconds burst into crying. He held her hands and mumbled not facing her, "I am deeply sorry that I hurt you. I know these words alone can't make things right. I want you to know how much I regret what I did to make you sad. I don't expect to be forgiven for what I've done. I just want you to know that you didn't deserve what happened between us."

He paused and continued, "I was blindly in love with her. My r-real wife. I was so happy that I found someone only mine, a person who listens to me and supports me in my every desicion. I was so obsessed with her that she would want to go out of the castle time to time. I was so blind that I didn't see another girl with more love than her."

"Losing her did not pain me. It actually made me scared. That no one will support me, listen to me, hold me or love me like she did. I was afraid that without her in the world, no one will be there for me." his words seemed very different from what Myeong Jo thought.

He said then, "Until you came....When you left, I realized I was wrong all along. That there was actually another girl who can be there for me. And she can do so much more things than my real wife."

Not a single time did Jimin stopped crying. We all know men don't cry at all. When they do, you gotta understand the matter is very painful for them so they are crying.

"What I did to you; maybe an animal would treat someone like that. The way I misbehaved...I-I..."

He rubbed his fingers on her red stained neck; eyes fixed there.

"I know I don't deserve any apologize from you. Because I treated you like a criminal because all you wanted to do was to make me happy and you sought love. The fact that she died was so sudden and shocking to me.......and another girl in her place all those months was really surprising to me, Myeong Jo. But no matter what, I never should have treated you so cruel. At least I shouldn't had slapped you or did these horrible torture...." Jimin broke into more loud sobs; unfinishing the sentence.




Myeong Jo listened to every word he said and it sounded heartfelt to her. She felt like she had gone back to her 23 years age. When she was deprived of everything. She felt the same girl who fell in love with the most amazing man in all universes unknowingly. The concept she's been believing all these years that he never cared for her was not true. Jimin tried everything to come here to find her. He regretted for what he had done. He loved her and cared for her indeed. Seems like her cold heart was blind enough to see that.

"I'm so sorry for hurting you......You don't deserve me.....but I just want you to know I really love you with my all being and from the bottom of my heart. I am unable to show you my countless emotions because of the regret I'm feeling. I know you will never forgive me but I'll try. I'll keep trying to melt you heart by my apologizes. I'm very sorry for everything I did..."

He held her hands tighter than before; making her flinch a little, "Myeong Jo-ah, just one chance. Please give me one more chance to prove you that you are mine. Please give me a chance to prove my love to you...I'm very sorry."

She kept starring at him with eyes filled with kindness. She barely managed to hold back her tears. When a man is confessing he was wrong, when he admits it was his fault though it wasn't; a woman can never sit without forgiving him. Jimin, this beautiful crazy man is admitting everything as his fault. When the main fault was clearly hers.

She cupped his face with her palms and wiped his apologetic tears with her thumbs. Then she pulled his head closer amd let him rest over her shoulder. He accepted it without any hesitation and sobbed quietly on her shoulder. Myeong Jo patted his back softly.

"Jimin-ah?"

He looked at her when she called him. It's time for her answer.

She sighed slightly.

"Chance? I'll give you a thousand chance if you want; not just one. But I really don't know, I'm unsure whether I'll be able to forgive you or not."

He widened his eyes in surprise. Though he had a guess she will say something like that.

"It's not your fault. To be honest, all of these was my fault. I made that wish to the Neowise Comet. My desicion made your w-wife.....killed. I hid the truth from you for a long time. You did what you were supposed to do. You loved your wife and you've proven it by treating me that way. And I'm not blaming you. Because you had a right to do that and.....you were supposed to do that. I did a mistake and I had to be punished." she lowered her head.

Jimin decided to ask, "You mean I had a right to slap you and choke you?"

She chuckled softly, "If I were you, I would had done the same. Maybe more than that."

"But you know, Jimin? You & me; we were not supposed to meet. We are from two universes. We are so far away from each other's hearts. We are not meant to be together." she said.

He didn't answer anything.

She continued, "I-I was a girl who you thought to be your wife. Except for this fact, we have no relationship. It's more like we are strangers who knew each other by mistake. So even if I give you a chance, a chance for you to prove that I can be yours; I think that will be in vain. No matter what you do or how you try, there will always be dark scars in our memories. Which will be the cause we will be awkward and uncomfortable with each other."

"You'll remember your wife sometimes. And who knows you will start hating me then? And I.....every time, I'll see your face, I'll remember that horrible moment of my whole life. Also I'm bearing a scar on my chest. These things will repeatedly remind both of us of what we were before and what we did to each other."



Somehow, Myeong Jo was right. After listening to her, Jimin felt like her words were not wrong. Consequences will be much more sorrowful that he is thinking to be. Actually both of them weren't supposed to meet in the first place. It's like she broke the rules of destiny. So choosing to be with each other will only cost them their bright future.

"I-I want to love you. More than my real wife. I know she loved me too. But she would want me to move on. Myeong Jo, my heart only belongs to you. You don't know those crazy effects you did to me. I've become a lost star; trying to find my light which is you. Please Myeong Jo-ah....please accept me...please love me again." He held her hand again.

"You wished for me. I'm here. I will always be here with you. Your wish of happiness; I can be that. I'll keep you happy like I always did. You are mine. Only mine. Just one chance...we will both be alright as long as we trust and love each other. Please Myeong Jo..."

There was nothing but honesty and sincerity in his eyes. Myeong Jo wondered if she can ever found a man like him again who can love her so much like this. He's a precious human. She has no right over him. What right when she was not his in the first place?



"A wish that wasn't supposed to come true. A wish made out of helplessness and desire for love. You are that wish. You belong to her, not me. I wasn't yours even for 149 days. I-I..am never yours."


She lowered her eyes as soon as she said that. She heard Jimin sighing deeply and the next thing he said,



"Then be mine."



She looked at him with unknown questions in her eyes and bags of curiosity. What did he mean by that?

"Be mine, Myeong Jo." he said firmly.

"W-what do you mean?" she asked.

Out of surprise, Jimin chuckled softly and smiled. "You don't understand what I mean?"

She shook her head.

Jimin chuckled again and rested his head on her lap suddenly; closing his wet eyes. She was surprised he didn't answer her question.

"Yah, what did you mean? Tell me, come on!" she whined a little.

"Aigoo...Myeong Jo is still my silly girl." he managed to make her laugh.

Myeong Jo ran her hand through his hair softly so that he can sleep peacefully. Actually she had a slight guess of what did he mean. She just wanted him to be clear. If that's what he meant, then no one can stop from saying yes.

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And cringy stupid author is back!

*drum rolls*

To be honest, I really didn't know how to continue so I just typed and deleted, typed and deleted. You won't believe how many theories I made just to link with the chapter.😂 sorry if this chapter wasn't good.

But hey! Don't blame me. I'm the fan of #1 Billboard 100 Hot List.😎 I don't care. (Well, a little)

Just to tell you, guys. This story is coming to an end. There will be a last chapter and an epilogue. *crying🥺*

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