FOOL FOR LOVING
CHAPTER TEN
❝YOU TOLD ME FOREVER AND YOU RUN AND GO. YOU MADE ME A VICTIM AND YOU'RE TRYING TO RUN REPORTS. OH AND I'M OUT OF MY MIND. I'M CRAZY, I'M GLUED TO YOU, I'M A FOOL, A FOOL FOR LOVING YOU.❞

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rosegoldcha: i was holding in a sneeze
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username1: I REMEMBERED WHY I LOVE HER 😍

username2: she's still a rat oh my god it's confirmed!!

zendaya: I'M WHEEZING WHY ARE YOU SO GORGEOUS 😍😫

username3: fuck me up sis

sethoconnor: why does your makeup remind me of my mum during her grunge phase?

username4: get some fucking eyebrows first before you take a picture of yourself skank

hazosterfield: can you unlock tom's trailer now and let us in, i have to use the toilet

username5: OH MY GOD IM CRYING ROSE DEADASS LOCKED THEM OUT TO TAKE A BOMB ASS SELFIE OH MY GOD, QUEENS ONLY 😩

chrisevans: get back to work kid

rosegoldcha: chrisevans you can't boss me around, I'M THE BOSS HERE

username6: I LOVE THIS CAST SO MUCH OKAY LIKE DON'T TOUCH ME

chrisevans: please tell me you're not a screenwriter for infinity wars, i don't want any scenes of cap asking for a juice box in the movie

rosegoldcha: chrisevans oh boo hoo cap

username7: i fucking hate rosé cha so much oh my god 🙄

tomholland2013: CAN I PLEASE HAVE MY TRAILER BACK JFC I NEED MY JUICE BOX

rosegoldcha: tomholland2013 love you best friend ❤️😚

tomholland2013: back at you rosie girl,,,,but seriously can you let me in it's freezing out here

hazosterfield: MY FAVES ARE INTERACTINF OK EVERYONE STAY CALM

username8: ITS BEEN MONTHS AND I GET THIS BULLSHIT?? I HONESTLY THOUGHT TOM AND ROSÉ WOULD BE DATING BY NOW BECAUSE I CAN FEEL THE SEXUAL TENSION THROUGH THE SCREEN BUT NOOOOOO ROSÉ FALLS IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER ACTOR 😤

username9: username8 lmao really? I honestly thought she'd date seth

username10: username8 username9 thats a fucking joke because we all know she should've ended up with kelsey smh

username11: when rosé's been going around 😂

robertdowneyjr: username11 it's called having friends kid

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      Rosé realized quickly how different the industry is between the Korean standards and that of Hollywood's. For example, there weren't as many crew members for the drama back in her home country whilst the crew for Spider-Man: Homecoming was baffling. She felt bad for not knowing the names of every person on set, but she knew it couldn't be helped, especially for a big production like this.

      She was fortunate that both her and Daejung's manager didn't kill them. Daejung's manager was freaking out back in Seoul wondering where the hell he went, but after calmly explaining that he was with her the manager seemed to calmed down a bit. A bit was probably overstretchig the truth, but at least Daejung wasn't going to be punished too severely.

      What was she doing with her life? Did she really become one of those types of celebrities? Hell, can Rosé even be considered a celebrity? Did she deserve it? She wasn't important like Robert is or as talented as Scarlett or Sebastian. She was just there, just standing and existing. They could always find another screenwriter, it's not impossible. But they can't replace the actors, not when they're the ones who bring the characters to life.

      What was she really? Was she now just another celebrity that could be bossed around by the public? Was she just Tom's girlfriend?

      Wait.

      Is she even Tom's girlfriend?

      What were they? They didn't exactly put a label on anything and part of it is her fault —

      Fuck this.

      Rosé let out an aggravated sigh as she walked towards Sora's trailer which was near the end alongside Anthony and Sebastian's. She forced a smile and greeted the fellow crew members before knocking on her friend's door. To her surprise it wasn't Sora who answered, but her brother.

      Noah Cha was ever so angry, something she's sadly grown used to the last few weeks. Her twin's anger wasn't to be messed with and Rosé knows from first hand experience.

      But it was ridiculous. Wasn't it? No matter what they were mad about, no matter what problems got in between them, they should be able to resolve it. Even if she wanted to join Noah's company, she can't, she's legally binded to the one she's with right now for another seven years. What did he want her to do, break the contract and have a lawsuit hounding her ass? Yeah, no thanks.

      Still, can't he wait like she is? She was going to sign with him after her contract ends, she knew it. What was making him so aggravated and anxious that he wants her to do this right away? Does he not care about the consequences that'll follow if she does? Hell, he just started his company and he was willing to go into a lawsuit against one of the biggest companies in South Korea? Is he that cocky?

      This is your brother, your older brother, she had to remind herself. You don't know everything and he wants to keep it that way. It's his stupid way of protecting you, but try to understand him.

      But she needs him so badly right now. Who else was she going to go to for blunt and constructive criticism? Well, there's always Kelsey, but as of lately her best friend seemed to be distant. And she couldn't bother Seth, not right now as he's in Peru working for another gig. And plus she's always relied on Noah first, even before Clara.

      Rosé cleared her throat as she tried to peer into Sora's trailer. "Um, is Daejung here?" she asked timidly as she folded her hands over the other. "I need to talk to him about some stuff and — "

      Without even allowing her to finish Noah simply walks out of the trailer and walked past her, his shoulder brushing against hers. "He's inside," he replied in a monotone voice before he was completely out of her reach. "Hurry it up. Sora's almost done with her scene and she needs her trailer back."

      The screenwriter ignored the tightness in her chest before she walked into the trailer. Sitting on one of the chairs was Daejung who had his headphones over his ears and his music loud and muffled. She could make out the faint sound of old John Meyer music playing and his humming in harmony with the original singer's voice. Rosé couldn't help but smile at the sight as Daejung's soft singing never failed to make her happy.

      There was no doubt that Daejung is talented in more than one ways. For one, he was a phenomenal singer, his musical abilities still blew her away as he mastered to play the guitar and piano, and had the ability to copy a song just by listening to it.

      And then his acting skills was more than worthy of a Golden Globe. The emotions he pulls out during his acting, his ability to convince the audience that you're watching more than just a show or movie is beyond her. His dedication to his character, his commitment, everything about his acting is perfect.

      Finally there was his artistic skills. For one, Rosé always considered herself an amateur when it came to art. Though her webtoon may be considered a hit or one of 'the best,' it doesn't justify that she's talented. Hell, if Rosé was considered a prodigy at art then Daejung might as well be considered a god. Yeah, that's how good he is.

      It was something that allowed them to bond so easily, their love for music and art. In a way, it was almost like they had so much in common that it's unbelievable.

      Rosé cleared her throat only to receive no response from the musician. She shook her head and chuckled before she tapped him on the shoulder which resulted in Daejung almost jumping three feet into the air which is a funny sight, especially if said person is over six feet tall.

      She cupped her hand over her mouth as she tried to stifle her laughter, but of course an unattractive snort came out instead. "Sorry, I didn't think I'd scare you that badly. Are you okay?"

      "Other than my pride hurt and my heart beating out of embarrassment, I'd say that I'm doing rather well," Daejung joked as he bent down to pick up his sketchbook that he had dropped. "I'm surprised to see you here so early. Don't you have work or a scene to watch over?"

      Rosé shrugged her shoulders as she hugged herself. "Nah, they have Jon, I'm sure they don't need me right now. But how are you? How was talking with your manager?"

      "Swell. If you consider the amount of chores I'll have when I get back and the excessive amount of practice hours I'll have to add for missing the next few days," Daejung replied bitterly as he placed his headphones down. He stood up and nodded his head outside to which Rosé understood and followed him out. 

      She watched Daejung stare at everything with widened eyes, almost as if he still couldn't believe that he was on the set of a big Hollywood production film. Their filming sets and crews and trailers in Seoul are nothing compared to this. Rosé had to bite back the grin on her face as he watched everything with so much awe.

      "It's okay to appreciate this," she said slowly once she realizes that he was getting flustered from her staring. "Are you okay? You seem distracted by something. You wanna talk to me about it?"

      "If I tell you this right now I won't hold back."

      "It's . . . it's okay. Tell me, what's wrong."

      Daejung's gaze towards her still remained hesitant, almost as if there was an ounce of him that was still trying to tell him no. But his presence changed the moment he laid eyes on her, and everything changed for the better.

      "I like you, it's as simple as that," he said firmly. "What I feel for you is real. I like you a lot, Chaewon. And I want to be with you. This fake relationship . . . I don't want it to be fake, I want it to be the real deal."

      "Oppa . . . "

      "Like I said, I'm not holding back," he murmured before Daejung took a step forward. He held the back of her neck before he leaned forward, his lips meeting hers before he slowly moved them. He was hesitant with his kiss, there was almost a sense of urgency, but it was like he was holding back, almost like he himself was trying to figure out of if this is something that he wants.

      But the question still remains in Daejung's head: does Rosé want this just as much as he does?

      "Rosie . . . " Tom.

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A/N;

Hi, my name is Sav, here are a few things about me: I'm terrible with updates and I'm a sucker for bad endings and cliff hangers!

Yeah I honestly have no excuse for not updating. I've been pretty unmotivated to write this which is a shame because you all know how much I love Rosé.

The year is almost over and I'd like to thank you all for giving me a wonderful year!

I love you all so so much.

Unfortunately there's no dedication for this chapter!

Much Love Guys.

( written: december 23, 2017 )
( published: december 23, 2017 )