Yo dude! In few hours, we'll gonna say goodbye December 2020.

I've decided to use my empty sheet music that I bought years ago as my journal.
This is not my thing, but mom's gonna k-word me if ever she caught me collecting notes, that's why, I'm writing now.

I miss creating music. I miss producing music. I miss the music industry. But I think, it's not for me. Dahil sa pagmamahal ko sa music, nadamay ko pa ang kapatid ko, pati ang mga kaibigan ko. Kaya ngayon, nagwatak-watak kami.

I miss our friends too. Iba yung bonding. Iba kapag may mga barkada kang kasama. Mabuti pa nga si Tyler, nag-iimprove na. Nagkaroon ng connection, maraming kakilala. Naging outgoing siya.

Ito ako, parang bata. Nagmumukmok.
Nakakulong sa bahay. Ayaw na lumabas. Natakot na.

Akala ko pa naman, magiging successful ang band namin.
We were too excited. We practiced 24/7. But one day, everything fell apart. Someone stole our music, and produced it right away. Someone copied our music, that is ready for producing–then gave it to "this artist". A lot of things happened during and after that. It made me, to the point, where I wanted to bury everything. Even myself.

I don't have new year's resolutions.
I don't have plans yet.
But,
I want to experience a very good plot twist.
I want to have a grand comeback.
I want to meet someone who will guide me.

– guitaR T.