It's the rain that has everything

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I avoided him!

I thought I did, by not reading his letters, by burning them all in the night when everything was at afar, by not mumbling his name over my tongue, by cutting all the connection from California, but maybe I was wrong, human emotions are always sacred, they are deeply engraved in the depth of the heart, to make you fall even harder.

I know he is not just the Neel Malhotra with his shaggy clothes, whose eyes were more deprived of the storm than the thunder, instead he is in the new form, as he has altered his sin.

We are inside the car, Arnav is driving, while I was in the front trying anything to not make an eye-contact to create any disaster.

Neel and Jessica were on the back, they both were amused for some unprecedented intention and my heart is thumping against my body of all the possible outcomes.

"Julia, stop looking outside, " Arnav's voice interrogated my mind, my jumbled thoughts were already in danger.

"Why?" I didn't stop, my eyes were still on the road, trying to devour all the beauty of this glorious world, of this human existence.

"I don't like the presence of wind too much, " his voice was hard as stone, as he was allergic to wind, but how can he? How can he be allergic to freedom?

How can he be allergic to the most beautiful feeling of living, a feeling which doesn't let anybody sleep in the night?

"Let her do, let her stare at these empty streets, to the sky which is alone itself, let her pray to all the stars for their betterment, because if she wouldn't then who will?"

Julia remembers, always follow the constellation, you never know when you become one, my darling, Julia, never leave them alone, they have always been abandoned for people's sin but you must pursue them,  you must pursue them to see the life in them.

My grandpa had his way to teach me and I will always adore him.

I can see the crack in Arnav's eyes, his veins were popping out, he didn't appreciate  Neel intriguing me.
Then I felt a touch of my hand, that was rested on one of my thighs.

Arnav was trying to capture my hand, while his eyes were meeting with Neel's

Though I am not flattered by this still did what he was expecting me to do. I let him interviewed his fingers with mine. And why not? When he is going to be my husband soon!

I can see the deathly glare, feel the burning to my head, the swearing underneath a breath, or uneven breathing due to a sudden level of anxiousness.

"When we will reach our destination brother?" Sarcasm was dripping from his mood, his voice was dark and angry too.

"In a minute," I could see the smirk on his face. The radiating colours on his eyes, the flashy vibes of the stormy weather was waving everything into its depth.

A boy who was sitting behind had lost eyes, it's so dangerous to look at them, he doesn't even have an idea about the dilemma of my fortune.

A boy was sitting beside me, his eyes had pride,  a spark on them, as fire is just going to burn everything but they were too profound with no depth.

My heart had something different to say, it was beating continually in an alarmed manner.

The car stopped, I let go of his hand, I didn't miss the warmness of his touch,  maybe I am more fragile than I have ever thought.

"Let's go," a command, more than a normal saying erupted into my ears, and in the next moment, he was already outside the car waiting for us to come outside.

The weather shifted again, all the dark clouds were hiding now the blooming sky, maybe the sky is about to burst on all hearts, my eyes met with Neel's and for a second I thought I am diving into a limitless ocean, with no beginning and no end, I heard a thunderstorm,

The echo of it could make all the human beings jump on their feet. And abruptly making no noise in the room, silently weeping in the lost sky, tiny droplets of rain appeared out of nowhere to touch my heart.

I looked at the sky again in the velvety shades of colour, the depths of its colour had ignited the thunder again,

Everyone ran to the nearby stop to shield themselves to not get wet, but I was glued to my spot.
Jammed on the floor my eyes were closed, the rhythm of droplets were ceasing away all the pain I had in my heart.

Until I found Arnav and Jessica was not there, they were far away from here shielding themselves to get wet, and Neel was looking at me with a tinted smile on his face.

His eyes were wet, his eyelashes were dark and thick to appeal to human nature, why didn't he left?

"You know Julia, this isn't just plain water falling on the street, this is the heart of the universe telling the earth that we are never going to separate from each other," his gaze was so intense I could almost feel my stomach dying in my body.

I was all drenched in the water, he was too, but he didn't stop staring at me.

When it went a little slow, I went inside the car again to use the towel and whereabouts, I was lucky enough that Jessica had all the things in her bag.

I cleaned myself or at least I tried to.

I was thinking Neel would come to get himself cleanse, so I asked him! Not because I care for him, because if I didn't then he will get ill!

However, he declined, he said he wanted to be like this! I urged him, but it was a waste of time. He was determined to remain wet by the rain, as he don't want to erase the memory from his mind.

We went inside, to see the huge stores of brands hovering over all the places.
The ceiling was too high, and I was afraid that what if it would fall on me?

I had too many absurd questions in my mind.

It had too many floors so we reaches the elevator area.

It opened with a click, inside it was so cosy, with the heated radiating the dark academia having all the vintage lights.

I step in inside following by Neel and when Arnav was about to step in Jessica yelped in pain," ouch!"

Before I could do something, the elevator went close.

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