Love is the most powerful emotion, you cannot ignore it

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I came home with a heavy heart. The heart has always been full of desire and living has always been ashamed, however, I came home at night all alone drenched in water.

The essence of it makes me dissolve as I am a molecule. Everyone was already sleeping here, while I was busy staring outside looking at the empty sky, trying anything to not lose my mind.

The thing is how much I try, it doesn't matter, I can never forget him! I can never stop feeling about him!

But what should I do now? The wedding invitations have already been distributed with my name and Arnav's

However, in my heart, in my never ding engraving heart there has always been Neel in all its glory,

Should I give him a chance??

Or should I forget about everything as I can't change the future?

I went to my bedroom to lay awake as I know I am not going to sleep at any moment, I just can't. Something is missing from this world.

Then I saw the letter, in the same envelope with the same initials
NVM

I tore it and looked at the same.

Something was written on them.

It was not filled with words, it was not written in hurry, it has everything in its fathom, love, power, and the most evolving thing is it has its emotions which he never showed to the world in any parameter.

"You touched me made me water
Now, where do I go and become sand again?"

NVM

Oh, Neel! Why do you have to do this!

I without wasting any second pressed that paper near to my heart.

Maybe I should listen to him, maybe I should give him another chance.

I lay down on the bed thinking about my grandfather there was something about him that struck my mind, I remember what once he said to me when I was six years old who had no idea of this world.

Julia listen to me carefully, you can not let go of the heart that has been a victim; a victim of society, a heart that has the desire and no feeling, the heart that has swollen old wine and becomes water, the heart that has pierced something strange inside it, the heart that can not even mourn a word, the heart that has been a warrior and a slave, the heart that still exists somewhere in the prayers of the hight.

So I closed my eyes and whispered his name a little louder so that not only I can hear but the whole world can hear too.

Neel

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I didn't see him today. I even have a meeting in the office with investors but I was not in the moment to talk or to do anything.

I got ready and for the first time in my life thought to drive a car.

I know I have always been anxious about speed, or maybe about myself. But life is all about accepting the new phases that's why I got inside the car and started driving.

The starry sky was illuminating my thoughts that were buried for too long, and my heart? It is blasting since night. I couldn't sleep carefully, I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't do anything except stare at the cultivated blue sky.

His words are printed forever in my mind, now I cannot be the same girl anymore. His words burned me from inside without giving me any chance to hide.

I cannot forget the eye contact with him yesterday. His eyes were so glued at me, he was an endless sea and I am just an end of the shore.

I reached my office and went to the meeting room, what I didn't realize was that I will meet both Arnav and Neel at the same time.

My heart skipped a beat when Neel's deep eyes looked at me. Maybe he wants to pierce my soul with his gaze.
However, Arnav stood up and kissed my cheek out of nowhere.

This wasn't supposed to happen! Doesn't he know we are in a meeting and he is just an investor right now, not my fiancee! He should stay within his limits.

There was a smirk on his face which he was showing to everyone,

He is prominently in a silent way saying to, everyone especially to Neel that I am his fiancee.

Neel's face was showing every colour of gratitude at that time as he was waiting for something, he might be waiting for the right moment.

And the meeting went on and on investors asked some questions but I was prepared enough for everything so I was pleased with the end.

"So Ms Julia? Tell me how you are going to face all the deadlines because as far as I know, you are just a girl who is going to marry soon, am I right aren't I?"

The middle-aged man with his grey hair and dark eyes looked at me, no-not just looked, he challenged me, intrigued something in me, but before I could say anything Neel stood up

"Mr Khanna, Julia is not just a random girl who is running this business and wait let me rectify my statement she is not just a random person who has built this empire on her own. She is a woman with power and she can even make the ocean walk for her if she ever wants to do so, because of the passion, determination, the dedication she has."

Arnav was continually glaring at me when Neel was praising in his soft yet dignified voice.

As the world stopped to listen to his command I did the same too only because of him.

"I think you are right young man! This girl indeed did everything on her own when girls of her age were busy luring rich men. She indeed builds her empire and now we just have to extend it further,"

I cannot believe in my life, something extraordinary happened to me today, this guy who is standing wearing a blue suit, holding a glass of water, glancing at me as he wants to run away with me to the other word, his lips were curled in a thin smile, as he was controlling himself of his life tragedy.

I still remember what he wrote on the and passed it on to me last night.

"You touched me, made me water
Now, where do I go and become sand again?"

Now, I know I am never going to see water colourless with no shape and mind,

He asks me this intriguing question, looking directly into my soul, making me more furious about my thoughts.

When everyone left Arnav was there stomping on his foot, his sleeves were rolled out too, he was looking inpatient, is he wants to say something?

"Ah brother can you go now, I want a private moment with my beloved fiancee,"

What he wants now??? And why is he sending Neel?

Neel didn't move an inch from his spot either did Arnav do. Both were glaring at each other as they were in the battle with themselves.

So to stop the mess, I asked Neel to give us a moment, and gradually he listened to me.

"What do you think you are doing?"

Arnav was continuously rolling his hai by moving his hand in it. His jaw was clenched and the tie was loosed too.

What's wrong with him???

"What I am doing??" I raised an eyebrow sceptically, I have no idea what he is up to!

"Why Neel is taking so much interest in you????"

Has he lost his mind???

"I think you should ask this question to your cousin brother, not to me!"
Of course, if he wants to ask anything, then he should need to ask his brother not me!

Suddenly, this room became suffocating to me, I cannot even stand or take a breath easily so I walked away from here when he was calling my name over and over again.

My name doesn't sound alluring from his mouth.

My mind is in the blank, for now, I have no idea what I want to do with my life, who do I love or not!

I was inside the car driving faster than ever before, somehow I didn't get afraid of the speed, the wind was in battle with my o fast. I am going to face what I was hiding from for too long. And that is another form of vulnerability in my life.

"Hey, you bitch! Are you blind? Can't you see my car???"

The voice was intriguing in itself, and I am not going to let this matter away from my hands I will beat the shit out of that lady. However, destiny has its rules and the circle of my life merged into one again because Sarah from California with her huge belly was standing ahead of me in her disastrous state.

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