"If I told you we could bathe in all the lights, Would you rise up, come and meet me in the sky?Would you trust me when you're jumping from the heights?" ~In The Name of Love (Martin Garrix & Bebe Rexha)  

Francesco Yates plays Aaron

Aaron, 

You was always a rather dear friend of mine, and when I needed you, you were there. If only you were there to witness the end. By which, I mean, conversation we were having. 

But I do not blame you for causing me to die. In fact, I never wanted you to tangle up in this shit. However, I do not feel like an actual friend if I had not told you what happened to me, and why I had to leave you. 

You could have been my boyfriend, and had you asked, I might have said yes. You were the perfect boy and I was the imperfect girl. 

Aaron, remember how we were standing on the cliff that very day, and you joked how we could jump off? I replied with a grin that I would love to feel weightless and that is how I imagine death. 

I don't think I'm afraid of death, Aaron. We either rest eternally or we move on and I'm ready for whatever is coming at my way. And if I could remember everything from this life, I will always remember you and love you for what you've done, made a better person out of me, and allowed me to see the world through your eyes.

You were one of the factors that pushed me to fight against myself from... killing myself, but at the end, he destroyed the balance. So don't blame yourself Aaron, like I know you would.

Lots of Love, 

Natalie 

A/N: You know, sometimes I regret choosing "30" reasons and maybe should have settled for less. I feel like I'm repeating myself over and over again. Anyway, is anyone excited to hear the tipping point that cause Nat to die? Well, it will be explained on the last chapter so.... bye for now!

Also, sorry for the looong author's block. 30 LTFD should have a steady update schedule of every week from now :)