"I was a stone, weighing us down, You were the angel I chained to the ground, I miss the way you undress, I miss your head on my chest, Can't stop this bleeding, can't stop believing." Shawn Hook (Sound of Your Heart) 

BORNS plays Lance

Hello Lance, 

If you've skipped straight to your name, I'd suggest you to read the actual damn thing. You always thought that you were better than the rest. I would remember you sauntering down the hall with your rich friends, with the posture of arrogance. 

My biggest regret when it came to you?

Dating you. 

When you asked me out, I said yes because I thought a boyfriend could help me cope with my issues. 

I was wrong. I should have left you there to rot and die, because it would saved me, while it would damn you. 

But, like always, I wanted to hope and I hoped too much which resulted into the usual disappointment.

Lance, when you told me you were faking every bit of it one month later, I didn't believe you. 

No one can fake being in love for that long. 

You can't expect to possibly believe that the kisses and the late nights were just a facade. Maybe you were putting on a show for your friends, but I don't know what I did to you to make you do this to me. 

What have I possibly done to make you break my heart so badly? I had only began to heal for you to get up and with one sentence, break and shatter it again. 

I hope you have better luck in the future. 

Your money and your jerk friends aren't going to get you a girl who love you for who you are, I'd like to say. 

See you in hell, 

Natalie Palmer 

For once, I can't wait to complete this book. I don't think the sequel (the reactions of the receivers) is going to be published anytime soon, or maybe even ever.

I think I lost the passion of writing Natalie back in the fifteenth letter. Man, I should have shortened this book :(