A Raging Fire in my soul,
Fighting to keep strong through yet another hopeless day,
So little care to even wake up,
Knowing that stinging pain won't ever leave your heart..
But still you hold a fake smile and a sparkle through your eyes.

A Raging Fire within the mind,
Threaterous thoughts that fill your night,
Staring at the ceiling with tear-filled eyes.,
Conceal it, don't feel it, when the night becomes day.

Looking down as your walking the halls,
As if a second of human contact would end you right where you stand, laughing and Grinning all day long,
To go home in the night and wish you could cry and scream everything you feel...

Many a night, Many a cry,
But what now when you become so numb inside,
Or nothing but fear fills your world,
Fear of the day, Fear of the night,
Does anything ever turn out right?

-LJ (me) ©®™