Chorus of congratulations,  were heard as soon as the rings were exchanged between the two families . Indicating the formation of a new bond between them..

All were happy praising and congratulating our parents

conflicted in my thoughts i gazed at the  luminous ring that my soon to be mother in law had placed it on my finger affectionately..

I wondered as  how things  change so swiftly this ring on my finger was indication that I am bound to a certain person and just a few days ago if the things had been the same I would have been bound to another ...

As I raised my head and dispatched myself from my unwanted thoughts..
One look at my parents was all I needed to be confident in my desicion..their happy and content faces was my way to peace and contentment..
I knew no matter what my insecurities says ..I Have put my trust in Allah and have made my parents happy. And that is enough..

I didn't dared to look up at my fiance
As he was approaching near.

Closing my eyes I whispered..

OH ALLAH MAKE THIS DECISION THE BEST FOR ME AND BLESS Me By YOUR BLESSINGS..

Soon I heard a grave voice in front of me congratulating me that I was Soon  to be his...
To which I remained silent..

''Look at me Areesha" he demanded
Making my heart beat chaotic

''She doesn't needs to oblige you know.it is just an engagement brother not a nikkah. So you still have to lower your gaze''....came my cousins voice..
.Before I could even respond to his order.

''Nikkah will be done Soon ..don't worry dear , as for now I want to see her'' .was his firm reply.

''Amm dear brother think again because her father is approaching this way and it doesn't look like he will compliment you for standing near his daughter''

''Why didn't you tell me before how close is he now should I make a run.. or utter my last words''..he said in mock surrender.

Which made me chuckle

He stopped midway and turned to look at me .Before he could utter anything my father embraced him and took him to meet his fellow friends..

I raised my head and looked at their retreating back ..And thought he is the person for which I am giving away my dreams and wishes ..Will it be worth it...

One.vacation just one changed my life and taught me many lessons...

Little did I know that these helpless feelings and my sacrifice will lead  to the fulfillment of my dreams and wishes in the most honourable way..