I'd like to thank eziisdefinitelygay for being such an amazing supporter as I write this book! They have been my sole reader for the past two years but now I am finally publishing this book.
I started this book back in 2020, stopped writing it for a while due to a death in the family, and picked it back up several moths later. Since then I have gone back and forth working on this and editing it. It's still a work in progress, more work can always be done.
I would love it if you could point out any misspellings, grammar mistakes, or any other confusing or concerning bits.
This book is expected to be pretty long, so buckle up for the ride and thank you so much for clicking on this book. I hope you enjoy it!

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I've got a few song suggestions to listen to as you read this book. I don't know if these songs are on all platforms, but most of them should be. (Im listening to them on yt so I know for sure you can find them there) A few of the songs are mentioned by name in the story, but I'm going to list a few of the ones that really set the tone while you're reading and reflect some of the moods Lana is in.

WARNING, SEVERAL OF THEM HAVE VIOLENT OR SEXUAL THEMES. LISTEN WITH CAUTION.

Dean Lewis- Be Alright
Who Do You Love- The Chainsmokers
Why Don't We- Trust Fund Baby
Undo- Sanna Nielsen
Thief- Ansel Elgort
2002- Anne-Marie
Boys Like You (acoustic)- Anna Clendening
FRIENDS- Marshmallow and Anne-Marie
Season's Greetings- Linneah
I'll be waiting- Cian Ducrot
I'm so stupid for you- Tate McRae
A Typical Teenage Love Song- Tate McRae
"I can't help falling in love with you" but sadder- Liv Reichley
Fine- Nightcore Galaxy
All Too Well- Jake Scott (Nightcore)