Dear Lauren,

I'm probably going to regret writing about this later because it's so stupid, but I'm having problems with this one person and I don't know why.

Basically, they've been on a break for a while and finally came back because their parents gave them back their computer. They commented on my message board all, "look, I'm back! Also, that thing you posted was really long." No, it wasn't. I counted. It's barely even a hundred and fifty words, and why can't people get that through their heads!

Anyways, they're really nice and stuff, but something about them just rubs me the wrong way. For instance, I joined my first rp, and it was really fun! But guess who else did? They just were kind of excited and stuff, and they did stuff that just seemed- I don't know, it was just kinda weird in the are-you-mentality-okay? way. Sort of like extra. I'll give them a pass though because I'm sure I was the same way. I know it was their first rp too and it can always take a bit to get used to. And then they did their own! Which never even started.

They have pink everywhere too. Their profile pic (at least the one in my head)? Pink! Their theme? Pink! Book covers? Actually, I'm not sure. It just confuses me because whenever I talk to them or think about them, I think their pronouns are she/her because everything is pink. And they're not. She/her, I mean. Obviously I wouldn't think that they're pink.

It just- there's something about them that makes me want to not respond to their comments or anything they say. I don't know why. Maybe it's because of that one time we were in another rp where our ocs were talking, and their oc got annoyed by mine or something and started using their powers on mine. I let them, but then it wore off and they tried using their powers on mine again and again and again on mine. Rather than tell them to stop (which I probably should have done), I just ignored it. And they were all like "HOW DOES IT NOT WORK ON THEM? IT'S LITERALLY DEMONIC POWERS!" or something like that, and I just said that that's boring.

Okay, maybe that's not the whole reason, but it's a big part of why they annoy me. Is it petty? Yes. Should I let go? I'm trying, but I just can't seem to. I guess I could talk to them about it? I'll try. Later. I don't want them to get upset at me or make them upset.