So I wasn't expecting to put out a part 2 of this, especially so soon but I guess so.
So I was in the car driving home from a friends house and I had a really good time so I was in a good mood. But my mom did that thing that I think all parents do where they like grill you about stuff like homework or plans for absolutely no reason. So great. Awesome. Thanks. I already didn't need that and it got brought up like oh what were you and your friend doing, so I said watching riverdale, cause we were. And my aunt (who was in the car with us) was like oh that's the one based on the Archie comics. And I was like yeah loosely based. Cause you know. But my mom turns around and goes. "Oh like that Prom play or whatever" like referring to the thanksgiving day parade thing. And so I turned around straight up and was like "that was so unnecessary and unsolicited, we're talking about Archie comics and a show that didn't have to do with anything." And my mom was like "what? It's bad (the Prom play) and unnecessary." Like ok cool fine whatever got it but you didn't need to bring it up now it was so irrelevant to the conversation, like why? Why would you do that.
And she goes what I already know how you feel so what?
So what?!
That's the whole point. So I said
"Exactly. You know how I feel so why would you still make comments like that."
And she just goes, I don't know why you're so upset.
I don't know mom maybe cause I told you something I was very nervous about and confided in you. You made me think it was ok and made me feel good about it. But then you do this.
I just said "I'm not." And got out cause we were home.
But it was so freaking frustrating cause she does know how I feel. I thought we kinda had it in common too, cause that's what she said. But I guess freaking not. And it's hard cause I'm already so confused and teenage hormone stuff and all that cause growing up is hard and I thought I had some adult support but now I feel worse than before I told her. And I was having such a good day and now I just am crying and pissed off, upset, and confused.

Also sorry if there's bad grammar in these I don't check them cause I'm usually mad or upset and I don't really care cause it's just kinda my stream of thoughts, stream of consciousness type thing. So that's for baring with me.