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Aishwarya POV

"OHH MYYY GODDDD!!!! BHAIIIIII-SAAAAA,"

Devarsa screamed loudly and my heart raced insanely with it. A strong shiver of fear ran down my spine and I blinked nervously not able to process what just happened.

But, I was sure that I was done now. They would understand my sickness and then no one will like me.

A few more tears rolled down my cheek and I closed my eyes lowering my gaze.

His palm was still against my cheek and I did not know what to do.

"You have never kissed me in my twenty two years of life,"

Devarsa started crying and he wrapped his arms around his shoulder from behind.

"And, she has just come home two days ago and you kissed her. Bhai-sa, this is not fair. I will die,"

He was crying and I felt more bad.

I took a step back.

And he tried to push him away Coldly.

"Shut up, Agastya,"

He said in a loud voice and everyone started laughing.

I felt timid seeing everyone laughing on me.

Even Ranaji and Jiji also laughing.

What the hell was happening?

"No, Bhai-sa, kiss me, pleaseeeeee...... On my lipssssss, pleaseeee or will not leave you. I will sleep with you only,"

He said with the crying voice. He was not having tears, just his voice was sounding painful.

Oh My God.

I just did something to separate these brothers.

Suddenly, I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked at Jiji smiling at me.

"Are you okay?"

"Leave me Agastya or I will kill you,"

He warned him with the huge anger.

"No, kiss me first, atleast on the cheek,"

He said to him with the pleading eyes and I just started blankly at them.

Suddenly, Ranaji, patted Devar-sa's shoulder and said.

"Come, Agastya, let me kiss and you can come sleep with me,"

He was smiling and I pulled my veil a little low to hide my face.

Everyone laughed even more and I felt like running away already.

I took a few steps back and Jiji looked at me.

"You should go to your tent, it's ready,"

She said signalling towards a tent closer to me and I immediately ran inside.

My hand immediately reached to my sensing my heart beats that were making my small chest pump up and down. I felt like I would die any moment. My cheeks were feeling hot insanely.

I immediately fell to my knees and closed my eyes.

Calm down. Aishwarya. It is not your mistake. He did it. Hukum did it. Calm down.

I tried to calm myself down and then opened my eyes to see around. The attendees were still setting up the low height bed which were half of the size of the bed we had in the Kingdom but still had place for two. My eyes looked around only to find that except for bed, there was nothing.

Though, beneath me, a thick heavy carpet was laid and all around the layers of curtains protecting us giving me the feeling of the second home.

The light lamps were making the red tent glow differently and suddenly Moni said.

"Bai-sa, your bed is ready. You should sit here,"

I did not see her outside. I looked at her and nodded.

"Ji,"

I stood up on my feet and settled the dupatta on my head properly.

I walked towards the bed and heard the noise of the anklet bells as attendees were leaving after finishing their work.

I looked at Moni who helped me sit on the bed.

"Is everything okay? Bai-sa,"

She asked and I gulped nervously.

Honestly, this should be my question to ask.

Was everything okay?

I closed my eyes a moment to inhale deeply for a good few moments and nodded.

"Ji,"

I muttered.

He was my husband and I should trust him. He knows better.

I looked at her inhaling a deep breath and she sat in front of me.

She was carrying a beautiful smile and she said.

"I know it must be difficult to make the way in the world. But, everything will be beautiful soon,"

She said and I nodded. I brought my knees closer to my chest and placed my head on the Knees.

"I should go and prepare the dinner for you,"

She said and I just closed my eyes.

I heard the faded voice of her leaving me alone.

I did not know what was happening to me. With my eyes closed the same moment of him coming closer to me, touching my cheek, and than touching his lips to mine was playing again and again. The smile, the lips, the nose that was breathing, his hair falling down on the forehead, the word he said in between, I did not know. Everything was playing again and again and again.

I immediately opened my eyes and touched my stomach. I laid back on the pillow with my knees still up.

My eyes gazing at the center and roof of the tent.

With my eyes open my memory was taking me back to the ladies who were talking about me.

That I did not deserve him, that I do not even look like a princess.

She was right though.

I looked at my dark and thin fingers. There was nothing in me to like or love.

A lone tear rolled down my cheek.

And, he was beautiful. People like him a lot.

The faded noise of chaos from outside was still travelling down my ear and I immediately pulled up the comforter and turned on my side to cover both my ear.

No, I did not want to hear any of this even one more time.

Please.

No.

The indistinct voices of my sisters, the people, the eyes on me, all around me.

'She suits to be a maid'

'Is she a princess?'

'What kind of princess she is?'

'Daughter of a tribal mother'

Noooooooo. Stop.

The inside of my head screamed. My sisters laughing on me. The people laughing me and I wanted run.

I wanted run away from here.

"Aishwarya,"

I shut my eyes close very tightly.

No.

No.

No.

No.

"Aishwarya,"

My lips started trembling as I just wanted run away back to my home, my room where no one would ever know that I exist. I do not exist. Please.

No.

No.

"Aishwarya,"

The voice turned louder and I felt his presence around me. The side to me on the bed made me feel that he sat on the edge of the bed.

My fist tightened on the bedsheet.

Few more tears rolled down and I felt his hand on my hand.

It felt warm and I tried to calm down my racing heartbeats.

"Hey come here,"

He said and I felt him pulling up. He adjusted to sit beside me and he placed my head close to his chest.

As soon as my ear gets closed to his chest I could hear his heart beats. The warmth of him immediately sent a wave of peace into my body.

I felt his palm over my head and ear and he just kept patting it slowly.

My eyes shut close, my nose kept inhaling and exhaling, my mind slowly diverting to the noise of his heartbeats. My fingers fisted on his kurta and soon all the noise shut away and I managed to open my eyes.

I could see his arm around me and it was feeling all silent and peaceful.

I looked up at him and he asked in a slow voice.

"Are you okay?"

I nodded and I tried to starighten myself.

I pulled my dupatta over my head and shifted a little away from him.

Lowering my gaze to my hand in my lap, I could feel an awkward silence between us.

"Aishwarya, do you want to talk?"

He asked and I just inhaled a deep breath.

I did not know what he was talking about but I nodded.

"Ji,"

He came closer and I felt him touching my hand. His fingers gently caressing the back of my hand and he asked.

"Does it matter to you what people think about you?"

I inhaled and nodded.

"Ji,"

"Why?"

He questioned.

I looked up at him.

"They think I am not good. They think that I do not deserve you or anything,"

I tried to say and I felt a lump in my throat while saying it out loud for the first time in my life.

He was looking back into my eyes and asked.

"Do the way what people think about you can change you?"

I blinked nervously and shook my head.

"No,"

I did not think that I could change myself, I could not change my color, could not change myself because it was all how God made me the way I was.

"So, what people say about you, think about you cannot change you, why even bother to listen to them,"

He said and I just shook my head lightly.

"But, I cannot cover my ears all the time. And, what they say is true... I do not deserve you,"

I said and the silence followed for the next few moments until he said.

"If you repeat it one more, I will send you back to your home and never come to bring you back,"

A shiver of hear ran down my spine and I immediately gulped nervously.

His face was looking expressionless and I lowered my gaze.

"I am sorry,"

I must have made him angry with my words.

He clicked his tongue with slight irritation and said.

"Okay, come here,"

He said and pulled me closer to him. He pecked my forehead and said.

"Aishwarya, life is cruel for the weak people. You are different from anyone and it is your best quality that you are not the part of the crowd that everyone is,"

He said and I blinked nervously.

Never have ever anyone said this to me. He must be trying to make me feel good.

He touched my chin and made me look at him.

"Look at me,"

I looked into his eyes and saw him looking back at me.

"Do you feel uncomfortable to know that they think that I am beautiful and you are not?"

He asked and I nodded.

"And, do you think that they have there eyes on me?"

He asked further and I nodded.

"Ji,"

He smiled and pulled me closer to him even more.

I felt his lips turning wet as he licked his lower lip lightly in a fraction of a moment.

"Can you stop them having their eyes on me?"

He asked and I shook my head.

"No,"

"Can you stop me?"

He asked further.

"For what?"

I asked.

Our faces so close.

"For having eyes for them?"

I inhaled a deep breath and listening to this twisted something in my heart and I blinked nervously.

His thumb feathering my chin lightly and I tried to shake my head.

"You do not have to if you want,"

He smiled and kissed my cheek lightly.

I blinked nervously and he asked.

"Does it feel good when I kiss you?"

He asked in a slow voice and I could not help but nod a little.

"Ji,"

"Do you want me to kiss me more?"

He asked and I blinked nervously.

"I have not thought about...it,"

I said in a slow voice.

I felt his breath fanning over my face and my eyes were looking into his when he said.

"I have my eyes only for you, Aishwarya. No one else,"

I blinked nervously and tried to say.

"But, I am not good for you. You deserve better,"

I felt his lips coming closer to mine and my eyes fluttered insanely.

"We are married. As much as you are bound to me, I am bound to you. There is no chance you can escape me and there are no two thoughts in me to let you escape me. So, you better understand that you are wife of Prince Ranvijay Dev Singh, Aishwarya, my beautiful Aishwarya. And, for me the definition of beauty and perfection is you because I have never seen any woman in my life. My eyes is for only you. I do not understand what beauty is, if someone asks me, you are the most beautiful girl in the world. Do you understand what I am saying?"

He said in the slow voice and his words brought goosebumps to my body.

"Hn?"

I was losing myself in him and his words.

"I am saying that I am only yours,"

I face flushed with the redness.

"Hukum, dinner is ready,"

The voice of the attendee caught my attention and I tried to pull my face from him.

I saw him moving his gaze to the entrance and he said.

"Bring it, get a glass of warm milk with sugar for Aishwarya,"

"Hukum, I do not drink milk,"

I immediately said.

He looked at me and I heard attendee leaving.

"You have to drink milk daily before going to bed, it is an order,"

He said with the authority.

"I feel like vomiting when I drink milk,"

I tried to say.

"If you will vomit, I will make you drink another glass of milk,"

He said with the face with signed end of debate.

"Okay, I will drink but you have do something,"

I said and he looked at me.

"What?"

I inhaled a deep breath and collected all my courage to say.

"What you did...outside made Devarsa angry. Please kiss him too, he is your brother, he deserves your love more than me,"

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