❝I’ll definitely save you
You are not alone❞

-don't leave me, bts

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1:54 am

kim.seokjin:
eunsuen hey

eunsuen:
i thought you wouldn't be online again today

eunsuen:
honestly did you even check how many messages i sent you

eunsuen:
I'm glad you're here but...

eunsuen:
anyway how are you

kim.seokjin:
well i checked and I'm sorry

kim.seokjin:
i slept for two days straight believe me or not lmao

kim.seokjin:
now i know why yoongi loves sleeping so much

eunsuen:
oh

eunsuen:
sleep can make us feel better though do you feel better now?

kim.seokjin:
nope maybe i would've if i never woke up

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kim.seokjin:
yeah but idk i still feel tired

kim.seokjin:
i wake up feeling tired these days

eunsuen:
please visit a doctor jin

eunsuen:
this could be some health issue

kim.seokjin:
then yoongi would be at the hospital for the rest of his life XD

kim.seokjin:
I'M FINE

kim.seokjin:
I'm sure something small like this would eventually pass anyway

eunsuen:
still it's better to do a normal checkup at the doctors right?

eunsuen:
please jin?

kim.seokjin:
okay

kim.seokjin:
apart from the sleeping stuff i guess i felt kinda sick so i didn't reply to you

kim.seokjin:
i didn't want to ruin our conversation

kim.seokjin:
or your mood

kim.seokjin:
i was alright though maybe i should've sent you a message

kim.seokjin:
idk i just.. I'm sorry

eunsuen:
it's okay jin

eunsuen:
i was just really worried

eunsuen:
like worried to death

kim.seokjin:
then stop being worried

eunsuen:
you're sick so how can i not?

2:18 am

kim.seokjin:
idk just fucking stop

kim.seokjin:
fucking stop saying you're worried

kim.seokjin:
you make feel suffocated

kim.seokjin:
I'm fine how many times do i have to tell you that?

2:21 am

eunsuen:
I'm sorry...

kim.seokjin:
wait no

kim.seokjin:
oh my gosh no

kim.seokjin:
I'm so sorry eunsuen I'm really sorry

kim.seokjin:
please i didn't mean to snap on you

eunsuen:
jin it's okay

kim.seokjin:
no it's not okay

kim.seokjin:
idk what happened to me i just

kim.seokjin:
idek what i was saying how could i get angry at you

eunsuen:
we all have days like those jin

eunsuen:
feeling tired yet edgy i know that feeling well

eunsuen:
i didn't mind at all

eunsuen:
and if it makes you feel better please take it out on me

eunsuen:
it's okay

kim.seokjin:
it's not okay by me

kim.seokjin:
god I'm hating myself rn

eunsuen:
the amount of awkwardness could actually grow a pimple on my already dead skin

kim.seokjin:
well

eunsuen:
and if you don't like the word worry let's erase it from our dictionary

eunsuen:
IF JINNIE DOESN'T LIKE WORRY
I DON'T LIKE IT EITHER ^^

eunsuen:
but what should we call worry then ;-;

kim.seokjin:
I'm-

kim.seokjin:
i didn't mean that but okay

eunsuen:
sshh i know

kim.seokjin:
lmao stop acting cute I'm cackling rn and even a moment ago i was so angry

kim.seokjin:
GUESS WHAT
I'M A BIPOLAR BITCH

eunsuen:
aye same

eunsuen:
hmm so i suddenly had this thought

eunsuen:
why don't we say the word blue instead of worry

eunsuen:
idk but blue is my favourite colour

eunsuen:
blue makes me feel sad but warm at the same time

eunsuen:
like how worry should be

eunsuen:
because jin, even though you might feel like it's sad and unlikeable for me it's a warm feeling too

eunsuen:
because i like being worried for you
as much as i hate it at the same time

eunsuen:
but of course if you don't like blue then we're choosing something else ^^

kim.seokjin:
blue it is then

eunsuen:
I BLUE FOR YOU BUT YOU SHOULDN'T FEEL BURDENED BY IT

eunsuen:
BECAUSE I WANT TO BLUE FOR YOU I DO BECAUSE I LIKE YOU I DO BECAUSE YOU'RE MY BESTEST FRIEND I DO BECAUSE I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU I DO BECAUSE OF HUNDREDS OF OTHER REASONS

eunsuen:
SO YES TAKE IT EVEN THOUGH YOU DONT WANT IT

kim.seokjin:
that's-

kim.seokjin:
that sounded so weird, cringy yet really cute at the same time

kim.seokjin:
thank you for blue-ing for me

kim.seokjin:
i guess i blue for you a lot too

eunsuen:
see?

kim.seokjin:
yeah

kim.seokjin:
eunsuen you know

eunsuen:
yep?

kim.seokjin:
do you remember the time i said my mom fainted and she was at the hospital?

eunsuen:
i do

2:59 am

kim.seokjin:
she fainted because of too much drinking

3:00 am

kim.seokjin:
she nearly drank herself to death

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