❝I don’t want to talk about my complicated problems
But I’m so tired❞

-help, 10 cm

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12:01 am

eunsuen:
jin hey...

eunsuen:
are you alright today?

12:09 am

kim.seokjin:
HOLA HOLA BITCH

eunsuen:
OML HI

eunsuen:
I THOUGHT YOU WOULDN'T BE ONLINE TONIGHT
I WAS SO WORRIED

eunsuen:
how are you?!?

kim.seokjin:
lmao why'd you ask how are you that sounds so awkward I'm-

kim.seokjin:
of course I'm fine

kim.seokjin:
WHY'D YOU EVEN WORRY YOU STUPID GIRL

eunsuen:
yeah I'm stupid but are you really okay?

kim.seokjin:
ayo our awkward missy keeps asking awkward questions

kim.seokjin:
THE AMOUNT OF AWKWARDNESS IS ENOUGH TO GROW A PIMPLE ON MY FLAWLESS SKIN AND I DON'T WANT THAT

eunsuen:
gosh

eunsuen:
okay I'll stop

eunsuen:
I'm just really glad you're feeling better today

kim.seokjin:
yay :D

eunsuen:
did you have dinner??

kim.seokjin:
yes i ate a lot today

kim.seokjin:
i went to hang out with the others

kim.seokjin:
i haven't been joining them recently and they were getting worried so today i treated them to a bbq restaurant

kim.seokjin:
AND I LITERALLY ATE SO MUCH YOU WOULDN'T EVEN BELIEVE THEY KEPT LAUGHING SEEING ME PIGGING OUT LMFAO

kim.seokjin:
NOW I REALLY THINK I SHOULD DO A MUKBANG SHOW CALLED EATJIN WHAT DO YA THINK?

eunsuen:
I THINK IT WOULD BE PERFECT

eunsuen:
PLEZ DON'T FORGET ME WHEN YOU'RE FAMOUS

kim.seokjin:
of course i wont I'll give you my autographs in a discount

eunsuen:
i actually laughed

kim.seokjin:
glad to make you laugh ;)

kim.seokjin:
how about you
what did you do today

eunsuen:
nothing much staying at home studying

eunsuen:
OH I HAVEN'T TOLD YOU THIS JIN

eunsuen:
JIMIN AND JUNGKOOK BECAME MY FRIENDS TOO I THINK

eunsuen:
I MEAN I ONLY STARTED TALKING TO THEM THROUGH TAEHYUNG BUT

eunsuen:
JIMIN IS REALLY NICE AND JUNGKOOK DOESN'T TALK MUCH I THOUGHT HE WAS ARROGANT TBH BUT HES LIKE THE MOST MEMEY PERSON EVER

eunsuen:
jungkook was shy at first cause that's what it looks like lmao

kim.seokjin:
I'M SO GLAD FOR YOU BIH

kim.seokjin:
look at our awkward emo eunsuen making friends and talking about them

kim.seokjin:
makes me so proud i can't even- :')

eunsuen:
^^ i made jinnie proud

kim.seokjin:
jinnie?

eunsuen:
yep i gave you a nickname
you don't like it?

kim.seokjin:
i don't like it

kim.seokjin:
I LOVE IT

eunsuen:
almost gave me a heart attack there

kim.seokjin:
haha it's cute

kim.seokjin:
just like you ;)

eunsuen:
STOP IT

kim.seokjin:
aw our eunsuennie is blushing

eunsuen:
eunsuennie i-

kim.seokjin:
why you want me to call you darling?

eunsuen:
stop teasing me

eunsuen:
hey jin?

kim.seokjin:
yeah??

eunsuen:
are you alright?

kim.seokjin:
again asking that?

eunsuen:
i don't know.. you just sound off to me idk why

kim.seokjin:
how?

kim.seokjin:
don't i seem like my usual self?

eunsuen:
yes you do but there's just something

eunsuen:
i don't know what it is

kim.seokjin:
why can i fool everyone but not you

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kim.seokjin:
maybe it's because i threw up today haha

eunsuen:
what??

kim.seokjin:
yeah cause i ate too much

kim.seokjin:
but it's okay now

eunsuen:
jin

eunsuen:
you shouldn't hide it if you're not okay

eunsuen:
not in front of your friends not in front of anyone

eunsuen:
you didn't have to eat a lot and make them laugh so they'd stop worrying

eunsuen:
they want to worry for you
care for you

eunsuen:
and it's okay making people close to us worried that's only humane

kim.seokjin:
I'm okay eunsuen

kim.seokjin:
i really am

kim.seokjin:
i don't know why you're getting so worked up over such a trivial matter

eunsuen:
you aren't trivial

kim.seokjin:
stop making me want to cry

kim.seokjin:
can't i pretend to be happy like I've done for most of my life

eunsuen:
I'm sorry...

kim.seokjin:
I'm going to sleep

eunsuen:
jin wait

eunsuen:
I'm so sorry if made you angry i really am

eunsuen:
please don't be mad i just worry a lot

kim.seokjin:
and that's what i hate, people worrying

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kim.seokjin:
because that's the thing that makes me want to live on only to suffer more

message not sent

kim.seokjin:
don't worry eunsuen

kim.seokjin:
and of course I'm not mad

kim.seokjin:
I'm just tired and feel a little sick I'd feel better after a good sleep

eunsuen:
okay

kim.seokjin:
goodnight

kim.seokjin went offline

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a/n: write something good in this comment section for someone who is going through a tough time. cause i know a lot of people reading this fanfic could really need some of those, maybe you too.