Kai's POV
  I didn't know what happened while I was remembering all the memories. It seemed like I was in a trance. But then, I felt like something missed. My hand wasn't holding something anymore. I was back in the room with my mind. I saw Nya on the floor. Then I realised that I might hold her tighter when I felt too much emotion but without meaning to. I lay down to her. She had no pulse. I completely freaked out. I already had tears on my cheeks, but they started to flow again.
    'No! You can't die! Nya, hold on! Don't leave me! Please!' I said pushing up her chest, but it had no effect.
    'Come on, Nya! Wake up!' I said. Then I realised. I killed Nya. I killed my own sister. The only person who loved me unconditionally, even when I hurt her. She only tried to save me and now she's dead.
   'No! Nya, don't leave me! Please! You are the only one that really tried to save me! You didn't give up on me. I'm not going to give up on you!'
   I took her in my arms and got her to the hospital. I was waiting out, while they tried to save her. While waiting, I started to remember everything. How I hurt Nya, mental and most important physical. Only then I remembered seeing bruises on every ninja, but I couldn't believe I hurt my sister.
   'I am so sorry! We couldn't save her.' the doctor said.
   I started to cry. 'No! No, you must try it again! I'm not going to lose her! She's my only family.'
   'We are sorry! You can go and see her, before we sent her corpse to the morgue.'

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