Am I really someone you care for or am I somebody you dont want to hurt cause I'm sensitive or just somebody that just cause other people misery and to be hated please can you tell me who am I and what is the real purpose of me and my life and our friendship is our friendship something that you want cause I'm helpless or just you want to be nice cause of everything I've been through I'm sorry it's just I don't understand cause people make fun of me cause I have to cry myself to sleep and that I tried to kill myself and that I cut everyone tell me I'm a useless and helpless bitch and they said if you want to be someone friend you to be close to them and I thought well maybe I don't have any friends cause everyone say that I'm doing everything for attention and that I only bring misery to people so if that's true to most people I talk to then I'm sorry it's just that nobody cares for me accept my friends
Those are the only people that care for me so if yall are reading this please know I care for youit's just I might not be writing anymore cause of all this stress and pressure and depression