Berthold X Reader

Enjoi~
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You sighed, walking around the halls of the old HQ of the Survey Corps, the squad successfully retrived Eren back from Reiner and... Him... You couldn't even bring up to say his name. When you found out Berthold was a titan-shifter and he was the Colossal Titan, it's like everything had shattered.

You like him, you like him so much, but you were shy that you couldn't say it to him, and now, you may never will.

You entered your room, closing the door behind you and plopping down your bed, you still couldn't believe it, tears streamed down your face. And you couldn't believe you actually liked him, you wished that maybe, you would say it to him.

I like you, B-B-Ber, I can't even think of his name anymore! You thought and rolled around, groaning while tears streams down your (e/c) eyes.

I wish I could see you one more time, and tell you, I like you, you muttered and closed your eyes, hoping to get some rest.

-With Berthold and the gang-

(Berthold's P.O.V)

I wish I could see her, and apologize for not telling her... But I guess I may never see, her. But..... Maybe I could, tonight.

I sighed as I looked up to the starry sky, hugging my knees close, I wish I could see her, her beautiful silky (h/c) hair, and look into her (e/c) orbs that looked like jewels, I stood up.

"Bert?" Reiner asked as he looked up at me.

"I'm going somewhere... I'll be back," I said as I looked down the wall, I will meet her, if I can't talk to her, then at least see her.

"Well, hurry up and go, just don't get your ass arrested," Ymir said and looked back up the sky.

I sighed as I went down, and went all the way to the old HQ, making sure I'm not noticed, I will see her, talk to her if I could. Then I'll be fine...

-Back to you-

You gripped your blanket as a nightmare came thought your mind.

You ran around this forest, it was dark, dark and you didn't have any source of light. You only knew it was a forest when the moonlight came past the cloudy dark sky. You were only running. Just running, and behind you was a figure. You didn't knew who. Tears streamed down your face as you just looked infront and ran your way.

Then, lightning flashed and you looked back, seeing a Titan, who was already coming and going to grab you. Along the way, you screamed, and tried to run but the Titan already grabbed you, you pounded, and saw it's face, tears came down. And the Titan opened its mouth and ready to devour you but...

You gasped as you awoke, thankful it was only a dream, sighing you lied down, but your mind was still awake.

You remembered that one time, that one time you had a nightmare.

You cried and held your knees close as you compacted yourself, you just woken from a nightmare and it was scary.

The door opened and Berthold stood there, looking at you and sweating.

"(Y/n)?" He asked you but you kept on crying. He didn't knew what to do so he just went in and hugged you, hoping the comfort will make you feel better.

"What's wrong?" He asked, and looked down your state.

"I-I had a nightmare, and everywhere, there was death and blood, and... and... so so many dead bodies while the Titans devoured them," you said and went back to crying, "It was horrible."

Berthold patted your head, and he was happy he felt you soft hair, "It's okay, it's just a dream," he said to you and you managed to get yourself together.

"T-thank you," you muttered as you hugged him back, and he blushed.

"A-Anytime, (Y-Y/n)," he stammered, completely embarassed.

You groaned, thought you still couldn't believe it, you just still never can push away those feelings.

The wind blew hard that it opened your window, you stood up and almost closed it again if you didn't spot a figure, and for your opinion, that figure is tall.

"(Y/n)?" A familiar voice called your name, too familiar for your taste. You looked down and gaped, down below, was...

Berthold.

"Berthold! What are you doing here?" You asked, he managed to swing from below to your window and you couldn't help but be happy and angry and worried.

"I came here to see you," he said once he entered your room, tears welled down your face and you hugged him for no reason.

"I-I can't believe it," you murmured.

"Believe what?" He asked, looking down at your small figure.

"You're the Colossal Titan, I still can't believe you are that Titan and I-" you trailed off, you sighed and wiped away your tears, "I-I c-can't believe I love you."

Berthold's eyes widened, "Y-You love me?"

"I do, you bastard!" You exclaimed not too loud.

Berthold smiled and leaned closer and kissed you, tears then streamed down your face and you kissed back, he hugged you close and you both parted for air.

"I love you too, (Y/n)... But I can't be with you..." Berthold looked down, and you kissed his cheek.

"I'll be with you, Bert," you said.

"You will? But how about the others?" Berthold looked at you with wide eyes.

"I'm already sued for falling in love with a Titan-shifter, and who is the Colossal Titan. I think I can't be the same after that," you said, and he hugged you.

"You're sure?" He asked you.

"I'm sure," you said, and you both went out the HQ and to the forest before sunrise.

Life has been good, but it was hard since you guys were always on the run. But you didn't care.

I couldn't believe you are a titan-shifter and I'm madly in love with you.

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Huzzah, another horrible one-shot of eehhh.

Mumu: At least you finally not stop writing when it comes to the kissing part.

A bit, maybe not when I'm writing my favorite characters. Owh weille...

Ta-ta Vonnies~!

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