Self hatred

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You did this to yourself, Alyssa.

W...What? But...I was only trying to help her...

But you hurt her. You should've stayed out of it. It was her relationship, not yours.

...I just told her what I thought...isn't that doing the right thing..?

No, you idiot. Not only did you break them up, but because of you, she could've died.

.......

You hurt her.

.......

What? Nothing to say for yourself?

.....Please leave me alone......

.........

.......?

You're a complete imbecile.

Monday, 9:55pm.
New message.

Jay
Hey

The_True_Child
Heyy

Jay
So I made a mistake

The_True_Child
Oh no

Jay
I said something self-conscious. Then Aaron um...agreed. Which is odd.

The_True_Child
Send me a screenshot.

Jay
K

Jay sent a photo.

Jay
So uhhh idk if he actually caught what I was trying to say or he knew and I'm not kicking myself over nothing.

The_True_Child
It sounds like he knew.

Jay
Well ow.

The_True_Child
And uh if he did wtf

Jay
Great so now I need to kick myself.

The_True_Child
No you need to kick him

Jay
Well um you can talk to him

Jay
DON'T MENTION WHY

The_True_Child
Right

Jay
Don't mention me either.

Jay
Well...you know what I'm saying.

The_True_Child
Okay, Jewls.

Monday, 10:12pm.
New message.

Jay
Are u talking to him

The_True_Child
Yea I am

The_True_Child
Screenshot?

Jay
Mhm

The_True_Child sent a photo.

Jay
That's weird

The_True_Child
How?

Jay
I have this gut feeling that something's off

Jay
I hope he's alright

The_True_Child
Maybe something's wrong irl

The_True_Child
Has he ever talked about things like that?

Jay
Well his brothers are moving away

Jay
But he didn't want me to comfort him. He just shrugged me off

Jay
Then he went to the hospital about his throat and didn't tell me when he left the hospital only until I texted in panic

Jay
I was freaking out

The_True_Child
So he's the type who doesn't like pity. I understand. I'm the same way.

Jay
And the week before I addressed him bout being cold to me he told me he didn't know why he did it

The_True_Child
Well that could mean he's bottling things up.

Jay
But that's weird because he always comes to me when he's sad

The_True_Child
Idk Jewls. He probably doesn't want you to worry

Jay
That doesn't make sense

The_True_Child
Give it time

Monday, 11:25pm.
New message.

Jay
I can't do it

The_True_Child
I can do it for you

The_True_Child
But I'm serious here

Jay
Yeah I know he's having doubts

The_True_Child
But they could be about you, Jewls.

The_True_Child
That happens in long distance relationships

The_True_Child
Trust just becomes broken

Jay
That's funny...

Jay
I'm always the one to trust him, even though I have reasons not to

The_True_Child
Jewls I'm gonna tell you my honest opinion and I'm not gonna hold back here, okay?

Jay
Okay

The_True_Child
The way I see it, if you're really and truly in love, that person will make you feel like you are enough. But if you're doubting yourself because of the person you're with, they might not be right for you. That's just how I feel.

Jay
Should I bring it up then?

The_True_Child
Go for it. But think about what I said.

Tuesday, 12:18am.
New Message.

Jay sent a photo.

Jay sent a photo.

Jay sent a photo.

Jay sent a photo.

Jay sent a photo.

The_True_Child
Jewls, I'm serious. You two aren't working out. It needs to be cut off.

Jay
Alyssa I can't breathe

Jay
I can't do this shit

The_True_Child
Jewls just breathe

Jay
I need to be alone right now.....

Jay
If I don't show up tomorrow

Jay
You can trust me when I say I never will

The_True_Child
Jewlia. Don't you dare do anything stupid.

Jay
Goodbye

Jay
I love you

The_True_Child
Jewlia!

The_True_Child
No..

The_True_Child
I have so many things I need to say to you

The_True_Child
I can't leave all these things left unsaid...

The_True_Child
Jewlia!! Please talk to me!!

The_True_Child
JEWLIA PLEASE

Tuesday, 1:05am.
New message sent.

The_True_Child
I can't lose you, Jewls.....


I messed up so bad, guys........
I....don't want to say this again, but I honestly hate me right now.....

~Aly

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