I just kept walking my shoulders rising up and down stretching my skin showing my muscle, I was a lean, mean wolf that was now upset, a growl continued to rumble all through my being echoing around my very skeleton, my claws tapping the rock as I walked and my pads under my feet scratching as I ran.

I knew Fili was racing after me but I never slowed I just kept prowling down the deep dark rock, my thoughts fixed on my husband and how I was going to kill the elves responsible, I walked past Tauriel knocking my paw against her leg and nearly knocking her back wards. I roamed the forest, a ledge led me to a path where I stood lifting my head up into the sky, howling painfully under the stars, my heart was broken, never to be fixed again, tears dribbled down my fur as I howled loudly.

A few other normal wolves howled back to me in reply, the sound comforting me as they shared in my grief, I wished Tauriel never removed the shard from my heart, I should have stayed dead. I was in half a mind to cut my heart out and die, I could see the earth soon turned yellow from my eyes glowing with anger, I had no bark left only pines but I could feel that soon I would be all bite, my ears just flopped against my neck in my pain a loud pine escaping from my lips, before my trembling paws just collapsed from under me. Kilis death hit me hard, I missed my poor husband, I didn't have the strength to carry on I was ready to give it all up just to be with him, even if it meant leaving my son.

My warm crystal tears soon dribbled down my soft fur and on to my paws, I was a broken wolf and there was no fixing me, my heart was torn in two, never to love again, I heard the ting of a sword against armour, my ears didn't lift or twitch they just laid against my neck, i didn't even turn my head I just stayed staring down in the valley crying my last for Kili. A hand rested on my back, again no reaction.

"We're moving Kili to Erebor you're welcome to come with us, but we all understand if you need your space" Fili told me, I still didn't respond, I remained as still as a statue. Fili sighed and then stood up. "For mahals sake Abrax, he was your husband, my brother you should be at his side, not moping around!" He yelled.

'So much for understand I need space!' I thought. My ears soon flicked up and a growl rippled through my body, my legs found the strength they needed and steadily I pushed. Y body up, I towered above Fili a snarl appearing on my face.

" I cared for Kili more then you would ever know, he was my everything, so don't you dare accuse me of moping around!" I snarled, lowering ,y body getting ready to attack if I had

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