Viết ngày 15/02/2016 ( raw - nhưng mà có chỉnh sửa đôi chút trong quá trình đọc lại khi đăng )

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I finally get it why they call it "falling in love". Because love is like a rabit hole ( a shit hole to be precise ) and once you fall down, there's no way out, you just keep falling and falling, deeper and deeper, darker and darker, there's just no light at the end of the hole, oh and you don't even get to know if there's an actual ( happy ) ending of the shit hole, let alone see it. You can't just fall out of love all of a sudden, just like you can not fall out of a hole when you in it, and the worst part is when that particular hole get bigger and shift right into your heart. The hole in your heart, the scar that just doesn't heal itself.

But eventually, you find a way to get used to it, you find a way to land yourself on the ground. Even if it's a dark sad place, at least you're stable now, well that until you start falling again somehow on the ground. ( http://chiasenhac.com/mp3/us-uk/u-pop/holy-ground~taylor-swift~1446460.html )

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