I grip the chair arm tight-- to calm myself down and remind me that I'm at open place. I need to calm down. Miya currently smile with a blush in her face while looking at me-- to look my reaction.

I smile in exciting face and clap my hands slowly. I smile wide and congrats her. I don't know but I feel that my leg suddenly tremble. Gosh, not this time.

I keep fighting my ownself to hold my own desire and urge. It's not an easy thing to do okay.

"This morning, he look in a good mood though after we wake up" She said again and her cheeks keep blushing with her own story. So it is confirm that Alucard like her?

That asshole, I should just killed them two. This really make me disappointed with all fake hope and jealousy. I keep to put my face in a smile while look at Miya. I almost can't control myself because of the urge to kill her and the jealousy flowing in my body.

"Let's celebrate your progress Miya. Come to my house this night, let's have some drink together alright, plus let's overnight at my place okay?" I said and my head automatically arrange the strategy to make her fall into my trap.

At first, she look hesitate but she slowly nod and agree with my proposal.

"Alright, I'm fine with it. I'll come at 11 p.m. alright? Besides, it's just the two of us right? We can have a talk how to make me confess to him!" She said in exciting tone.

Have a talk your ass. Just wait for your fate this night. Count how many hours you have until the god of death take your live. You should know your place dumbass.

"Alright, by the way it's noon already. I'm sorry but have something to do. See you this night. Don't bring anything I'll prepare everything for you. It's your first success right?" I said as I stand up and grab my bag.

"Okay then, It's good to talk to you. See you this night! I hope we have a good time!" She said and wave her hand to me. I wave back my hand to bid her farewell as I quickly get out from the cafe.

As soon I step out from the cafe, I collapse into the floor. My whole body start to shiver. I hate myself for this! It's yesterday the last time I killed a person and yet, what with this urge?!

Suddenly a random person offer his hand to me. I look at that person. It's a guy with a
good-looking face.

"Need some help young miss?" He ask me. I slowly put my hand in his as I start to stand up  but still, I keep shivering and he's the one who support me. I know my whole body start to be cold.

"Miss, are you alright? We can take a rest at my house is not that far away. Here let me help you" He said as he lift me so sudden. I didn't refuse as I really need to see blood right now.

I'm sorry, but the one who help me will always be the victim. It's just a two block away from his apartment. It's really not that far.

As we got there he put me on the sofa as I rest comfortably on it. It's your own fault to help me man. He suddenly offers me a glass of water and sit opposite of me. I take it and drink it. It's kinda help a little.

"Thank you for helping me. Are you living alone or what?" I ask him. Trying to look sociable.

"Ah yes" He said and he keep looking at me. The atmosphere becoming weird. He stared at me in a long time and suddenly both of his hand he put it in the sofa- he's trapping me.

"What are you doing?" I ask and look brave towards him.

"You know, you're beautiful enough with your petite body. I like it" He said as he face becoming close to me. This is so sudden, out of nowhere.

I can feel his breath in my face. Plus, with his good-looking face, who can not resist though? And Alucard already make it with that girl. So can't I?

My hand slowly reach to his face and cup his cheeks. I know this is so random. But who knows that my urge can dissapeared with this kind of method?

"Well, why don't you make the move? I'm just follow with the flow" I said as my fingers touch his lips.

And my first ever experience happened with some random guy.

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Don't hate me with this chap. I'm sorry 😛