BLUE

The next few days were really normal... Like normal, normal not Jake normal. I'd been avoiding my friends ever since that day I almost told Claire my secret. 

I didn't know what else to do, because, for me to 'almost' say it, means I can say it. If not for mom, I wonder what could have actually happened.

Lisa had called a lot after that day an sent texts of me avoiding her and all that. I wasn't the kind of person to snub so I decided to tell her I had personal problems.

Well, apart from Stephen, I don't think I talked much to other people. Stephen kinda noticed that I had stopped talking to them and decided to stick around. I'd say it wasn't needed, but it was. I enjoyed his company. I aslo made new friends cause of that too, but not so close. That's how I wanted it. Not too close to me.

There was Felix, Anne, Roy, May. The F.A.R.M. group. Not the most constructive name, but they all had their characters. They were really cool guys, with interesting lives and ideas. Though they were all from rich families and all that. I was surprised cause they didn't really act like one

Felix is a funny guy, like damn funny, cool funny and cocky if I may add. Anne is this cool headed girl, talkative just like me, and fun to hang out with.
Roy too and May! They were almost the same, like they were siblings or something.

Lisa and Claire were cautious not to run into me and I was really glad they understood my position. I loved them that I had to stay away from them.

"Yo B!" Felix shouted my name. We were at this restaurant, owned by Felix's dad. He said it was our treat for completing all our works on time that week. The F.A.R.M. and B. Felix was sponsoring us. " Have you read this book, 'The Murder List'?"

"I think I have... I've read a lot of book Fee, I can't remember the tittle of every single one of them."

"It's about this hot girl that something something happened and she meets a detective and something something happened again and they like each other. Ooh love is so sweet and then they.... You know?"

"You sound like there's a knot loose in your brain." I told him. "You didn't even make a correct sentence."

"Urgh, you're not disgusted at all? That's Blue for you. But you guys?"and he burst out laughing stupidly. "May looks like a tomato right now." We all laughed at that.

I couldn't help but laugh with them. I mean, who wouldn't? They were that fun.

Things hadn't been that fun for me since decided to give myself some space from my besties. Sometimes though, Lisa and I text each other on WhatsApp about school stuff, but I felt somehow bad for my decision. We hardly ever finished our conversation though.

After lunch with F.A.R.M, I decided to stay in the restaurant. I didn't feel like going home. The house would make me feel caged. Mom won't be around as well.  My mind drifted to what Jake would probably be doing. Wait, why am I thinking bout that guy? I should stay away from him.

And like deja vu, he was right in front of me...

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I'm so sorry​ if it's too short. Like I said, I have problems so my chapters will be a little bit shorter than normal but I promise to edit soon and make them better.

Thank you for understanding. Love you guys😘..