I'm a loser

How pathetic can i be?

Even in this second chance that was given to me I failed, again.

You are injured, again.

I failed to protect my brother.

I..failed.

I'm afraid.. i don't want to lose them again.

"Stop that thoughts", a voice said to him, Taufan is surprised with the sudden command.

"....sorry.", Taufan answered, he looks unenergetic, is it because of the nightmare? Or it is because of Hali's injury? He didn't know either.

Taufan can hear a sigh from the Reverse, "you really- , nevermind, four hours from now we will practice. You should get used with my power."

"So that you can protect your brothers and stop haunting yourself with that thoughts.", the Reverse said to Taufan.

Taufan can feel sincerity in his voice, the Reverse's voice sounds like he is worried for some reason.

Taufan chuckled, he think it's kinda funny how the reverse show his feelings that he never showed before. "Okay, please teach me well."
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"Taufan, you should eat first. Hali is still in the shower." , Gempa said to Taufan, he bring a plate filled with rice and vegetables, and also some protein.

Taufan is silent for a bit, he take the plate, "thanks,Gempa." He said as he smiles.

Gempa sit down beside him, watching Taufan who started eating. Gempa's face looks so worried, "Taufan, are you okay?" After hestitating for a while, He asked carefully.

Taufan's eyes is now locked with his eyes, Taufan let out an understanding smile, "of course! Sorry for making you worried."

Gempa smiled, he wanted to ask more. He already feel it from a while ago, but Taufan seems to bear something alone and hides it.

"You can tell me you know..whatever you are feeling right now. I will do whatever i can to help.", Gempa said to Taufan, his face still looks worried.

Taufan eyes got wider a little, and he smiled. "You are so cute Gempa."

"Lend me your shoulder then, i want to put my head on it." ,Taufan said, he didn't show any emotions, but he looks sad for some reason.

Gempa nodded and let Taufan rest his head on Gempa's shoulder.

"..you too Gempa..", Taufan said to him with a soft voice.

"If there's something bothering you, i'm always here..", he said as he smiles.

And even if i'm no longer here-

Gempa smiled, "thank you." He said to Taufan. He didn't try to pry on Taufan's secret anymore for now.

The truth is when he saw Taufan who looks so terrified after Hali went home injured, Gempa's heart is hurting for some reason. It feels like he can't bear seeing Taufan's hurtful expression.

You looks like you are desperately trying to protect something.

Is it just my imagination?

Taufan move his head from Gempa's shoulder and he continue to eat.

"You will be a great hero, you know.", he suddenly said to Gempa.

Gempa laughed, "what was that, are you a fortune-teller?"

Taufan smiled, he stare on his plate, "maybe i should be a fortune-teller instead."

Gempa smiled, "why? You are gonna be a hero just like me.", he said as he ruffled Taufan's hair.

That words, Taufan didn't know what to say after hearing that words.

"Nah, i think being a fortune teller is way cooler for me." , Taufan said as he smiled.

"..in the future, my brothers will be a great Superheroes, joining a super cool organization, travel around the galaxy, and be Happy forever." , Taufan said with a smile.

A sincere smile that filled with hope, and sadness.

Gempa take the plate and the spoon from Taufan's hand, he feed Taufan,
"No, you are not talented as a fortune teller."

"Huh?"

"Your future-reading is all false.", Gempa said as he smiled.

Taufan's heart feels like it stopped, "w-what do you mean?"

Did he know?did he know About what will happened to them? About the cruel fate that haunted us?

Taufan's heart is beating fast, he is scared. So many what-ifs filled his mind.

"Because the real future is, Boboiboy will be a great superheroes, including all of his elements, and they all lives happily ever after." , Gempa said as he smiled gently.

Taufan's eyes got wider after hearing Gempa's words. His heart is hurting for some reason. But he is also relieved.

"Ah, yes.", Taufan said as he smiled.

"Now i will lose my fortune-telling career too. ", he said as he laughed.

Gempa laughed too, "yes, and you will switch into a superhero that will protect everything from evil.", he said sincerely with his gentle voice.

Taufan smiled hearing this, sometimes Gempa's positive Aura can always heal him.

"....If it means i can protect you guys, then i'll try to be one too.", he answered as he smiled.

Click

The bathroom's door is slowly opened. Revealing a figure with wet hair.

"How many times should i tell you that you have to wear your clothes inside, unless you are in your room.", Gempa sighed after he saw Hali.

"But it's uncomfortable to wear clothes inside the bathroom, i still wear towel anyway.", Hali answered.

Gempa really want to say something again, but Taufan quickly drag Hali, "i'll treat his injuries, Gempa you should rest! Anyway, thank you for the food."

Gempa sighed, "you should rest more too,Taufan. You still looks pale"

Taufan nodded and gave him a big grin, "don't worry!" He answered.

"Now, Hali let me see your wounds?" , Taufan said after they arrived inside the red room that filled with black stuffs.

"It's only a scratch.", Hali said to him.

"It's still hurting you.", Taufan answered.

Hali is silent, he still can't get over Taufan's expression when he said that he should be careful next time with such a sad smile, or Taufan's reaction when he got this injuries.

He remembered that time where Taufan had a nightmare and cried as he searched for his brothers.

And he also remembers Blaze words.

"Taufan, i'm fine.", Hali said to him.

"Yeah, i know, i'll make it quick don't worry.", Taufan said as he rub the wound with antiseptic.

"No, i mean, i'm fine, i really am.", Hali said to him.

"Huh?" , Taufan is now facing him with a confused face.

"That's why, you can rest assured. You dont have to feel scared anymore, we are fine." , Hali said to him.

Taufan's eyes is widening for a bit, is it really obvious?

"I'm sorry, i just-" , Taufan's words got cutted.

"I'm not blaming you, no one is blaming you.", Hali said.

"It's just..we are worried." , Hali said to Taufan.

Taufan smiled, "thank you." He said.

I will try not to make you guys worried anymore.

////author's note////

Sooo i've uploaded all the chapters i prepared :"

I will try to write again after my writer block is gone, and also i still have 2 mid exams left so i'm sorry if i updates slower :(