so...

i started (trying and failing) to learn katakana

... there's so many characters... how do i do this...

there's like 76 characters and i only know 3 (and that's only because they're similar to hangul kms)

also, my best friend is pretty sure i'm a failure at life

i just wanted to bring a friend because i didn't wanna go alone but he twists the entire thing and later says soz u cant bring koreans to my wedding

sighs

but at the end i found out that he was just making sure i didn't bring my ex because, for some reason, my best friend hates my ex more than i do

more sighs

and my friend, to whom i rant about my taesexuality to, is no help

she keeps giving me prompts and i keep dying

someone save me im doomed

micha knows what she's talking (or snapping?) about LMAO

and i keep finding excessively innuendo filled shots of taehyung while i watch old vlives and i swear i'm so shook rn like

what do i do with my life

why does this exist

wHY

yes you better, don't need you clawi-- //slapped

i have some ideas--- //slapped

why does this sentence make me wanna jump off my balcony

ohmygod i need to calm down with all these innuendos this is so unhealthy for me i need fLUFF

speaking of fluff, i posted some of my oneshots on tumblr just for the sake of it, and im not really active there so i checked my notifs yesterday and saw some really soft comments on my angst oneshots T_T honestly, tumblr and ao3 comments make me so happy, and san read my one shot called '(so) far away' and i have yet to get over the shock that she actually r ea d it omgf gfd

her reaction is so cute i love her i wanna protect her and pat her hair and cuddle her and do lots of other homoromantic stuff sighh

there were a lot of other cute messages from people who read my yoongi oneshot and honestly i was so happy to see these omfg

like omg??? hello rly cute humans??? thank you for reading my shit works????

i got an anonymous comment and i really wish i knew who this was because i wanna call them cute

like omg this is so sweet thank you a lot T_T

i've been trying every week for the past month to get into the bts fancafe and i always get a question or two wrong because google translate always fucks up the grammar and twists the questions siiighs,,,,,

but last week i got all the questions right and i still can't get into the fancafe because you have to stream their mv from a korean streaming site and i can't even buy the song using my credit card u g h i really want to get into the fancafe to recommend kero kero bonito to jungkook jdgffgdfgfg the struggles of an i-army

i honestly love him so much he's my favorite human being jfdgdrfgdg he makes me so happy

so does hoseok

wow imagine thinking hoseok is ugly wow i cant relate he's fucking beautiful i'll fight

gtg jet

ps. saika and hikari are cuties ilysm ♥