Previously:

"What did you find?" I asked him. I really want to know what he found in Elsa's DNA. I hope it's nothing bad. I hope it can lead us to Elsa, I'm so messed up without her. It's not if we find her it's when we find her. We have to find her and I hope her blood will lead us to where she could be or have been. My uncle put his hand my shoulder and cleared his throat hopefully before he starts talking.

"Jack, we found....

Present:

Jack P.O.V

"We found ice in her blood DNA and we are not sure if ice had mixed with her blood in that house and I even went through her medical report and she has only once been to a doctor and that was when that car accident happened. The strange thing is that there is no record that she was born witch means she wasn't born in a hospital. Is there something you know about her that would give us any clue where she could be?" My uncle asked me. Ice? How can there be ice when it's only autumn and it hasn't started snowing yet not even night frost. It's strange to say night frost because Frost is my surname. This is so strange like she wasn't born in a hospital and has no medical report about her birth but she only knows her birthday. If she wasn't born in a hospital than where? What were he parents thinking exactly? Wait we could always ask her parents, maybe they just moved her somewhere or they let her go.

"We can try as he parents but other than that I have no idea where she can be. When I was with her she was a closed book and only told me what I was allowed to know and besides I didn't knew her very long. Just long enough to care fore her" I told him sadly. I just wish i had known that her parents were making her life miserable, I could have stopped it a long time ago but I didn't and I will regret it for the rest of my life. I just hope she will forgive me, I really want her to be my girlfriend. Then I will propose to her and we get married and have children even live happily ever after. I know I sound very girly but I can't help it i just want to live happily ever after with Elsa by my side and mini Elsa's and mini me. That would be so amazing but I don't know if she feels the same way about me and probably never will. But I have to try to make her fall in love with me as soon as we find her and we will find her I just know it. I feel it in my heart.

"That could be a problem" my uncle said and looked at me before putting the paper he was holding on the table beside us. Why would that be a problem. We are just talking to her parents, they can't be that bad can they? Of course not. I have seen in movies that they are handcuffed when they talk to the police. I don't know how it is in real life that is only what I've seen in movies. It would be cool if it is like that but I think it's a little cooler in the movies than in reality I mean in movies there are only actors but in reality it's real criminals that have murder people and stuff like that. There should be no problem problem at all right? Why does my life always have a problem and especially when it comes to Elsa, I just want to have her back, back in my arms. I want to be there for her when she needs a shoulder to cry, be there to hug her when she needs a hug, be there to kiss all of her scars as a sings that I love her even if she has then, I want to tell her she is beautiful ever single day, I want to kiss her and be there for her when she needs someone, and most of all I want to love her and make her feel loved. We just have to find her and then I can do all of these things for her.

"Why would it be a problem? Can't we or you just talk to them?" I asked him. He looked at me with a little sadness and fear in his eyes, what is that all about? I hope it's nothing bad. I don't have the energy to cry anymore because I think I cried all the tears that I have. I know that it's not manly to cry but a man who shows his feeling is a true man and a man who cries for his love he is a true man. I would look all my life if I have to only to find Elsa and I'm speaking nothing but the truth. I love her so much that even words can't explain how much I love her and words can't because love is a feeling and emotion that you have to figure out yourself. I would give my life just to keep Elsa save and I would fight for her every single day if I have to. I really want to make her mine. Call me selfish but she belongs to me and only me. I will make sure of that, no other man can have her or they have to go through me.

"Elsa's parents broke out of jail and we have have no idea where they are or how they got out in the first place but my theory is that they know how the jail looks like and know every exit to get out and something tells me that they have been in jail before but there record does not say anything about them ever begin in jail" he said with little of embarrassment and ashame in his voice. WHAT??? HOW CAN THEY BREAK OUT OF JAIL, THIS IS JAIL FOR GOD SAKE. This makes me so furious I just want to break something right now. They could be with Elsa and be torture her more even kill her. I can't think of them killing her it pain's me so much when I think about her screaming and begging them to stop hurting her. And then take her life, I just can't imagine that to happen. We need to find her and fast before they do if they don't already know where she is witch I hope they don't. Maybe she just got away from them and is trying to come back. I really hope that I must look at the bright side of this all and not the dark side. I know Elsa is life but I have no idea where she can be but I vow that I will find her and when I do I will love her like never before.

Elsa P.O.V

I woke up and I think it's still night because it's dark outside but I have no idea what the time is. There is no damm clock in this room and even in this castle, I don't understand how they can live without a clock. I know clocks are sometimes really annoying but they are important and I really want to know what time it is now and just always. I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror and I see the most ugliest person alive. I wish I could just die already or at least feel pain again. I looked around for something sharp for me to cut but nothing wait there must be knives in the kitchen. But there is only one problem and that is that there are so many guards around the castle that is impossible for me to get to the kitchen. Wait I know I just make an excuse and I know exactly what excuse I could use. I just hope this works, wish me luck. I don't know what will happen if I get busted but I shouldn't think about that I just want to cut, I want that more than anything in this world and maybe I want death but while I am alive all I want is to cut and I will do anything to cut.

'You got that right'

A voice said. Who said that? I looked around but nothing, no one is in the room except me. This is very strange, oh well it must have been my imagination since there is no one here except me of course. But maybe it was in my head like I'm always seeing and hearing someone talk but that is always in my dreams. Maybe this is a dream. I pinch myself to see if I'm dreaming or not. Oww definitely not dreaming. So if I'm not dreaming and there is no one here so it must be in my head. It's not my imagination so it's a voice in my head. I think so at least but I just have to ask this voice who they are if they are not my imagination for sure. But I'm sure there is a voice in my head, I'm positive that there is a voice in my head.

'Looks like we've got a winner'

The voice said again in a really annoying and sarcastic tone. Is this person that boring about me. I heard that this is a woman's voice no better say girl's voice it looks like this girl is not young or that is how I hear her speak like she is a teenager like me. This girl can hear my thoughts and that can only means that she is inside my head. Maybe I can talk to her. Maybe not but she can talk to me that must mean I can't talk to her. Anyway I'm about to go to the kitchen to find a life remember and me still inside this room thinking about a voice that is inside my head is only making me wait. I have been waiting for so many days to cut and now I can finally cut if my plan works, wait it's not if it's will as in the plan will work and I will cut.

'Your smarter than you look you know, and I know your wondering who I am well you just have to wait a little while longer until I can tell you but first you have to cut. You want to punish yourself then do it. Nobody would care if you die so why don't you just cut until your bleeding to death, you don't need a painful death just to die. Just think about it this is what everyone wants you to do then what is keeping you from doing it? What is keeping you from killing yourself? Jack would love if you just disappeared from the world and die, he wants you to die. And don't get me started with your parents they hate you and you would do them a favor by dying. Everyone would be happy if you die. And think about yourself you want to die, don't you want to be free from this cruel world? Then do yourself a favor and just end it already.'

The voice said and now that I think about it she is right you know. I really want to end all of this and just die but somehow I feel like I have to stay alive like I'm needed somewhere but I don't know where. This is strange feeling but i can't think about that now that I have to cut. I opened the door slowly do not make any noise and I sneaked out of the room. I saw a guard and obviously he saw because he walked my way. Because I have never been I to the kitchen I have no idea where it is or even how it looks like but I'm gonna find that out as soon as I get there. I just have to ask the guard where it is and I hope is too stupid to let me alone into the kitchen.

"Miss can I help you with anything?" The guard asked me nicely. I guess he knows that I'm a guest here and no one should be rude to me. But the problem is that I want people to be rude and mean to me, I deserve it. I deserve a punishment for ever begin born into this world and I completely deserve the way my parents treated me. I need to thank them for making me suffer for begin the ugliest and worthless person in the whole wide world. I never knew that they were helping me feel what I truly deserve and I wish that I could go back to so they could make me suffer more. This world doesn't need me anyway they are doing fine when I'm not in the way but once I am in the way and ruining everything the world is not fine it's ruined. And it's not ruined by just anyone it's ruined by me and me begin born is just ruining the world day by day, week by week and year by year. Me dying would save the world from being ruined by me and when I die everyone will be happy and free from having me around. They would probably just celebrate to my death. And what is the point of begin alive when your nothing?

'Exactly, now we are talking'

"Actually there is something I need, can you show me the way to the kitchen?" I asked fake smiling and trying to sound nicely like I'm not trying to do something. The guard said he would take me to the kitchen. Am I convincing or what? He actually believed me now I just have to get the knife without him noticing it or I could fool him to go away. We where walking down a really long hallway and on the way we came across many guards but they would always just bow for me. Why are they even bowing for me, I'm not royalty. Maybe it's because the royal family is taking care of me. It's night and they are awake and they don't even look tired at all. We walked inside the kitchen and this is pretty nice kitchen. It was not huge and it was not to little just comfy and cozy kitchen. The colors on the walls where in beautiful summer colors witch made the kitchen be more alive. I like this kitchen very much.

"Miss Elsa, I will be waiting outside if you need anything and when your done please come outside and I will follow you to your room" the guard told me and I nodded in agreement. The guard left me alone, can this get any more perfect or what? I looked around for the knives and lucky me I found them. There were many knives on the bench, and I took the sharpest one and put it in my slippers than put my pajama pant over it so it wouldn't show. I walked a little to see it would hurt a lucky for me it doesn't hurt a bit. I wouldn't want blood to go in my pajama pants and then the guard would notice it and I'm busted. I walked out of the kitchen and informed the guard that I wanted to go to the room. We walked again down these long boring halls until we reached the room I was in. I walked inside and the guard said good and told me that he would be outside the room if I needed something. Now I'm gonna start cutting.

A/N: Hello my Snowflakes and Snowballs.
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