Morgan|
I am trying.Honestly trying.To piece back her life,making amends.Organising family get togethers for her.
But I feel like I am breaking from the inside,my heart is cracking,just a hour ago I got so much spam from my private accounts that I deleted them.Its just so much Hate.I just want to sit down and let it all out.But then I'll miss things and if you've not there you get left behind,dragging your horse to the finishing line.So that's why I help her,I hate seeing people being left behind.As broken as my life is her's is in a million more pieces then mine.

But it hurts all this hate,it's not the first time spam has appeared and it certainly won't be the last."Why me?"Why?"I want to shout,ask who ever is doing this-Why?"What did I ever do to deserve this hate?".I can't pretend anymore that this isn't getting to me because it is and it hurts..