Jungwon.

1week na kaming nagsasama ni Geonu hyung..and I enjoyed his company actually..

I'm just glad na hindi ko nakikita si Jay hyung kasi kung makita ko siya hindi ko alam anong gagawin ko sa kaniya.

I admit hindi parin ako nakaka move on completely kay hyung,there's still a part of me na longing for him but a big part of me is moving on na from him..

Uwian na ngayon at magdadate daw sila Sunghoon hyung at Sunoo,I just agreed kasi hindi na sila nakakapagdate dahil sakin at first they invited me pero gago anong gagawin ko dun? I don't want to be a third wheel again huhuhuhu :(( #PoorWonie

Ang Geonu hyung was sick so he didn't come to school today kaya naman no choice ako kaya dun ako kila Daniel at Ni-ki pero badluck nga naman oh..

Nakauwi na pala sila kaya ako nalang talaga mag isa..

Gago anong gagawin ko ?!

Ramdam na ramdam ko talaga ang pagiging single eh pero okay na sana na single pero may kasama pero pighati wala din akong kasama eh..

#HustisyaParaKayWonie

Pumunta nalang ako sa cafe na pinuntahan namin noon..Isasama ko sana si Sunoo dito eh kaso ayaw ni Sunghoon hyung hays..kaya ako nalang ang pupunta dito..

I'm a strong independent man..

Yes naman..

Pumasok na ako sa loob ng cafe at umupo dun sa inupuan namin noon..

Brings back memories..

Hindi ni Jay hyung..

Kundi yung kompleto pa kami magbabarkada..

Umupo na ako at nag order na,dumating na yung order ko.

Ang ganda parin dito..wish ko padin na may magsama sakin dito kahit kaibigan lang kasi parang malabo na ata kung jowa.

Pinagmasdan ko ang paligid..

Hindi naman ganung kadami yung mga tao..

Nabalik ko din ang atensiyon ko sa order ko..baka hindi nato init..

Gago required ba talaga na natulala basta mag kakape?

Natawa lang ako sa iniisip ko..

Pero good job wonie! Hindi nadin naman ako umiiyak eh..

Isang Yang Jungwon iiyak sa isang lalaki? Hmp asa ka!

Bigla naman akong napatingin nang may biglang tumapik sa likod ko at nagsabing,

"Pwede bako umupo dito?"

:((((

.........

That voice..

Kahit hindi kona kailangan tignan mukha niya alam na alam ko kung sino to..kilalang kilala ko..

Bakit ka nandito? Kung kailan ako okay na..

I was controlling myself not to cry infront of him..

Why must you hurt me like this?

Bigla namang siyang mabigla nang nalaman niyang ako pala to..[Jungwon be like: Chill ako lang to yung niloko mo😎]

He widened his eyes..

He still looks so good despite with that eyebags and messy hair..

He was about to walk away..

No don't walk away..

Don't leave me alone again..

Hyung dont leave me..

I don't know what came unto me pero I grabbed his wrist preventing him to walk away.

He looks at me shocked.

"Yo-ou can.... sit here hy-yung" ugh why am I stuttering?!?

Yang Jungwon! Ano na naman ginagawa mo? Akala koba you're going to move on from him?!

Ang rupok mo Jungwon..

Oo ako na marupok,I just want to see him again..

I am desperate for Jay hyung..

Hyung!

Why are you making me do this?!

Look what you made me do hyung:((

Kinuha kona ang kamay ko sa kaniya at tumingin na ulit sa order ko..umupo na din siya at nilapag yung binili niya..

Hindi kami nagsalita..

Better shut your mouth Jungwon baka may masabi kapang hindi maganda..

Ang tahimik..I don't like this feeling..

I have to say something right? Ako naman nag pa upo sa kaniya..

It's not a bad idea right?

"How are things going with Anne?" He looks taken aback from my question.He stared at me.

Damn those stares.

Big part of me is moving on from him I said?

What a scam..

Bakit bumibilis ulit tibok ng puso ko?!?

"J-j-ungwon"

Hyung stop it please..

Ang tanga tanga ko hyung..

"Sabi ko how are you with Anne?" Paulit kong tanong.

Hindi parin siya nagsalita at tinignan parin ako para bang naghehesitate siyang magsalita? Tss I just want to hear him talking about his girlfriend,kahit masakit patuloy parin ang buhay.

#LifeGoesOn

I'm used to pain now hyung,you can tell me hahaha.

I gave him a smile but not as big as before.

He smiled at me sadly with eyes still on me..

Why sad though? You did this remember?

"I—"

"Hmm?"

"I missed you"

Napatingin naman ako agad sa kaniya..His eyes were telling me something which I couldn't seemed to figure out.

I've always thought na I could always read Jay hyung's feelings pero hindi pala..

I thought wrong..

"I—" now ako na naman yung nagstustutter?

"Babe!"

Bigla namang naputol yung tinginan namin nang may tumawag sakin.I looked at the source of the voice and realized it's Geonu hyung.

Pumunta naman si Geonu hyung sa tabi ko at umupo.

"Hyung why are you here?" Tanong ko naman nang makaupo na siya,forgetting about Jay hyung.

"Namiss kita eh—who's this?" He asked and pointed at Jay hyung.

"I-a-a"

"I'm his friend,I'm sorry I'll take my leave now! Enjoy your date" ang sagot naman ni Jay hyung at dali daling lumakad palabas..

What was that?

Hindi pa nga ako nakapagsalita eh.

Weird..

Mamaya pa sana ako mag uupdate kaso May gagawin pala ako mamaya so yea enjoy!!