Who doesn't dream of a happily ever after ending with the right person? So do I. I've believe that meeting him will bring happiness and we can build a future together.

This is my story I want to tell so listen closely.

I've loved him with all my heart, I believe every words that he promised to me our first night, all of it and out of it all, what do I get? What I want to let him know is that, it's done, over. I'm so tired, or another to say, I'm jaded. I will stop loving the one I thought was the one for me.

My love! This will be the last time I called you that, remember that. 

I can't take anymore! 

I can't stand it no more! 

Even I tried and gave you so many chances, why won't you change for the best for our family? If you won't even want to change then fine, let's stop this. You go your way and I will go my way.

Do you know that every time I see you not come home, I cry myself to sleep, hugging our little girl, asking, "Where's daddy, mommy?". I had to come up with an excuse just to keep our child out of this, she's still so young and innocent and doesn't need to be pulled into this.

I ask myself every night, do you even love me and our child? 

Do you even want to care for us and be with us? 

Why did you have such bad habits? 

Where did all your promises go the first night you held my hand saying that you will always love me dearly and will together we both soar through the future.

What happened to us? 

Even if you can't change for me then why not for our child?

Your bad habits are just getting worse.

You leave me all alone in our bedroom at night just waiting for you. I cried, and I have cry so much that I feel my tears are no more for crying. 

Where are your promises you said to my our first night together? 

You said so much and promised a bright future for both of us, and you didn't strive to keep them. I can forgive you once or twice but more than once is just too much and I don't want to waste my efforts to argue with you. The times we couldn't agree and you raise your voice at me, I held myself back and thought more of our child.

Our child, our only daughter. She is my hope for me to live on. 

But you...?

Well, let's put an end to me and you. 

We're are done for.

I'm jaded.

Tired.

And don't want to hear any excuses from you.

Or...Maybe I should leave so you can take some time to think if we can continue on together. Just right now, I'm so hurt that I just want to leave with our daughter. Let you know, without us, what will you do?

Let's leave fate into our hands if you are even worth it for me to give you another chance.

But right now, I'm leaving with our daughter.

So think about it whether you want to continue this marriage and keep this family. 

o0o