"Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences"

-Consequences, Camila Cabello

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'A year ago, we were that awkward two.

A year ago, we were the best of friends.

A year ago, we started to develop feelings.

A year ago, there was you and me.

But, just you and me. No us.

A year ago, we had the same disease.

Cancer.

We had the same feelings.

We had the same glances.

We had the same smile.

We had the same walk on the roads.

We shared the warmest hugs.

We shared the kisses on the cheeks.

We shared the same food.

We shared the same love.

But there was no us. We weren't together.

We can't be together.

A year ago, I still had you.

A year ago, I shared the same air with you.

A year ago, you were singing for me.

A year ago, we were each others everything.

A year ago, you left me.'

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A tear dropped from Hwanbi's closed eyes. She clutched her pen from the pain. There was two things that ached from her.

First, she found it hard to breathe. Second, her broken heart.

Hwanbi choked back all her tears and wrote.

'A year ago, you died from cancer.

A year ago, the brightest place I've seen turned out to be the darkest one.

A year ago, the beautiful voice that I was hearing, turned out to be a mourning voice.

A year ago, I loved a man named Kim Jaehwan.

And A year passed, but I still love him.

I love you, Kim Jaehwan.

I'll follow you soon.'

She started gasping for air. Hwanbi smiled bitterly while in pain. It was a painful sight. Everything came back in her mind.

Her mom's goodluck to school. Her classmates birthday surprise for her. Her grandma's hugs. Her first dog that loved playing outside. Her 18th birthday. Her first time meeting him. Her first time hearing his ear melting voice. Her first time falling for him. Her first date with him. Her first 'I love you's' with him. Every happy moment flashed in her eyes.

Until her last breath. She smiled.

It was a very happy smile. As she closed her eyes forever.

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"Loving you was dumb, dark and cheap
Loving you will still takes shots at me
Loving you was sunshine, but then it poured
And I lost so much more than my senses
'Cause loving you had consequences"

"Park Hwanbi?" A familliar voice called her. Hwanbi opened her eyes. Meeting an angel like face.

"Kim Jaehwan?" Jaehwan smiled, taking Hwanbi's hands. Around them was a paradise like garden, in the middle was the biggest tree they've ever seen.

"I finally have you again." Hwanbi couldn't help but cry. Jaehwan held her face gently, wiping her tears.

"We finally have each other again."

Because they were each other's cure.

-The End-

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I cried writting this freaking chapter. I'm sorry, I'm very emotional here. Let me weep👋😿
Thank you for reading this sad fic.