So I have left you guys hanging with nothing for a long time and I want to apologize for that, but I want to give you all my reason for why I've been gone for so long. For a while I've been feeling useless and have been having suicidal thoughts and have been taking such actions such as inflicting pain on myself and doubting my own worth and began shutting people out. It's want until I nearly took my own life that my family and I started seeking help. The reason I've been gone is that I've been recovering. I'm doing better but I still have a ways to go and I just want to tank and apologize to you all for your support and having to leave you all here to wait but I promise I will have the next chapter up as soon as possible.

To keep myself calm I've decided to write and actual book and have already begun progress on it, I have full intention on publishing this book and maybe even posting it here but I'm still on the fence about it. Again I want to thank you guys and apologize for everything and your support means everything to me.