My life is not a soap opera, and I realise this the minute we hit traffic when we hit the main road.

"Oh great, I forgot it's the rush hour, and I can barely drive this." Saeran mumbles. "How the heck does Saeyoung even use this thing, I can't even."

"All my life I had believed that I would never deserve a love so pure like yours, and yet there you are... Do you really like me that much?"

"There's still thirty or so blocks to go, what do we do?!"

"I'm getting off!" I say, and Saeran stares at me as if I am crazy.

"You can't just run like that!"

"I can't just sit here!" I argue back when the cell phone lets out another beep.

"I want to cherish you."

Sighing, Saeran unlocks the door for me.

"Oh, wait, one more thing."

"Yeah?"

"Call him Saeyoung when you see him. He'll probably get a kick out of it."

And as I give a smile to the twin brother of the boy I was in love with, I can't help but thank the Lord that we were on good terms.

I was so thankful, that I had found people who were willing to go an extra mile for me and to acknowledge my feelings.

The RFA has helped me so much, and I was happy to help them in return.

Now that I've helped Saeran... Only Seven remains.

"You have no idea how much I love you now."

"Don't worry, Saeran," I say, stepping out of the car. "I will never give up on my love. It's way too strong for that."

"Stop telling me cringe-worthy things and just go." He replies, and I rush off, thanking him once again.

"I think it is safe to say that 707... Luciel... Saeyoung... all of me... they're all yours now."

It felt as if Seven planned on killing me with his words right there, and my slipper almost gets stuck in one of the cobblestones as I try to run like a lunatic.

And when I reach the porch, I realise that I do not have an Arabic dictionary to get into his apartment.

Crap, this is bad. I should have brought Saeran too...

When I try to type on the log Seven was writing on, I find that I can't write anything on it. Figuring that Seven made the app such that it can be used by one user per time, I let out a loud groan.

As I stand, mentally cursing in fifteen languages, my eyes dart to the CCTV camera a little further away from his door.

It would probably have been a thousand times better to just ring the doorbell.

Not even thousand, maybe even a million times more.

And yet, I found myself hauling my cell phone at the CCTV camera.

Was I insane?

Was I officially losing my mind?

Was it because of the messages I got from Seven?

I don't have the time to regret what I did, because the door opens, and Seven steps out, a confused look plastered on his face.

"What just happe- Oh. Oh. OH."

And when I run up to him, he opens his arms out wide, twirling me around once before he pulls me closer to his body.

"Y-You're here!" He cries when he hears my sobbing.

"Sev- Saeyoung, I'm here," I say, his familiar warm embrace melting me right in the spot.

"Don't leave ever again... Please, I won't ever ask you to leave, never ever." He whispers into my ear, and I stand on my toes as I take an inhale of his skin; oh how much I missed this, how much I craved for this...

"Yes, don't you dare, because if you do, I will slap your face." I sniffle, the metal of his cross necklace pressed against my nose.

"You have the right to." He laughs a little, softly pecking on the side of my neck.

"You gave me the will to go on, what am I without you? I'm so sorry. What have I done to you?"

"There's something else you should be saying instead of apologising..." I say, in between sniffling.

"Yes, you're right... I love you. Oh God, I love you so much. I love you."

And even though he had already said the words to me on the diary app, more tears form in my eyes at that.

The words he hadn't said to me for so long, now he was saying them to me, and he was sure of it.

"I'm so afraid of you forgetting me, and I just... Oh God, I love you."

"I'm going to remember you forever, so don't you dare say anything about me forgetting you."

"...Yes, please do. I'd want to live a day more just to be remembered by you."

A big smile plasters on my face when he says this, and I don't need to see his face to know that he too, had one on his face.

The genuine smile, a smile because he was happy deep within...

And it was because of me, and for that, I was so happy that I didn't even have the words to express the way I felt.

"I love you. I love you so much that I want more of you even when you're with me... God, look how greedy you've made me. For the first time, there's something I desperately want, and it's you."

"Seven..."

"I want to see your face, but at the same time, I don't want you to see mine now... I'm giving you a second, so come inside when you've calmed yourself." He says, turning around before I could face him. I can see him wiping his face after he turns around, and I rub my face on my sleeve before picking up my cell phone and hurrying back inside.

And when I do, I see that I had dampened the front of his shirt by my tears, and I look down, embarrassed.

"I'm sorry I broke your CCTV..."

"It doesn't matter. I don't need that anymore because I left the Agency now."

"Eh? Really? Why?"

Seven takes both of my hands and pulls me towards him. He then places a soft kiss on my forehead and looks at me, his gaze so intense that I could feel it pierce right through me.

"So that I can take care of you."

My legs begin to tremble, and I can feel my face heat up at that.

It was so embarrassing, but so right at the same time, the way his lips worked their way pressed against mine, how warm he felt, and how much I needed him...

And he needed me just as much, and knowing that could make me die happy just with that satisfaction.

"What do you want to do now?" I ask as we lie down on his bed, looking up at the glow-in-the-dark stars and space shuttles on his ceiling.

"What I want is your everything. I love you."

"Permission granted. I love you too, Saeyoung."

Seven lets out a little chuckle. "I never thought I would be the kind of person who would say cheesy things like this... And yet... You..." His arms around my waist tightens, and our noses come in contact.

"All of me... It's yours now. I will never let you go.... Even if you ask me to."

"I would never, Saeyoung...That's how hard I've fallen for you. Even if your opinion changes, I'd still want to spend the rest of forever with you."

I don't know if it's the warmth of his body or the genuineness of his smile that gets rid of my fear for the future... But really, once again I began to believe that everything will be okay.

And this time, I was sure of it myself and had Seven confirm it for me himself.

"We're going to have a small wedding at the space station." I remind him, and his fingers intertwine with mine.

"We will."

And now, Seven wants me to delete the diary app... Because, as he said, "Whatever you want to say to me, whether it's your feelings for me or anything else, tell me directly. I want to hear everything."

Knowing that people would say that they'd leave their hearts open for days, and yet remain empty...

That's a lie.

Everyone, no matter how lousy, or useless you think you are, how much you belittle yourself... Even though you think you don't deserve anything, even if you give up on everything...

There would always, always be that one person, who'd never give up on you.

And even when you let them look inside of you, through all the scars, all the cracks...

Through all the good, and all the bad...

That one person would always choose to stick with you despite the flaws, and probably love you even more.

How beautiful it was, that for Seven, that person was me.

And for me, it was him.

And in between smiles and healing hearts, he leans closer and whispers something into my ear.

"You've changed my binary world."

|| THE END ||

a/n; gaaaaaHHHHHH oml you guys seriously have no idea how much i need Saeyoung Choi in my life. ;-;

thank you sm for being a reader of Chasing the Clouds, please do check the next chapter for the bad end + my afterword! c: