Why is this so hard for me?

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Xian's pov
I wanted to ask Fein out, but i didn't really know how... I need advice from someone, but... who?
I didn't know why i had this feeling for just him... I never felt this for anyone before... If he is close to me, i... usually feel... unbearably hard... It's hard to bear this feeling...

"Oh, hello Xian" Fein greeted and smiled.
How the hell can he be so calm, i'm not calm! I don't really think he takes this seriously. I really love him, but he never show anything for me...

He waved his hand in front of my face, that's when i understood i hadn't answered him yet. "Oh... Uhm... Sorry, i just went lost in... yeah..." I said and scratched my neck. "Thoughts?" Fein asked.

I tried to come up with something romantic: "Uh... Yeah, and your beautiful green eyes" Yes i did it! He blushed. "F-fein... Were you honest when you said you... L-loved me?" i stuttered slowly. His face were flushed: "Well... I don't really know... Yet? I haven't been very honest with my feelings, so i don't really know what i feel..." Fein admited bashful.

"Can you come with me?" I asked him and grabbed his hand. He nodded as i dragged him out of the house. I ran to the forest near the house. My favorite place on earth, and i have a feeling that he will like it too.

The place was near a glittering river. It was covered in tulips in all colors and other flowers like roses. The trees made it better, the leaves hung high up in the tree and some were starting to fall down. Some of the trees had apples and pears on them. It smelled fresh and the air was clean.

I let go of his hand and sat down beside the lake and patted the grass beside me, like a sign for him to come sit next to me. He sat down.

"I just want to tell you... Even if you don't love me, i will love you forever... I have been feeling this a while now, but was too afraid of your answer... But when i finally got the courage to do it, you weren't honest... I don't understand this feeling either, but i know that i love you... For real!" I told him.

"X-xian... I didn't know you felt this... I'm so sorry for not being honest" he looked at me big eyed. Fuck... Those eyes!

I bit my lip. "Fein, want to try something once again?"
He nodded once again. I leaned closer to him and pushed him to the ground so i were on top. He was the submissive. I leaned towards him and kissed him. I held his hands down to the ground so he wouldn't hit me.

I licked his bottom lip and asked for entrance, he let me in. I searched around his wet caves and snaked my tongue around his. He let out a moan. His legs were wide open, so i took the chance in putting my tigh between his legs.

He played the game well and played with tongue just like i did. It seemed like he enjoyed it. I broke the kiss. He looked at me, he looked worried.

"Well played, did you like it?" I asked the sligthly older boy under me. Tears formed in his eyes, this was definitely not a good idea. He... Nodded?! Then why were he crying?

"Are you okay? Why are you crying?" I asked him as he tried to get out of my grip, i let him go. He sat up and hugged me: "it's not a problem with you, it's just unfamiliar... To be honest, i really like you Xian and feel really... Weird when i'm close to you, like... I don't know about you, but maybe a little... hard for you?" That lifted the stress off my shoulders.

H-hard for me? Of course i have felt it!
"I have... Kinda felt it too..." I admited bashfully. He blushed almost fifty shades of red, he burried his face in my chest so i wouldn't see him blush.

I lifted his head up, his eyes looking at me, red from crying and the shade of red in his face dissapearing. "I love you" Fein said and kissed me. The same tongue game appeared in this kiss too.
(You can imagine the rest 😉)

Akidah's pov
"May! Diana!" I called my two bestfriends. Both of them came running out of their bedrooms. "Do you want to make a idolgroup like these?" I showed them a picture of the two anime idol groups μ's and aqours. (Pictures above)

"Idol? But we are ninjas" may complained. "Yeah, but we can split our time just like Giselle did, she is a ninja, but also a model!" I said.

"But we need songs... And costumes, also i can't sing, nor dance" may admited. "That's something you can learn, both my aunt and Nixon can compose, plus Giselle can make costumes!" I said in a high pitched voice.

"I will join!" Diana cheered. "Fine" May said caring. "Then we are settled! We need a song!" I said and rushed to my aunt's room.

"Auntie? Can you please compose a song for us?" I asked. "Sorry, me and Coleen are on a diet and we aren't going to stop training" My aunt said while lifting weights.

"You can ask my son though!" She screamed over the loud music.
"Fine! Thank you!" Diana screamed too.

We knocked on Nixon's door, no answer. We went inside the room, we saw nothing. Maybe he is in Kabaz's room, probably...

"Let's go check Kabaz's room" everyone nodded in agreement. We went to Kabaz's room and knocked on the door. We heard the shower so we backed away and left.

"We'll ask him later..." I said and then made kissing noises with my mouth. The other laughed and then we went to my room.

Okay long chapter xD Nope... I got a little idea that will make every chapter a little longer. Chat at the bottom! Want that?! Comment below then!

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