*Oikawa's POV*
    
   Today, I came home later than usual, because I came to the park, alone
   
    The park is one of my favorite place, it is always full of memories about my childhood, the time when it just me and Iwaizumi. I sat on the swing. Sadly, I looked at the sky. Why is it so beautiful? I thought . The weather tonight was so perfect, the sky had a very dark cornflower blue, and there is so much stars, they were so vivid and bright that I felt like I was sinking into the black night, more accurate to a painter that is created by God.
  
   We used to have good times together. We used to hand in hand walking on the sidewalks as I'm holding my precious volley-ball. We used to play till dawn, have had a lot of fun and our smile have never been extinguished. I want us just can be like that forever...
  
    Looking at the watch, I realised I was late and mom's gonna kill me so I packed my things and rapidly ran home. And now, I'm in the bathtub. I tried to relax my muscles both my feelings, but it is so hard that I can't control it. I sink my head a little bit deeper so I can feel the warmth in the tub. Lately, it has been so cold for me to take a shower.
   
    I step out the tub and dry myself by my towel. I put on my clothes even when my hair hasn't dried yet. I reach out the kitchen and put in my stomach some food so I can be full. But suddenly, I think about you, Iwa-chan and ain't hungry anymore, so I go to my bedroom. I try to entertain myself by reading Shounen Jump and watching TV but it seems can't drag me out of the boredom. I notice that someone send me messages, and so I check it, it's you again.
     
                    Iwa-chan❤️❤️❤️
Oi! Shittykawa, are you okay?✔️✔️

Ur acting weird lately so tell me if anything happen to u, okay?✔️✔️        
                                           19:27 pm
    

                        Hey Iwa-chan! Sorry for        answer you this late, I'm fine, nothing happens and thanks for checking me out✔️✔️         
21:45pm

I toss my phone away and looking at the ceiling.
  
    " He's really notice me huh?" I turn to the side . I want to know his status too. And that night, my head really is surrounded by Iwaizumi like an infinity chain. Even in my dream, he was in there too.
 
   I can remember that I was standing in a garden covered by flowers and vegetation. They were all so beautiful and aesthetic, I guess. There was a flower tunnel. The french lilac color and royal purple shade of wisteria flowers were hung upside down beneath my head so it just felt like a purple rain, so romantic. Next to me was covered by different kind of flowers. I could see anemones, peonies, dahliahs, hydrangeas and roses were crowding. They all had different smells and their were mingled together so the emotion of me was just so weird and gorgeous at the same time. I was aware that I was in a special place and it wasn't real.

   But do you know what makes my dream more special? Yes, you were there, at the end of the tunnel, you look so spectacular in the sunshine. You were wearing a plain shirt and a black trousers that I find it attractive. You were raising your hand out and smile so gently and brightly, like you were waiting for someone to hold your hand. To say exactly I ran to you with the fastest speed I could. I ran and called out your name vividly and repeatedly so that you could hear me. But you didn't even notice me one bit, and I continued running toward you. 

   The thing here is that he dream isn't sweet as honey, it's bitter as bitter gourd and it really is my worst nightmare ever. I tried to run, but it seemed like I was stuck on a place. And by somehow, a girl emerging from nowhere( maybe underground) walked slowly to you. The tunnel was never ended. As she holding your hand, the green leaf vines started to attack me, they wrapped me up and tried to kill me. The last moment before I was fully be wrapped, is you turned your back at me with her in your hand, and walked away from me, so far that I could not reach you. And I woke up. It was 3 am in the morning.
   
    Really, what a weird and stupid dream I had and I couldn't get into any sleep then. I know that I think about you too much, so the next day I woke up, I swore to myself that I won't think about you anymore Iwa-chan. But the dream still got stuck in my head and I can't get it out. It hurts so much. And I hate to see that scenario becomes real. I will not be able to stand it...

   I want to make you mine,
But I'm scared.

Hi guys☺️ Nice to see you guys again. Yeah, it has been a whole week and my lazy self tried to stick into my bed so hard I can't even put one step outside *scary😟Anyway, hope y'all the best✌️👁️👄👁️✌️
Wednesday, 15/7/2020, 22:29                   Jill_sakata08

(Oh yeah, I made it to 933 words or smthing...)