1/3/16

Dear diary,

Jongdae wouldn't stop messaging me about my slip up.

And he figured it out, finally.

He finally asked if I liked him.

I am dead. I am so dead. I haven't answered any of his messages for the past few days and no way in hell am I going to answer him now. He'd stop being my friend, right? He's not the kind to keep stringing people along.

Should I answer?!

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Oh god, either way this goes, I'll have to see him. We have classes together this spring semester. I won't be able to escape. Should I wait or should I message him?? Would he be able to catch my lie though??

I ha

Minseok just came in to say we're hanging out today. I asked him where we're going but then just waved it off and left. Guess I'm dressing up now. I'll write later.

Maybe I should tell oppa about this. I trust him, and also, he's not one to fucking roast every damn time I bring him up in conversation. We'll see what he'll say.