2/5/16

Dear diary,

The week was better.

I've been keeping up with my grades along with studying and extra credit. I just need to breathe and take things calmly. No way I'm going to let go of my scholarship so easily. 

The girls haven't bothered me, which might mean that Wendy have talked to them. 

Also, by chance, I was able to see Yixing yesterday. It was a nice by chance thing. I saw him right after my creative writing class and we happened to pass by each other on one of the paths. We decided to grab some Starbucks together and talk a bit until I wait for Minseok to pick me up. 

We talked about which classes we were in and how we've been doing in them. Just so happens that I was carrying my art portfolio and he praised me for my sketches thus far. He mentioned that he was taking another dance class this semester, and he would occasionally see Jongin at the performing arts center. 

Yixing then congratulated me for being with Jongdae. He went on about how he knew from the very beginning that there was this special connection between the two of us.

I couldn't help but blush at that.

And then he teased me that I must've really liked him this whole time.

Lemme tell you, I even told him how nervous I was for our first date. We've postponed it for two weeks and it's finally going to happen tomorrow. I asked him if Jongdae had mentioned anything to him.

He said that I shouldn't worry and just let things happen and that I'm sure to have fun. 

 Well, I hope so because I don't know what I'd do if this date turns out badly.

I like him way too much to have a bad date ruin anything.

I might as well sleep early.