Tue. 7

Genuinely, yesterday I forgot to write something :((

Okay, today I went down to a Valentine booth in my school. It was debut yesterday actually, and when I got down there a day ago, they sold just some classical things such as Lego, chocolate, biscuits. Nevertheless, today they fetched some more things like clothes ornaments, key chains, macarons, ... therefore, I have faith in a scenario when he bought me some adorable and edible things there. Idk, but I pin my hope on his wealth and his generosity.

Today went quite smoothly. Yesterday my teacher gave me back 150 (congratulations!), and today I told her in order to put my 9 points in her notes. Things are on the up, you know, and I am just overwhelmingly grateful for sub's effects!

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Fri. 10

Well, I've been rather hectic lately.

I was basically just too busy filling in a form so as to be a beneficiary. The story is, I was awarded a certificate for my achievements as an excellent member of translation department of a non-profit organization, and therefore I was entitled to be received a recommend letter from this organization's founder. Yes, this letter can help me accomplish a lot in my life, or at least, it can instruct me some really first steps about writing and wielding a recommend letter for university or job application, especially if I long to obtain a scholarship. In the end, I overcame my fear and reluctance and asked my founder about this writing service. She replied quite responsively and she told me to fill in a form so that she could know more about me which is spotless for writing about my journey, my growth. And oh dear, the form was far longer than I expected. There was a question in the form that struck me: what was my desired career? I was pretty uncertain, then I spared nearly 45 minutes searching and seeking for something that was in relation to communication, press, or marketing. Then I chose international press communication as my future career (I believe that this studies is rather vast, and I still can switch to other fields if I want to, not as strict and confined as medicine or teaching). I hope my answers were alright, and I can receive an in-depth letter :(( I do not have high faith in being such a lucky girl who have a right to demand anything but I hope...

Furthermore, I'm trying to finish off all of my homework and deadlines on time so that I can invest more effort in learning and practicing other subjects such as English specialized or mathematics. I really should juggle love, friends, learning and unwinding at the same time.

Moreover, I "procured" an email from Singaporean MOE (Ministry of Education) about the upcoming scholarship! It was that time when I abruptly cottoned on the fact that I am going to have tons of distressing, depressing, arduous stuff. I have never dared or endeavored to apply for a study seat overseas! Undoubtedly, I'm going to wrap it up no matter what will happen. I only have 1, maximum 2, chances in my life, and I cannot lose such an opportunity!

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Sat. 11

I can say that, I'm contented with my day though only a half of the day has worn on.

I went to IAC's workshop so as to retrieve my best friend's plant pot that she had painted and done up a week earlier. Her work has been used as a gorgeous and adorable model of the workshop. This workshop is held as a form of entertainment for students, and it's organised in an effort to raise students' awareness about the environment, planting trees and wielding each person's inventiveness correctly. I was astonished at her plant pot as it was incredibly gracious and unique! I went there with my bf, and while I was waiting for an IAC's member putting soil into the pot, he purchased some cakes and chocolate for me! Perhaps it was coincident, but he bought my favorite flavor. Unfortunately, the selling team didn't wrap the cakes carefully, hence, I have no idea whether to eat it on the spot or wait till next Monday. After all, this is the first Valentine I have someone by my side as my bf, accordingly, I really treasure and appreciate these memories.

Moreover, I feel like teachers have had lots of trust on me and my friends. They entrust us with some work such as double checking the files for students, helping them with their personal matters or allocating homework,... This makes me so so so joyful and grateful. I believe that if we can build our prestige when we are small, we can also build many other impressive things when we grow up!

You are far greater than before! Keep up the good work and improve on bad ones, girl! I think you can make magic happens!